Tuesday, April 25, 2006 | 11:56 PM

Eons since I gave this place an entry. OK I need to be random to get as many msges across as possible (in the shortest time cos it is so late and I have a chem test tmr and yea, I havent study for it, wow that's random!)

I got back Econs test and e 1st GP essay. I got 7/25 when ppl tt nv study got higher. urgh. It is disgusting! I misread a 5m qn! omfg. That's a sin man. I promise to work harder for econs. The tut are at 100mph. THANKS MRS LOH. GP essay was really nad. It's one of the worse I ever did. I don;t event want to think abt it. I heard smth sharp today and it kinda inflicted my poor weak heart oh but nvm. Ok so my tests have not been too well. I'm so thankful math isn't tt bad now. At least the speed is like damn damn slow and I like it this way better. Oh yea, I msg the wrong sms to coach when it is suppose to be for Pak and I think he got a tad too pissed with me. I tihnk I went a tad overboard too but if the msg didn't get to him.. argh whatever la. Oh and he shouted at me ifo so many classes involved in the relays today. It was so embarassing at 1st and I knew he was gg to scream his nehneh off at me for all tt forum stuff and how he ASSUMES I am bearing a grudge against him. Hey, it is true I'm nt happy of him cos of the way he does things and how bias he is but there I don't see the significance in telling him off as he wld supply a whole list of excuses and reasons and blah blah. So I went up to him aft he yelled at my name abt 50m away demanding to RUN over!! wtf? Ok so he tried to get me to confess I'm wrong but being the witty david I got him clamed dwna nd made him realise he's assuming things and tt I am SO innocent. yeaaa right. Ok, I got away this time but I doubt i will again. But again he was pretty nice before the race, warned me abt my injured back and tt how I wld face lactic at the end of the curve of 200m and so on. I still lost anyway. I got 4th so close to 5th I saw Raj cross right aft I crossed. omg. Whatever happened to the drills and long strides. I think I panic when I'm serious abt a race and end up screwing the entire thing. And so there goes my chance of getting another bronze. urgh. I'm paying for all the trg I pon this ys at term 1. Sighs. I guess it was a mistake yea. I've been repeating this so many times. I just need to feel guilty.

I lost myself and yelled at s08 today when I cld not get the relay team ready fr the 4by4. But Pak postponed it so yea. The mst impt thing is tt we have this thrashing things out and be frank with one another session in class aft last lesson which I can't rmbr what it was. hahas. And I wanna thanks Shuyun for calling me dwn frm a stupid corner in the sch where I hid nt daring to face up the class. =/ Anyway we sorted things out and everyone is now happy. s08 shall reign. (: But Pak didn't turn up. I feel tt it wld hv done him gd cos he's sorta nt bonded to the class, always with other ppl I dun wish to mention. It's like gg to the dark side. HAHAS! jj man. Ok I'm gg to do my chem urgh it's like 12am. Oh I have free period tmr to mug too. phew!

Thursday, April 20, 2006 | 11:00 PM

Fantasising.. I bet he got his DING-DINGS all hot aft that! haha! 

| 10:59 PM

2 guys sexually deprieved. 

| 10:58 PM

Saw this in 100% Mambo. It has no link to oral sex but jehanne says it means oral sex in the car. lols. no innocent la jehanne. 

| 10:58 PM

CHEAPSKATE! tuch? 

| 10:57 PM

Squuezing the artificial raisins excites Dinie like a lot! 

| 10:56 PM

Dinie the mugger! The crazy mad un-mat and bock boon no.1 fan! HAHAS! 

| 10:56 PM

random. 

| 10:56 PM

Jehanne being super excited with Su's joke. That joke is really un-su! rofl! 

| 10:46 PM

TUH-DAY, was a really great day! HAHAHS! I am sure if Jehanne reads this she'll laugh till her roof shakes. Anyway, class was great altho I somehw felt Ms Sha don't trust me when I said I injured my back and tt's why I was late. Sighs.

Went with Jehanne, Su, Hem, Sam, Dinie, Firdaus and Yi Song to town and crazed the whole afternoon. Atho we only ate as kfc and billy bombers, I think it's still a worthy trip tgt. We did super lame stuff in the lingurie shops. HAHAS! Ok I'll upload the photos soon. I am so lazy to do so. But I promised them I wld.

Unfortunately, when I took 518 home with Su, I encountered unpleasant things. The driver and a random-kpo-fat-minah-who has nth better to do but find fault with me using foul language in the publiv when it doens't even concern her. She said smth abt come dwn to tpj to identify me. WOW. My pee is oozing out. My nipples vibrate in fear as they shrunk and hide away frm you. wtf? I dun give a shit abt her. If she does tt to ite students I bet she'll be bashed up till her coconuts turn into berries. How dare she.

| 10:46 PM

TUH-DAY, was a really great day! HAHAHS! I am sure if Jehanne reads this she'll laugh till her roof shakes. Anyway, class was great altho I somehw felt Ms Sha don't trust me when I said I injured my back and tt's why I was late. Sighs.

Went with Jehanne, Su, Hem, Sam, Dinie, Firdaus and Yi Song to town and crazed the whole afternoon. Atho we only ate as kfc and billy bombers, I think it's still a worthy trip tgt. We did super lame stuff in the lingurie shops. HAHAS! Ok I'll upload the photos soon. I am so lazy to do so. But I promised them I wld.

Unfortunately, when I took 518 home with Su, I encountered unpleasant things. The driver and a random-kpo-fat-minah-who has nth better to do but find fault with me using foul language in the publiv when it doens't even concern her. She said smth abt come dwn to tpj to identify me. WOW. My pee is oozing out. My nipples vibrate in fear as they shrunk and hide away frm you. wtf? I dun give a shit abt her. If she does tt to ite students I bet she'll be bashed up till her coconuts turn into berries. How dare she.

| 12:50 AM

DAVID PLS RECOVER.
I need to get back on form so I can train and beat him in 400m. Oh man. This is so embarrasing. I shall put in effort frm now on. And I think she is such a freaking helluva bitch. Manipulative slut. Oh if Hem is reading this she'll think I am talking abt her! HAHAS! No it's not a classmate like duh.

Sunday, April 16, 2006 | 9:13 PM

Just when I thought it's gg to be a beautiful weekend on this nice and rainy sunday... I realised there's an Econs test tmr. WTF right. The worst is not the fact that there's a test, it is that we were not given clear instructions to what we are gg to be tested on!!! She just said smth like,' everything that we have covered'. SHIIIIT. It can be what she covered in tutorial or inclusive of what we learnt in lectures which is way beyond the pathetic brains of us.
Oh ok I just found out frm amantha it's on what she taught in class. phew. Oh wait. That's still a lot cos her tutorials are usually super boring and my only soirce of entertainment and oxygen frm the class is Suhaidah and Hem. HAHAS!

I went to get my haircut today. YES. I know my hair is really short but I don't care. Short hair is good. Altho I don't have to groom or style it, I am too lazy to wash it so thoroughly so short hair's good. rofl. At the hairdresser today, this mother of 2 little children was bitching away abt other children's academic performance. After one whole session of bitching, she summed up her opnion with,' AIYAH. smart or not isn't impt. Health is more impt.'
WTF. Her sons are barely primary 4! And she was talking abt what HCI what Nanyang girls. Parents of the older generation are so ks and bitchy but they don't know anything abt sch life and what we learn. YAWNS. Housewives are really too free. Just look at them when they run into each other in the mkt. They'll gossip till they realise the sun is setting. grrrr.

Good Friday is over. The wkend is ending too. I realise wkends are meant for slacking. =/ I usually do stuff during wkdays. Oh did I mention this before... I have this feeling I had. Oh nvm. Anyway Hema always complain that I'm a mugger. NOOOOO! That's Suhaidah! Hahas! My slacking time is compensate dby the weekdays so I dun feel that guitly larr. But I have to fufil my quest of beating weimin in the ct! HAHAHAS! He keeps claiming he'll beat me for sure. I think it is very very amusing when 2 repeat students compete over sch work. A bloody big joke larr! Ok I'm gg to mug for econs. I have so little time left only.
YAWNS.

Friday, April 14, 2006 | 2:16 PM

Oh yeaaa. I am so far behind time. I have not updated for the longest in history of 2006. I know it's just 4 months of 2006 pls shut up. Anyway I'm gg to go really random cos there's so many things I want to talk abt but I'll just go and follow what pops out of my mind as I type away.

Life is super random now. For a moment I have evrything under control yet it's just a forum entry of a few minutes before I realise I have new tasks or challenges. Challenges sound very very out of context for me here. ANYWAY, I shall try to pitch back my memory of the past few days/weeks.

Everything in class' going pretty smoothly until we were told there's a Econs and Math test next week. Oh grrrrreat. I seriously can't mug at home. I'll sleep and play and everything else but study. I think the only time I stick to the books is in school. I should do smth abt this or I'll end up getting just-scraped-through grades. Econs is as bullety as ever. We're far ahead of other schs in the content studies. I think the HOD is a mad mama. YAWNS. Just took a Bio quiz ytd during bio lecture. Damn it. I did study for it but some irrelevant qns came out larr. But there's only 1Qn that I didn't know. phew. Dinie is such a nehneh mugger but that's good. I need to be pushed to deliver some work or I'll never do so even when the cows come home. Chemistry's still ok. All the VSEPR theory and shapes blahblah.. just need to understand. It's not difficult. (: Can I not talk abt Maths. I have not studied for the test and have not even cleared my doubts since eons ago. I'll start REAL soon I promise.
I just printed about 40 pages of Mitosis/meiosis notes. I think this is very crappy. They have so much pictures all over the slides and some were super super repeated repeated. YA! Like wtf? Even after editing here and there and removing all those extra things like acknowlegments, I've still got 145 slides to churn out frm my poor printer. After printing it says:

You still have enough black/colour ink to print over 100 pages similar to
the last page printed.

When I looked at the ink gauge it says 1/4 left. WHAT THE FUCK? I only bought it like a month ago. All the bio notes are really leeching my ink larr.
I got my FUCKING PW grades. I got a knn band 3. I swear I put in fucking lots effort in my op and individual presentation but the sch tchrs aka facilitator or what shit you wanna call them made it so hard for us. They were fucking strict man. They marked the whole sch dwn. damn it. Now our sch has? 48% of band 1 and 2s. In fact only 30ppl got 1s. RJ has 90+% 1/2s. SRJC has 85% and even YJ has 85%. Oh shit what's wrong with the sch? Being so righteous and all with their marking. Ansd Daryl got 1!! He didn't put in much effort and he got 1!! omfg. someone shoot me. We are the worst sch so far after IJC I think. I was so damn disappointed. I was waiting to see a 2 or 1 but I got a 3? I can't believe it. I thought 3 belongs to the ppl who don't do anything to their OP or WR or what EOM shit. I didn't screw up any part of my OP and my evaluation was done up over 3 fucking days. I hate the tchrs in charge man. The sch shld just dig a tunnel so tht we can have the sch inside a giant hole where no one can see us. GRRRRR. I'm still wondering if I shld retake PW. But it is so tiring esp after all that effort I put in. It is so unjustified!

On a lighter note. Damn, it's fucking lighter for a good cause. I found my old friend that was with me last yr during track every trg. Yes, he's my competitve drive and force that pushes me to the finish line even during trg. No matter how new I was to track, I was willing and capable of standing up aft each fall. Until recently it left me all stranded and I almost quit track altogether. I'm so glad we're back as one. Like I said, HELLO OLD FRIEND- WE'LL MAKE A GRAND COMEBACK. That's for sure. By then I'll be able to burn Andrew's arse and penis dwn for 100m and 200m. I mean w/o serious trg I was able to maintain really isn't that bad. Ok, I'm doing self-consolation. I had enough of all those time I wallow in self-pity. It is disgusting. I've got a wake up call frm S(A)AA 100m. And Mr Yazid hasn't given up on me despite all the trg I pon and all the times I whine abt the heavy weights. He metioned abt a strong 4by100m team for the Nationals if I do under 12s. I am very afraid. I don't want to lose to Andrew cos I don't like being the weakest in a relay team. It makes me feel guilty and weak. I hate weakness. It fools me ard and ard pushing me dwn a bottomless pit. But I'll fill up that hole with infinte hole with determination. We'll see yea. We'll see who beats the rest to the finish line soon.

Sports heat wasn't very lucky for me this yr. I only managed to get a bronze so far.
100m- Qualified w/ 5th position behind Fabian, Andrew, Tun Gene and some j1 non-tracker. Hey I'll beat him during finals. In fact I plan to beat Tun Gene for 100m. That is like MY event. RAWR.

200m- Qualified w/ 4th position behind Fabian, Andrew and Tun Gene. Oh yes I believe I can get bronze for finals. I am a mere 0.1s behind Tungene and that run was pretty screwed up anyway.

400m- Qualified w/ 6th position behind many ppl. But I am only concerned with ppl like Khai, Max and Leroy. Cos they're all just 1s ahead of me. I know I did a PR this time but seriously I have not taken 400m timing since last yr due to the fear incurred at trg with the Nationals ppl during july last yr. But when I ran the heats tt day I didn't feel tired. I felt I could have delivered more than that. I shld have exploded right at the start of the 2nd curve. I need to plan my whole 400m again. Maybe get Shuyun to time me during monday spe. I need to work things out in the shortest possible time. I can get bronze if I push myself. YEAAA! (:

110 hurdles- I gave up right before I even tried to hurdle over before the race. How sad is that? I think I fear colliding with the hurdles. T.T

Triple jump- I GOT BRONZE! woohoos! I've never done this in my entire life. I almost lost to Pak during the last jump but I beat him by 0.1cm. :p Altho I feel upset at the same time cos he's a classmate of mine and beating him so merely makes me feel sorry for him. But come to think of it.. he alr has much much more to win for the long D events than me so I shld not feel guilty. I didn't sprint enough before I jumped. Or it could have been further. And my landing is wrong. But I don't care cos the nest time I near the triple jump pit is nxt yr before sports heats again. HAHAS!

I shall do the 800m for fun and 400m hurdles for real. But the 400m hurdles.. I fear I might chicken out again. Oh old friend I need your help this time. Really.

Tuesday, April 04, 2006 | 11:31 PM

Maths tchr (temp) was crap today. Tze Ping was explaining smth to me and he went 1/2 bersek. Started asking why I nv pay attention and want full attention. Its not that I dun wanna listen larr. wtf man. Then Tze Ping wrote an apology msg on her paper. It made me feel so bad man. MOE shld be more careful with maths tchrs. He really killed my mood today. And I havent bought my GC. arrrgh. Have been using Shuyun's one that I forgot it's hers. hahahas! I think I'll get the 84+ one. more style larr.

My knee's hurting like shiiit. And my thigh (a moment ago I type 'thing' and it sounded damn wrong!) too. I guess I'll not push too hard during trg tmr. But no pushing=no improvement and sports day is coming. Like what Khai said, everyone can train when they're fit, it's when you're tired and not feeling well that you shld train even more. WOW. I'll not encourage atheletes to train under him if he becomes a coach someday. There's sure to be police cases of kids torture.

I'm ok with the current teaching speed except for Econs. They're like trying to chiong fin everything in a few periods. The lecture almost killed me. But tut is worse. We're slow like fuck and we dun understand a shit. ARGH. I have to mug on my own... Where's suhaidah and Hem when I want to mug for econs!? zzzzzzzz.

Monday, April 03, 2006 | 11:48 PM

LAAAAAAAATIC. Trg was pretty bad due to the rain. sighs. MY KNEE SUCKS. My calves suck too. T.T

We got 2nd for 4by400m relays. woohoos. Gals got 3rd I think. Pak seriously shld have ran faster. He forgot all abt the fact that timing is taken into consideration more than anything else. ARRGH.

Chem prac was pretty gd today. Despite the fact of adding this and boiling that and then titrating it. I still got the answer. Oh and damn tt econs old hag. All of us can't stand her!! It is so bad that Suh, WX and Hem totally skipped her lesson. And she taught me the wrong stuff.. wtf man. Demand is zero when price is below the perfectly elastic price curve. WHAT RUBBISH. It in the bk and notes and told by Ms Peh its infinte. Seriously, she's such a !!!!

On the brighter side.. oh shit I havent done my math. Greaaaaat. I think I'll do during my free period tmr. WTF man. I need to mug la. I am fucking affected by the pasar malam econs standard in the class with the ancient call-girl waving her armpits at us. wtf?! Amantha and the rest are right. We got to depend on our own la.. She really cannot make it. Gotta slp. cya.