Sunday, November 27, 2005 | 9:38 PM

Just saw the interval-trg video on the new track web under construction. The upcoming pressure to even measure up to their performance is deadly. So much so that I have lost the passion that always drove me to keep pumping. So I decided I'll stop running frm now. rofl. YEAA RIGHT. jj.

But the drive has halved. definitely.

Saturday, November 26, 2005 | 12:17 AM

You know what to do with nosey parkers?
Actually you can't do much. But they're pretty amusing, that is if you look frm a different angle. That's when you find such ppl crucial in your life. How do I phrase myself. Never mind you'll get it soon enough.

I skipped trg today. Yea I know again. James was telling me tt is a record. Based on my enthusiasm, I wld not skip trg twice in a row. I assume he didn't take into acct my ever undying crave for sleep for his stand. Anyway I only woke up at 12pm despite getting into bed early. So there's no trg on Monday and Wed is going to be at ecp again. It urges me to msg coach 'wtf you're doing?' when I saw the planner on the online calendar. I fucking hate stamina trg. Its bullshit. Firstly, I'm always the last few. (I know its contradicting since I shld train when I'm last but just ignore that fact) Next, I'm only interested in sprinting or at least smth that is directly proportionate in terms of effort to my sprints. Anyway who cares abt shedding kilos when I'm clearly a competitor to the flagpole you see in sch every morning. I promised myself to splurge on fattening food like ice cream and its a pact I made with Hairianto and Pratibha. Yea I did try to be a glutton but it didn't seem to work. Sadly.

Anyway I know this is an issue long gone and over but I enjoy blabbering abt it. What's with teens esp gals with their alt caps typing.
"I lOvE mY pUsSiEs a LoT. I tIcKlE tHeM wHeN i'M fReE. sOmEtImEs i PoKe tHiNgS iNsIdE sO tHeY aRe FiLlEd aNd I fEeL cOmPlEtE."
WTF?! Isn't it a chore typing like this? If they fail to realise that this is simply fucking stupid at least realise that this is alr outdated. If you go typing lolx of lolz, it is tolerable but alt caps is simply steeeewpid. And trust me, girls who type like that are either bimbos or booby. That means the boobs are filled (w/ silicon or air) but not the brains.

There is a serious no. of teenagers who recognise themselves to be punks or ah-lian wannabes. Personally, I feel the moe shld register some courses fr these kids so tt aft their attachment, they learn tt such images they proudly drag along orchard road are considered fucking cheap. Or maybe make it a compulsory subject which can totally override this dumb subject we took called CME. If cme was useful we can have built smth better over at changi prison alr. To those who sashay dwn orchard with what they deem as funky and rock (going yo! yo! check it out! as if he's eminem or she's Avril) pls get the hell out of that stardom dream because the only co. that wld ever hold an interest in you is not mediacorp but Alverton.

And another faggotic thing abt guys I've seen are the fucking gay handbags I see dudes (if they are) carrying. You know those they stick under their awful armpits? I'm ashamed to know of someone frm the sch carrying such handbags. It is FUCKING GAY. They might as well sew over the bag: I like PENISES or MY PUSSY's HOT. If you prefer being another sex then get an op and change those genitals hanging in between.

If you're nt convinced tt such ah-lian wannabes or punk-shit-stardom-cocksters still exist, ahem then you (check it out!) at this site.

Yea. Back to gaming. YO! YO! YO!
grins.

Wednesday, November 23, 2005 | 10:26 PM

Seriously, blogging can be tiresome when you've gamed on the com fr 5 straight hours. yawns. hahas!

Anyway, went w/ jaja and pillai to watch Andaman Girl. Man, it was damn funny. Putting aside the plot, the movie's not bad. I mean with hot actors, what do you expect? Altho it's a pity there's only one hot babe, the scenes were full of sexual humour. And I find Thai a very cool language. I wonder hw many yrs they took to master tt language esp the writing. They look all the same to me. Pillai couldn't stop immitating the Thai way of speaking altho he know no shit what he's rattling. woops. Of course I couldn't stop bragging how I was the 1st one to notice the scenes on masturbation. Ahem. And so jaja was pretty smart too eh? grins. If you have spare cash you shld watch it. Naturally, its NC16.

Aiight. I've been diagnosed with owl illness by my family. Waking up as late as 2pm everyday was also the reason why I skipped today's trg. Partially. Anyway I'm nt keen on stamina trg although it wld have been nice to go today since some seniors are back to train fr the marathon. Dad's been complaining tt he only see me at 2 places in a day. It's either the bed or the com. He really can't blame me cos tis the season to be jolly.. lalala.. etc.

I hate typing nowadays except during gaming. Enough for today, I'll get back to Rakion.

p.s. I suck in fps games but I am trying.
oh, and do watch Andaman Girl! xo

Monday, November 21, 2005 | 8:50 PM

Had track briefing in e morning and I only found out J102 exits then. New trackers which I have no comments except tt jumps dude who got rough during the frisbee game. (yea, we play during trg. I doubt tt will happen often tho) It wasn't his weird hair tt turned us off but how he as a newbie dared to get a lil too violent in the game. Maybe I was just startled by yazid complementing on him as a jumper. I took it as one cos it sounded seriously close to a praise. It's oerfectly normal to feel this way since I've been anticipating to see how our new trackers can emerge as medal-grabbers. Ok we'll wait and see eh.

Did gym trg after we were into by yazid the new equipments. It dawned me tt I'm unexceptionally weak compared to our fellow team mates, at least the dudes ya. So I did stay fr trg and I didn't do much or rather I couldn't since the risk of a 5km run on Wed means I might die frm cramps all too soon. Went to macs pretty much unwillingly with everyone else and feasted as tho our exams arr over when it was just the official start of our trg sessions.. ahahas. So Hairanto was egging us to stop bragging that we watched Just Like Heaven before him. It was the cousins' fault that I spent on movies again. And I hv yet to catch gof. Sighs. Anyway, frm Andrei and yanto I found out tt I missed the exciting chiller SAW. And saw2 is alr coming out soon. hmmm. Anyone has the DVD? ( if there is any)

I thought of smth today that surprised myself. Suddenly there was no urge to cont trg for the sake of competitive running. It's time I realise I've alr neared my limits pretty much long ago. Or have I?

Saturday, November 19, 2005 | 9:37 PM

I admit to be slacking fom trg w/ the long D peeps. But seriously the pain at the thighs are so unbearable that I can't bear to move much even at home. And so I skipped Friday's 8km. Somewhere ard tt distance. The agenda for trg of the following week is out and the 2nd's one include 5km at ecp again. wtf!!! I'm glad throwers are coming along. woops.

Heard frm Pillai and others that the HP movie sucked very badly. For instance the roles went seriously wrong. With Dumbledore as some fierce cranky arse. What a waste. And Pillai has been pestering me to watch some movie called adanan girl or smth. I'm pretty broke so I guess I really got to be more careful with how much I spend at the movies.

And thanks to Tmo who have been mapling like some maple freak, we have yet to contact sj and the rest to watch gof. yawns... and tmo when you read this, get your phone charged and reply to my sms-es.

I'm just blabbering away. Ok, life's getting boring again.

Wednesday, November 16, 2005 | 6:17 PM

Went fr track trg w/ long D at ecp. I managed to complete 5km fr a start. ahhas. Of course with much whining frm captain and e rest of the team mates. Seriously I felt as though I'm pregnant, literally. All the screams to 'push', 'endure' and 'almost there'. Like wth. Anyway Crystal surely woke the brids at ecp man. And to conclude the trg, the funniest and silliest thing to happen to Kesther was to run past the turn. Like Crys said, she always runs with her eyes shut as if posessed. Fri's 8km gonna be shit. I alr can't feel the presence of my legs now. xo

Aft trg we walked such a long way under the heat to the Macs. Had the sudden urge to chomp on Hot fudge. We were discussing on what stuff we eat. Basically, I'm the most boring cos I'm only affiliated to the greens eh. 2 things lame abt Bertina. She calimed she eats normal stuff until she confessed to consuming snails, frogs and deer etc. 2ndly, she hv the lovely habit of leaving her wallet/purse on the table aft a meal or anywhere. Seriously, the only part I like abt trg is the times aft the workout itself. Who in e right mind wld anyway.

Due to the sleep debt, I fell aslp right aft my bathe. The habit of falling aslp in front of the fan cannot be changed yea.

Anyway, I just wanted to add on from ytd's entry. With our lovely govt's new or rather stricter laws on illegal MUSIC downloads, many has stopped the habit of dl-ing. In their last report they claimed tt more of these ppl (doing the dl-ing) are guys. ??? what's up with that statement. By the way, with CNET, globally recognised website, distributing free downloads of filesharing software such as bitcomet, morpheus, ares, shareaza and limewire, you seriously can't expect no infringement of copyright laws. And btw if you don't believe me, search for bittorrent in download.com and click on the downloads heading to arrange the listings from the most dowloads to the least. You'll find the top 9 software to be listed under popular. If we're nt the ones doing so, there will be many more others. I seriously think the action of implmenting these laws is just to boost the high-class image of our garden city. Everything's abt fine. The govt stated a $20,000 fine fr the copyright shit. like again... yawns.

So here comes our fantastic freedom of speech to such an extent that even the blogosphere has to be controlled, monitored and interfered. One racist mark and you'll be either awarded FINES or given a few months free food and stay in one of the 'chalet'. Since there's such a high chance of getting jailed here, why don't they furnish the prison cell tog with signs saying 'enjoy your stay'. ahhas. Our ppl prob didn't realise tt we've been stereotyped and mocked by nations all over the world. Our ppl although a pool of brains and nth else were cultivated to be competitive, scheming and stingy (altho i heard from SK that HK ppl might be worse). So in times of say war and our ppl flee frm this island, perhaps we're not quitters aftall. We're just being clever, like how we're made from the day we're introduced to local education. So much for CME and NE huh.

| 6:01 PM

Anyway this is a part of the synopsis of The Exorcism I got from pluggedinonline. Really, go catch it for there is no reason this movie to be top in the GV box office. (at least before HP GOF is available officially frm tmr onwards)

"The Exorcism of Emily Rose is based on the real-life story of Anneliese Michel, a German college student and devout Catholic who died during an exorcism in 1976. Doctors said her seizures and visions were caused by epilepsy. Her family and their bishop believed it was demon possession. German officials responded by prosecuting the parents and priest for criminal negligence. (They were found guilty but given suspended sentences.)
Co-writer (with Paul Harris Boardman) and director Scott Derrickson, a graduate of Biola University, said his purpose in making Emily Rose was “not to persuade” and “not to provide any metaphysical answer” to the question of whether demonic possession is real. His purpose, in the words of religion columnist Terry Mattingly, was to “make believers think twice about what they believe and doubters have doubts about their doubts.”
Derrickson added, “The research phase was horrible. I am glad that I know so much about it. ... I also feel that for me, as a Christian, it is good to have that knowledge. But I will never do that again.” That sentiment should guide potential viewers of this film. This is not a movie one sees merely to be entertained. It’s pretty grim in places and quite dark. But it is not exploitative. It also tells a story of faith and compassion. Father Moore is quiet and utterly selfless. He is a man of resolute faith. And despite what is happening to her, Emily seemingly never loses her faith in God. (The story doesn't deal with the issue of whether Christians can be demon possessed.) The exposition during the courtroom scenes also provides excellent fodder for discussion revolving around the relationship between faith and science—and between faith and doubt. (No, the two are not necessarily in conflict in either case.)
It strikes me, then, that such demonstrations of selflessness and faith are rare for any type of movie. But they are truly unique considering Emily Rose's genre."

Tuesday, November 15, 2005 | 9:17 PM

My toe's 99% recovered. woohaas. (: At least it won't be affecting my running from now onwards, of course I'll still hv to be extra careful during training.

Went out w/ bro today to get his passport extended. Unfortunately I'm not given authorization to do so. We dropped by queensway to get a backpack (or it is bagpack?) for him next year. Didn't buy any of those nike/adidias/puma kind as they cost a bomb (at least it wld be a bomb to my monetary posessions). ahhas. Anyway I reckon at his age what he needs wld be a durable bag. muhahas. I'm so glad I'm entrusted the job of getting his bag. grins.

Finally managed to catch 2 movies today. (: Exorcism of Emily Rose and Sky High. Seriously, if not for the fact tt my bro begged of me to accompany him I wld nt hv bothered wasting time and money.

I like the Exorcism's complications and fight between unexplained supernatural and scientific theories. The show's smth abt demonic forces that happened to be directed and acting on a girl by the name of Emily Rose. By the way, this movie was based on a true story with media reports as support to this issue that was once brought up in the court of US. I was expecting more gory scenes of bloody stains or at least more of those unseen forces. Okay its a PG film so that explains why eh.

Sky High was just bullshit. Firstly, the plot sucks. The actors are avg. The entire string of events taking place leading to the discovery of the abilities of that Will dude is too typical. zzz. But I survived the movie w/o falling asleep.

I think I'll turn up fr tmr's trg at ecp. Crystal said it wld be a 5km run. For lord's sake, it wld be more than a challenge as a start to my training days. Sometimes I wonder why I bother to put in this extra amt of effort in exchange for this thing called stamina. Perhaps its just a sad thing tt I'm nt born with it.

I saw the news and the repeated warnings of whatever local authorities that are in charge of Singapore's piracy issues. Maybe I'm just being insensitive or ignorant but w/ so much and many more upcoming mp3 players, aren't they an icon encoraging piracy? Who in the right mind wld purchase a CD, copy it using the computer and finally moving it intot their portable players? There used to be this thing against the illegal copying of music until CD copiers and burners became so popular that they only managed to curb or at least try to stop copies made for the sole purpose of economical distribution. So I guess that will be the similar fate of the current issue over piracy. If they were to stop all sales/marketing co. related to cd copying or burning tt wld be too big a mess to clean up eh? I mean hw many ppl wld be jobless. The ipod management sector of Apple wld become so broke. Technology has its limitations. There's no way to stop such discrepancies in human's inventions. Just like the computer, viruses, trojan horses and spywares are here to stay. Anyway it they do manage to stop this illegal music distribution, there'll still be videos, software and other documents for sharing, although I don't deny tt music is the primary media chared across the world by whatever means. In any case, excluding foreign counterparts, Singapore shouldn't have too much difficulties handling this in their way. Afterall, we're much of a FINE country huh?

p.s. I'm sure Ms Leow wld love to read this. yea right. She'll start filling up all my loop holes with all possible debating points hurling straight into my face. ahhas.

Monday, November 14, 2005 | 9:33 PM

I managed to do smth today. Finally eh. Decided to rearrange the entire settings of the bedroom which I unfortunately have to share w/ my bro. And I found my long-lost bio textbk. Its not enlightenting to know tt I found it under the bed with a layer of not-so-welcoming dust. ahhas. I'm nt surprised though since the last time I feased my eyes on it was at least 3 months ago. After much compromising w/ my bro we finally got everything down and done. It does feel gd to see the result of our collaboration err which hardly ever takes place. rofl.

oh yea. My toe's finally 90% recovered. ahhas, tt means I'll be back on the tracks w/o worries. (: Ytd I went back to my inbox to see coach's msg again. like wth. I don't understand why he can't type smth at the end of 1st pg to let us know there's actually more info below. Initially I wanted to join the long D fr track trg today but I saw the schedule and its at Bedok reservoir if I'm nt wrong and I wasn't sure if there's any possibility I wld even attempt to wake up by 7+ so I dropped the idea. The next trg's at pr park but the distance's EXTENDED. I doubt if I can pass 2.4 let alone 4.5km. I know I need e stamina before coach and his wacky trg sessions return. urgh. I'll see abt it, there's still a day to think abt it.

And it's been sometime I've been to the theatres.. perhaps I'll do myself a favour before the official trgs start. I've really got to do so before I lose my freedom under the demonic coach. muahahs. He isn't tt bad actually. (yea right) That's in case he chance upon my entries. Kenny has been crazy over Katie starring as Cho Chang (IT IS SPELT THIS WAY KENNY!!). Seriously she isn't that hot or maybe I just don't know how to appreciate yea. They shld get someone darn hot fr tt movie or it wld hv been perfect. I mean w/ such a great plot and fantastic motion/actions it wld seriously be a waste to not include babes in it right not. sighs.

Ahhas I found e pics of the girls when I decided to force myself to mug during the times before promos. But I have to say what a spot to mug...
p.s. mel I'm sorry ur face refuse to appear on the collage. Jiamin isn't too lucky either. rofl

Sunday, November 13, 2005 | 11:04 PM

My head's lighter after the haircut and this comes to show how heavy those strands of hair is or is it are. Man my english rocks. Now I don't know plural/singular huh. wtf right. And the haircut was damn horrid. Thank lord its the hols. I'm not excited to expose the hazardous haircut-gone-wrong results.

Went out w/ aunt and bro for dinner. Bought a billabong tee. Finally a breakthrough from my not-so-many white tees all dumped in the wardrobe. But seriously there's no rush to get the shop spree done in a huff. Yea know the christmas deals wld soon spring frm all those ATM-threatening-shopping complexes. So keep that fat wallet before you splurge on any goods. I've gt nth to worry abt as long as its my parents are out with me. Yea, they know how to keep their wallets away frm me well more than they know how to spell my name backwards.

And I saw Hwei Fung today. And hf if you're reading this.. I SPELT YOUR NAME RIGHT OKAY? You were like yelling at me over the msn, literally. And she was sashaying as if dwn orchard when it was just outside tm. tsktsk. you won't know how glad I am tt she didn't notice my (if you still call it) hair. ahhas. okay, back to tv. seeya.

I know christmas is nt even nearing but in any case you strike 4D/stock market, you can get me these. xo

Saturday, November 12, 2005 | 11:56 PM

Wasn't a good day. Woke up to find my poor lil toe still suffering frm ytd's ram. It must hv been hard on it. Didn't enjoy the day walking ard esp with worries of being able to run fro life or facing the returns of past injuries even after it recovered. I finally managed to visit stef on the ocassion of attempting to fix her mute computer. Apparently her sound drivers weren't fixed after her PC formatting. Wanted to go over to Pillai's place with Cui Wen, Cassandra and jaja but decided to get my haircut instead. I was guilty of that. I'm humane yea? ahhas... Sad to say, I didn't get to get my haircut as tt hairdresser wasn't ard today. Knowing the possible hazards of getting a haircut anywhere else, I was left with no other option but to head home. As I rot at home till now, I think I shld end here. This entry is getting meaningless. My life's totally distasteful now. Someone conjure some ideas while I rid those rotting maggots spoiling my life..

p.s. pardon fr the one paragraph entry. My toe's still not making any recovery.. yet.
p.s.s. Stef, you owe one for my erm.. attempt to help yea? A nano wld do, seriously. xo

| 1:25 AM

So, I've been MIA again. That's unhappening. Ripped off the old blogskin fr this say fagottic-looking one eh? It really would have been better if has more hue. Yea, I know I'm alien to the advanced html codes or I would have done one myself yea. So Audrey, tell me u're ok with this skin k? You've been nagging at the small fonts in my last tt I cld have cooked you if not the fact tt I'm vegetarian.

OP was over 2 days back. The slides, presentation and Q/A was pretty smooth-sailing. Was over-satisfied with the OP and gamed too much. Too much to the point tt I totally missed out the fact tt the I&R has to be handed in by Friday. Was awoken by Mel and Kenny and so into the midnight I drove the car of anxiety. Managed to finish it before I took a sad sleep of 3hrs. Ahhas. On the whole, I'm gald the OP slides turned out the way I wanted and the grp has been nice to finalise the GPF while I was away. Sad to say, Mr Lee refused to let me forge Jon's signature or he wldn't hv to come all e way to sch just to put tt lil' squiggle scribble down. Jon, you know who to kill for your sleep debt yea.

Movies, gaming, training and sleeping were awaiting my official arrival. Now w/ MT and PW fixed, its time to move the arses with the season.

My toe hurts afyter ramming into the edge of my desktop table. Swollen it is and I fear tt I'll lose the ability to run anymore. Crystal did say smth abt giving it 2 days and applying ice. I hope it isn't an internal injury as I feel the pain outreach it way to my ankles alr. That's how severe it is. Fortunately trg resumes only on e 21st meanwhile I'll take time fr recovery/slack.

I'll go get some ice. seeya ard.

Monday, November 07, 2005 | 11:28 PM

I apologise to disappoint you but I'm unfortunately not dead. Yea right. I blogged again. Went to msia fr the past days and I'm down with flu now. Its really bad flu. The type which gives you breathing difficulties and all yea. OP's the day aft tmr. I'm nt even done w/ my script. And I just suck at presenting in front of audience. Whatever happened to all the public speaking back in those sec sch days.. All down to the freaking drain.

Went to Mel's hse for OP rehearsal but ended up on this thing called the ddr dance mat. Some retro funk into a mid-japanese-crazed gal's hse eh. Ahhas. cancel funk. My nose is killing me.

Yea. I'm missing the dudes over at Msia. I think I'll go over again next month. We don't get to meet up tt often yea.

I recently got the addiction to the Bleach anime with no thanks to the ever-fruitful sessions of pw at Mel's place. Now you know why we took ages to complete that WR with so much editing to do even the day before our submission. My nose is still killing me.

trg will resume soon and those eating days at msia have made turned me a glutton altho probably nobody wld try believing me as they wonder how a stick stretch himself wider eh. The spirit to sprint is missing for the moment as everyone turn on the party mode. Yea the night is still young. I shall fuck this shit out of my nose before anyone get pissed with the annoying sucking sound from my nose yea.