rain on me
Saturday, April 30, 2005 | 8:08 PM

Not a gd start...

Woke up at 8. Met up w/ HaiHui in sch. We're suppose to train you see.. nt w/ the entire track team though. Only the 2 of us. And its really quiet in sch on a Saturday... Anyway.. I lost my mp3 player! Was really upset and pissed. I rmbr leaving it inside my bag ytd during trg. I guess its just like Kesther's case... stolen during trg. I shall not put my bag up there above the grand stand anymore. Its tt place where belongings are always lost. Fellow trackers.. pls don't make the same mistake as me. And yea~ I cursed whoever who took my mp3.. Whoever it is.. I hope guilt rides you everyday. And don't let me catch you w/ my mp3.. I'll most probably wrestle you down and gorge out those filthy eyes of yours. =X And so we had our trg.. did 400m while Haihui did 800m.. fyi.. my shoelaces came off and I had to stop running.. JUST WHEN I GOT MY MOMENTUM.. ended tt sprint w/ 150m sprint. Nt good at all. Did a liek another 4x150 and then a few 100m. Corrected my starts but don't know if its effective/correct at all.. And fyi.. I didn't manage to come into 11s. Thanks to my pathetic warm up and too lil stetching. And yea... Haihui timed me and I came in 13s. XD Er.. tt's bcos I took of already but he didn't start timing. And I didn't manage to borrow frm Andrei his spikes. Sighs. Nt happy w/ today's timing. But yup.. I think I need 24hrs of recovery aft ytd's trg. Sort of over-exerted myself ytd.. aft a long break of 1.5 wks.

Today's suppose to be mugging day (just as Crystal said) But I didn't mug all thanks to my lazy muscles. Took a long nap today. Was hogged onto e com until now. Sianz~ I must do smth la.. at this rate.. I'll most probably fail promo at e end of the yr.. w/ like Fs or even AOs. XD Pathetic. Tmr's Sentosa outing! I'll come back black. I WILL. =) Ok.. my TV show's coming up soon.. gotta go.. =X (did I just say i want to study..) XD cyaZ~ *poof*

Friday, April 29, 2005 | 10:17 PM

Back on TRACK =)

Today's Friday. And this totally rawks~! =) Yea.. long wkend awaiting me. Was sent out of Chem class with almost all e guys. Cos we didn't do chem tutorial and Ms Loh wants us to be completing it on our own instead of copying. This is childish~ I mean we're JC students afterall... we can't be so dumb to rot ourselves away. Besides non of us wld want to retain cos the new 2006 syllabus requires a cross combi which probably nobody in our batch wld be keen on taking up. And there's new Bio syllabus too. Mrs Gay mentioned during tut last few days. Cos e new syllabus is equivilant to NUS Bio modulus Yr 1. Tt's how bad things are. So yup~ but anyway I wld rather sit outside e class. Its so warm in e lab. And I really needed a break. I was so damn tired. Skipped Math again. Went to library to finish up some Bio stuff. Kenny(tan) msged me tt I gt 7/30 fr Math test. Hahas.. I don't know the entire chapter lo. And I didn't bother reading up. GP was the last lesson w/ Ms Loh. Not an exactly HOT tchr but she's chio yea~ Jon agrees w/ me tho. (or is it someone else...) Anyway.. hope she stays at TPJ. Cos we rawk. =)

TRACK TRACK TRACK TRACK!!! Wooohoo~ Hahas.. Its been a looooong time since e last time we trained. Although today we had a pathetic no. of sprinters turning up, namely Yaw Vwee(shin splint or smth) YiRun (forever missing), Tun Gene(hockey again?) and Keith (rock-climbing as usual) but I'm quite ok w/ it. I don;t understand why too. The peeps in sch thinks I'm mad. Cos I'm so enthu abt running. So unlike me.. and I guess they can't stand me talking abt sprinting all e time. Okay, nt really ALL e time. Did warmups, 100x4, 400x2, 300x2 and 150x3. Nt shagged at all after trg. In fact I was jumping ard like some freak. I still havent fix my starts... I think I miss trg too much. XD Aft trg went to bubble tea w/ Jolene, Weiliang, Jonathan, Kenny(Chong), HaiHui and some others. Crys and her fren came l8r. Crapped and ate and drank. Went home at 8. Can't wait fr Sunday's track outing fr J1s. Sentosa sia.. I better get a gd black tan. Think it'll be fun. Hope so~ Hahas.. Will be gg back to sch tmr fr extra trg fr speedwork and starts. And I want to do my timing.. and see if I can break into the 11s.. even if its 11.9.. I'll be super glad. Till then~ *poof*

Wednesday, April 27, 2005 | 6:11 PM

I'm not sad~ XD

Why.. Jon, Derick and the rest and Xing Qi said I look so sad. XD I don't know why. Perhaps I'm stressed up. Never in my life had I be in such a pathetic condition. My learning pace is like s*** and I can't catch up w/ the lectures esp Math(obvious)... =/ Xing Qi offered to help me on my Math. Yea~ I do need help lo. Sianz~

Didn't do much in sch. Had Bio. Lecture was on Cell Bio techniques. Seriously I'm thankful they're doing it all over again. slacked thru out the 1st 3 mths. So I didn't attend the lectures on CBT. Hope they're doing water again too. Nt that I need it. I already learnt it but I'll need tt Chapter to 'stall' them fr sometime while I do some catch up on my own fr the other chapters such as Lipids and Carbo. -.-''' Skipped Math to do Chem and some Bio. GP was boring. We're piled up w/ more hmwk when i havent even done e previous one. Sighs~ Was fiddling w/ Alvin's phone while the lesson was gg on. Nth much.. just vocab wk.

MT time was purely s***. I now declare tt I dislike MT more than Math now. XD Mr Low said he's gg to call up my parents cos I didn't attend lectures and tutorials fr a total of 3 times so far including tt one time during 1st 3 mths. And we're told to write smoe stupid letter. I wonder if its letter of apology or what.. SICK. And Mr Low was in tears all thanks to our class. Cos he's damn disappointed w/ us cos 1/2 e class didn't bring our Chinese TB. Felt pretty guilty. =X Sorry yea~ But he gave us another hmwk la.. wth. Sighs~ I'm piled w/ more hmwk than anyone else in e world now. I'll hv to kil them all by tonite.

Didn't do trg today. Wanted to fix my starts and my ending fr 100m but nobody's ard and e classes are doing their 4x100m relays. And I don't wnat to be such an extra there. Sighs.. Gotta go. Hmwk hmwk here I come... *poof*

Tuesday, April 26, 2005 | 10:11 PM

Wahahas.. I'm lucky.

Ytd had SPE 1st 2 periods. Had to go fr track meeting in e morning at J block. Settled admin stuff. Now then I know tt Joel is e secretary. XD Got our personal particulars like hp no. and address and all down. Then we chose our jersey size and whether we want track tee. I didn;t know our track team has so much ppl. Cos mst of e ppl didn't turn up.. ard 1/4 didn't turn up fr trgs. Lazy bums. Was late fr SPE. They were choosing e ppl gg fr the sea carnvial thing. And I heard tt my name was put anywhere they chose. XD I'll drown la.. I don't know how to swim lo... =X Usual lectures.. and the day ended. Went to do gym wk fr trg aft sch. I'm so stupid. I didn't check the finalists events and found out tt its e next day. XD So aft wasting my energy... then I realise I hv to run on Tueasday. =/ Was damn pissed tt time. Had to stop my gym work immediately. Was already worked out badly then. =/

Today: Had PE in e morning. Mr Samad made us do pull-ups. I seriously can’t do the 5 pull ups! Arms were in much pain after that. Had to run 3 rounds in less than 8mins. No big deal. That’s really slack lo. Slacked e 1st 2 rounds. Ran like a duck. XD Was hyper so sort of sprinted last round. Did abt 5+mins. But nt bad lo.. Wasn’t in e mood to run at e beginning anyway. Skipped Math and went to e library. Mugged fr some Chem but fell asleep (as usual). Didn’t go beyond 5 pages. XD Did pop quiz fr Chem. Was a pathetic piece of test I’ve ever taken. I’ll mst probably flung it. Didn’t study for it and I don’t even know the entire Gas chapter. PATHETIC. Gone case. Bio seems to be the only lesson that I pay attention to. XD Cos I like it. =p had a break before MT so went w/ TK, Derick and Weimin went to Tampines central to have lunch. Mst of e ppl in our Chinese class skipped MT lecture so did we. I know we’ll get a gd hearing frm Mr Low but who cares. Went back to sch library. Did Bio report with Hwei Fung, Audrey and Joadine. Tried to read up on Proteins fr the test on Thusday but can’t get anything into my head. 4pm met up with Keith for warm up for 200, 400m finals. Ran2 rounds like a freak cos can’t speed up or we’ll pull our muscle or smth. Ran 200m. Came in 4th. Pretty sad. Wasn’t on the right conditions to run. Just couldn’t push myself even tho how hard I tried. No idea why tho. Came in 3rd fr 400m. But there’s only 3 runners who qualified fr the finals turning up. Ppl like Hong Peng, Elfi and Khairul didn’t turn up. Tun Gene and Qi Xiang also… yea~ so I got a free bronxe medal then. XD But I don’t glorious. Cos it doesn’t rightfully belong to me lo. Si Ya broke the sch record fr high jumps with a record of 1.6m This is nationals standard by the way. Its like 2nd fr last year’s nationals. Cool~ Yaw Vwee beat Shafiq fr 200m. Cool too~ And I’m 4th fr 200m.. Uncool~ =/ Sighs. Class got into finals fr 12x100m.. But Don’t think we’ll win unless S10 sends out their best runners to run twice or smth liddat… sighs. Shall train more. Or I’ll be last fr 100m finals.. Man.. Those ppl are fast! Cya~! *poof*

Sunday, April 24, 2005 | 11:51 PM

Sunday snores~

Slept till 10am. Went fr class w/ Mei Hui. Didn't help much cos its too fast. Sianz~ and its an all gals class.. yikes. And I'm slow. Yea~ I must repeat.. I'm damn slow. XD Aft class. Dragged myself home. Slept like a pig. Woke up at 2? Did all e hmwk but was very lazy to really finish everything. Went online and was distracted by this clip... http://cw6.so-net.net.tw/kokoro/rain01.html Think the clips are pretty well animated. And the content's nt bad too. Hahas.. Didn't have dinner. Promised myself to starve fr a while before I gobbled up e fridge during supper. XD Still havent finish hmwk. Cos I'm SLOW. Was suppose to revise fr upcoming tests on Bio and Math. Don't have time fr it. I'm slacking like a pig. I hate it. Maybe I shld chain myself up or smth.

Tmr's Monday. Yea~ -.-''' Its soccer match again. VS YJC this time. Go ppl~ They're just another mediocre team compared to u guys. Wonder if there's trg tmr. I need to re-fix my starts. I;ve gt the tendency to pull myself up before the 30m mark. Bleah~ It has to be my height. XD Nah~ jus jk... Damn sick and pissed. Perhaps I'll do 200m with Keith. But soccer having match and I sure feel bad running ard like a freak during their tourney. =/ see 1st lo.. sianz~ womnder what we're doing fr SPE. I hope its nt distance running. It'll cause muscle aches and I'll nt be able to sprint. =/ *poof*

| 12:48 AM

I'm breaking dwn..

you're killing me.. I'm breaking dwn.. =/

Saturday, April 23, 2005 | 12:56 AM

CHEAPSKATE

I hv to put it this way. There's no other word to describe my sprint events today. =/ 100m was a piece of shit. I didn't bother to check my timing today. Too lousy. It'll just demoralise me. But yea~ felt I did better at heats where I could at least come in behind Alfi. But the race is tough. Cos its e semis.. where eveyone can at least sprint in a sprinting manner.. hahas.. doesn't make much sense arhh.. in other words only the gd ones were left to race. Sighs~ came in 4th. =( Was so close to Jeremy.. cld hv beat him but yea~ nvm.. at least its a tracker so ya~ I shall be positive and perhaps train harder fr my starts and acceleration pace b4 turning up fr e nxt race. But tt'll be possible if I enter the finals. Mst J2s have not run.. and I'm already no.4 in my race. That's pathetic. I stand only 1% of getting in. But on a lighter note I was told I qualified fr 200 and 400m. But in both of the races I'm like the last few. Yea~ thanks to e J2s arrrh.. Damn gd. I'm always beaten flat. =/ My legs are crunpled.. CRUMPLED. They don't feel like legs at all. SAD CASE. 200m was w/ j2s. Yea Alfi, Yaw Vwee and Joel.. XD I came in like 4th? Yea.. Wasn't even close to Joel. And I hate lane 2. I'm starting frm the back and the damn cuve is nt helping me. Its called psychological disadvantage. Seeing everyone poof ifo me is such a *beep* feeling.


But heh.. the disppointment of today's events was covered up by dancefest. =p Totally forgot abt my sorrow. XD Nt exactly. More like dissatisfaction. Dancefest was such a blast. I agree.. dancefest ignited the memories of orientation nite altho yea I didn't turn mad during OG nite..=p And yea~ CLAPS fr the breakdancers. I'm awed. Is it e right word.. Saw Eldora dance. I heard someone said she's hot. Hahas.. wow.. Eldora is gg to be popular soon.. Saw Jaslyn, Diyan and Michelle dance too. And yea~ as predicted.. they won e overall dance thing. Their moves were to the right beat. It was overall a gr8 night. Yea~ Aft tt went to Mac at 201 w/ ShuJing, Jamie, Joanne, EngHan, Kenny(track), Jeffrey, Andrew, Cindy and her frens. Aloy and Alx ppl are there too. XD They told me Wei Liang(soccer) did smth tt scared away some guys. XD But he doesn't look firece does he~? XD Anyway.. sry ppl.. usually I'll sit w/ u ppl but I was too occupied so I didn't go over to ur table yea~ but its ok right.. cos once I'm there u ppl would nt hv e appetite to eat right~? XD Aft tt went over to Derick and Harianto... chat chat and I'm home. Hahas.. when I came home. I can't believe tt my legs don't ache at all. XD Hahas.. tt's weird cos I swear my legs don't feel right when I ran fr the events. But now yea~ its ok. The miracle this dancefest can do. XD Hahas.. I'm tired.. cya. *poof*

p.s. Congrzta tennis~! Softball did it.. soccer did it.. tennis did it.. volleyball did it.. we're making history! =) Sighs.. is there anything fr track.. XD Oh yea~ the nationals.. hope the seniors get smth frm the nationals in july.. =)

Wednesday, April 20, 2005 | 7:05 PM

400m is nt my event

SUX. Yea~ tt's how I ran. SUX. SHIT. Met up w/ e J1 trackers who are having events today and did warmups together. Felt the strain frm ytd's 100m dash. Its on my left thingh. Hurts like shit. ouch* -.- Me, Jon, Tun Gene and some other j1s ran e 1st heats. Tun Gene came in 1st AS EXPECTED. 56s sia. I wanna commit suicide. Er, I came in 2nd but the time is damn off la. 62s lo. Pathetic. PATHETIC!!! I must thank my left thigh ar.. but again.. these are excuses. I cld hv ignored the pain and stretch to e max.

But again. 200m and 100m semi finals is on Friday and those 2 events are much more worth pushing lo. =p Today overall fr j1s I'm third. Sad case. 1st Tun Gene, 2nd QiXiang.. 61s. That one second~! Nvm. 400m is simply nt my event. BLEAH~ Oh yea~ we're still on j1s la.. j2s whack like some cheetah. 5 j2s ran. Alfi 1st (53s!!!). Yi Run 2nd. 3rd and 4th is either Khai or Joel. 5th Hong Peng. Dun look dwn on Hong Peng. His timing is 61s. Its still faster than me la. Whao liao eh. Am I a sprinter or a snail. And I did e timing so I know he's really that fast. =X scary~ Alfi IS NOT A HUMAN. I'n nt angry. I'm damn impressed. And I"m afraid of him. =X I didn't dare speak to him nor congratulate him cos he looks erm fierce. XD

Oh ya Alfi got a cut frm ytd's 100m dash due to e thread at the finish line. He is at such a speed where the thread actually cuts his throat... wth. Overall according to timing.. I'm no.8 fr 400m. BLEAH. I wonder if I shld run on Monday. I'm nt trained fr 400m sia. =/ Nvm. Anyway Durga gt 1st fr 400m. CLAPS. Poor Mastura.. heard her personal best is 60s. SHE'S A GAL. And tt's her timing. She's crazy. But she had knee or is it calves prob at the 300m mark so she frm 1st become 7th. But even limping 100m doesn't make her last lo. This shows how fast she is.. erm.. or is it how slow e last gal is. XD sry. I shall nt be mean. Everyone who took part and finished the race shld be encouraged and motivated. =)

BTW Crystal threw javelin. She's right. Tt scene is comical. XD Jus jk... But she managed to get into 2nd round or smth. Nt bad huh? (fr her height) XD There's only one day fr me to recover before Friday comes. 200m tt Alfi guy also running. Spoil my chances again. -.- But I'm more worried fr 100m cos all e j2s are really damn fast. I hope I get into e finals. If nt.. at least nt the last few of the semifinals. =X =/ Sighs~ Nt in e mood to think abt anymore running fr the moment. I think I've strained and pulled enough muscles. Shld jus sit back and relax. Hahas.. yup~ cya. *poof*

p.s. I still suck at 400m.. sianz~

Tuesday, April 19, 2005 | 8:47 PM

miracle sia~

Didn't blog ytd. Came home aft sch slept frm 8 till this morning sia. XD What a pig. Ytd: Had trg while soccer drew their match w/ SRJC. Seriously.. no. 4 is damn rude and sick sia. Shouting all over like a SOB. Anyway... well done ppl~ yea, agree w/ Aloy.. at least our sch proved our worth. =) Did gym work. Strained my muscles. Did starts where I found out I hv so many freaking mistakes. Lan sia. Sort of pulled my muscle during starts cos Fabian is damn good in starts. I'm always last to leave the starting line lo. XD What the hell. Went home, bathed and slept till 7 in e morning where I'm late again. XD

The day started w/ some stupid talk. Boring~ Abt NYAA and CIP. I'm glad to say tt I thank PRCS fr forcing us to take up NYAA bronze. At least I've gt smth frm NYAA. XD Then had the usual lessons and stuff. Boring stuff. The only lesson I rmbr tt's nice is Mrs Gay's lesson. Altho its nt interesting or exciting... but its nt stressful. Wahahahs.. wad cock am I saying... Oh yea miracle sia.. today was such a miracle, check this out:

Captain and Yaw Vwee actually encouraged me to put up w/ e challenge even though TOP sprinter Elfie (or is it Alfie?) is running on e lane next to me! Sia la... I almost fainted when I saw him do starts. Cos when the command GO is given.. sia la.. He just *POOF-ED* and disappeared frm the start line sia! Elfie is damn freaking gd. He's GOD la.. XD 10.9s.. can go fr nationals sia. Hopes he jion us fr trg during track aft soocer tourneys. Then I can be his disciple ar.. XD Didn't even hv the chance of smelling his foot sia. I repeat.. HE'S DAMN FAST!!! -.-''' So sian to run behind him. Oh yea~ Matt ran very fast too~! Very scary... Sia la.. Wad happened to our trackers... But Joel came in 1st fr tt race. Nv saw Joel put in effort before.. cos trg he's conc so much on technique. He didn't bother to sprint. XD Another miracle is Jeremy actually told me to conc on reaching e finish line than worry abt my starts. I think its damn visible tt I'm panicking w/ my starts. XD So he told me to conc and dun worry. XD Anyway.. Fabian's ran on lane 3. And during the 1 or 2 trg I had w/ him.. he's damn fast. Esp starts. I didn't notice but Joanne said fr starts Fabian is 2nd to Elfie and I'm one of e last lo.. -.- But I manage to catch up w/ him and came in 2nd. XD I think the wind is blowing on my lane la. XD Muslces hurt like shit. Our 800m guys: 1st Lloyd 2nd Hidayat 3rd Qi Lun. 800m Gals: 1st Durga 2nd Ming Faye 3rd: Kesther. 400m hurdles guys: 1st Yi Run 2nd Tun Gene 3rd Weison (I think so.. cos they ran diff races) Javelin guys: 1st Justin 2nd some guy frm rockclimbing 3rd Zi Xiang. 100m gals and guys qualify: Yaw Vwee, me, Jeremy, Fabian, Matthew, Alfie, Joel, Genever, Joanne and many others which I don't know. All v fast. I doubt if I can enter finals. XD But nvm la.. Cannot enter then too bad lo. At least now.. i can sense team spirit le. All e trackers made so much noise when we came in front few. But sad to say ar.. we so far didn't clinch top fr 2 events le. Short put and 100m(duh~) But 100m I'm happy fr soccer la.. But I think Elfie's in track too.. cos he wears the track Tee too~ And when I stood beside him.. he told the tchr tt he wear tt fr races only. XD Yea~ he's really fast. And CHASE US really fit him perfectly. SianZ~ tmr there's 400m sia. WTF. Today's run already killed my legs. My muscle gonna tear soon sia~ -.- Nvm. I shall just turn up and see 1st lo. Till then.. Tata. *poof*

Saturday, April 16, 2005 | 11:59 PM

Bukit Gombak again~

1stly.. I'm nt trying to backstab e captain Ms Annonymous... -.- Yea~ we're close. The j1s are close. The track is still running as a team so long as the captain don't go making fun of every1.. If she thinks tt badminton gal is Ru Hua.. then she shld think again. Her buckteeth are worse than RuHua.. and her hair looks stupid on her. If u think this is negative. THINK AGAIN. Shegoes whispering abt u ifo u. And e thing is tt its 'a bit' loud such that u actually hear them laughing at you. Does tt feel good... =/

Enuff w/ e bad stuff. Ok.. went Bukit Gombak to support ou track throwers. And yea~ I finally understand tt the event tt's e central of attention is the 100m dash. =p Saw one of e gal sprints and e leading gal stopped in e last 30m or so due to some cramps or smth. Sad~ Sighs. I was lectured by Mr Chew tt if I'm there shld NOT stop to help her as paramedics will be there to aid her. But I'm e kin of person where even itf its SAAA(spore Amateur athlectics Association) comps I'll still stop to help e competitor cos I feel tt this is real sportmanship. But Mr Chew disagress and says tt I'll mst probably pull e whole team dwn. =/ And yea~ tt's besides e point cos I dun think I'll be selected to rep sch lo. Mayb nxt yr... The nearest Nationals is July. By then I think I'll mst probably run like a snail. XD But nvm.. its ok. I'm ok w/ my current performance altho I do hope I can do better and thrash *ahem in sprints. If only yea~ Oh yea~ I jus tot of it.. if only our sports day sprints is seperated into j1s and j2s.. mayb I'll still hv hope to get into finals. XD Cos there are too many powers dominating the j2s. I wonder if any j1s will get the opportunity to get into finals. So far in SPE I don't see much 100m sprinters. I only saw one. But whu knows.. other classes might hv fantastic sprinters too. -.- Then I mihgt as well quit track and do smth else. I can't preform well enough... kaoz~ Then Monday hv 400m by 4 relays. So far only me and Jon in 05s09 can run.. the rest aren't tt gd but do hope we can win. Altho e j2 class will mst prob thrash us.. esp 04s24.. XD yea~ tt's Lloyd class.. super dominated by sprinters. BLEAH~ Sighs~

Aft B.K we went Causeway pt. Me and ZiXiang went to buy soya milk instead. Budget yea~ XD and in e end on e way back ZX was holding onto his bladder on e way back. Until we reached Tampines Library where he flooded the toilet. XD Hahas.. and aft clearing he claimed 'he's free'.. =p Wth. Today's outing.. sianz~ I'm totally quiet. One bus. at CP and at BK. Was very very quiet. I dun feel like toking. I've gt nth tosay. Every1 emerger in their own conver.. and I dun feel like tokin. I DON'T. I think I'm sick. On the bus I just listened to my mp3 and stone. Went home and stoned. Bored. Jon, Aundrei and I clique ezly and I guess soon Shi Ya will hv no ctrl over us. Yea~ we'll mst probably tear her dwn her pose. We'll make track a CCA w/ team spirit. We'll make track and field a TEAM. Yea~ nt like jumpers only mix w/ jumpers t kinda thing. Now in track.. if Jon and Aundrei nt ard.. I'll js die. I'll be bored. I'll mst probably run instead of sprint. Sighs~ BORED BOREED BORED. SianZ~ update again soon.. cya *poof*

| 12:41 AM

Faster and Further

Faster: I'm faster now. Yea~ I'm glad tt I've finally fixed my starts. Gawd~ Its like ages ago tt I shld hv fixed it. But its nt perfect at all. All thnx to my long legs. =/ And yea~ fr once in my entire life I managed to come in behind Yaw Vwee fr 100m. Nt same timing but yea~ I;ve improved compared to e times when I just started. =p Tt time I couldn't even sprint. XD I guess I was such a joke man. And no wonder captain always dun appreciate my presence. -.- Ok, I don't expect to be like treated nicely or what.. but she dun hv to whisper right~ Bloody. F off lo.

Further: Our track is drifting apart. I'm nt kidding. SERIOUS. If e captain cont to be as bitchy as she is now. Then e ending days fr track is near. Damn near. Tun Gene quitting track. Aundrei gt damn pissed w/ SOME PPL (hahas this is so obvious lo). Ming Faye.. e fastest gal distance runner already QUITTED. I'm on e verge of quitting and joining squash instead. Crystal went off to netball. Qi Xiang went off to Hockey. Keith went off to rockclimbing. Now its like that. Left w/ only e few few ppl. If she still wanna F ard w/ us.. then its time we kick her off her pose as captain. I hate HATE HATE HATE HATE cold ppl. COLD. Get it~? Bloody dao. And bloody cold. Is this a track TEAM? bleahsssssssssss. If I knew how soccer I swear I wld join them even if I can't play one field. Team bonding is there. So unlike what we hv here. Tt's e lamest thing a captain can do. Making us drift further apart. Totally STUPID.

Thursday, April 14, 2005 | 11:22 PM

TP boleh

Yeaaa~ our soccer beat AJC. Woohooo~ Hahas.. The match was intensifying. The ball was literally flying all over the field. I didn;t even see who scored the goals. Only heard tt Matt scored e 1st goal. The YJCians are such arses. Noisy crowd of SOBs. Oh yea~ the refree is an ass hole. He closed his eyes to one of the goals where the ball rowed in. its like wtf man. He keeper of AJ sux. But tt's gd. Seriously, I've nv seen any goalkeeper let e ball row in slowly and it actually goals. XD The refree suffered poor verbal assault by us during half time. Some say he shld go back to his hawker sell kway tiao.. some say he shld go fr eye-check.. some say he go back inda tea plantation and plant his tea leaves. XD Hahas.. and yea~ a couple of f-word n mst of it flew out frm my mouth. Its touching to see e sch cheering fr our own team and seeing them score.. the shouting screaming hugging running.. and clapping of cos.. yea~ damn damn touching. Sounds gay but it is touching. =) The score 3-5 and of cos we got 5. Tt's like duh~ =p And yea~ thumbs up to e soccer peeps.. esp Aloy and Hong Peng.. aft e cross country ytd u ppl could still play so well ya~? Monday's match against SRJC. Guys.. push on. Cheers fr now.

Today v tired. VERY. Shall nt study at all. Tmr's suppose to be squash trials again. But I decicde to skip it and conc on my sprints. Fr e sake of the natiional in July but tt;s provided I get in. Gonna train my starts tmr. Sia la.. I'm still so lan starts. XD Shall wk on it tmr. Yea~ TP boleh. =) cya~ *poof*

| 10:43 PM


He was once our sprints coach... and he's VJ's track coach btw... damn gd sia.. Posted by Hello

| 10:41 PM


Captain and her 'lao gong' XD Posted by Hello

| 10:40 PM


Calm dwn.. medidate.. LOLS Posted by Hello

| 10:39 PM


Warming up.. Posted by Hello

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come stretch w/ me.. 1,2,3,4,.. 2,2,3,4... hahas... Posted by Hello

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Jeremy.. dun noe looking at what.. and Jolene so engrossed w/ her phone... Posted by Hello

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The formal-er take: Its still informal... jus a lil Posted by Hello

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The informal take: Look at those grins man... XD Posted by Hello

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Our x-country runners (frm left): Hong Peng, Aloy, Lloyd, QiLun, HaiHui, Howard and Hidayat. BTW... Justin pulled howard's shorts dwn while e photo's taken.. XD Posted by Hello

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Who is he talking to sia.. scary~ XD Posted by Hello

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omg.. what the... hahas.. HARRASMENT ARH... Posted by Hello

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DURGA: One of the best runners yea~? In sch at least... =) Posted by Hello

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CRYSTAL: Better than her trg self Posted by Hello

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KESTHER: She's nt on form. But at least she fininshed e race~ = Posted by Hello

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MING FAYE: 1st in our sch. 28th in e natioanls.*CLAPS* Thumbs up. =) Posted by Hello

Wednesday, April 13, 2005 | 11:11 PM

X-country.. relfections

Was late again. Damn it. Imagine 2 buses tt u can take to sch jus zoom past u... wtf a feeling is that. And I didn't wear my collar pin sia.. so had to get one at e bkshop. Fortunately tt bkshop lady didn't PMS ard. Or else...

The usual lectures and tutorials.. Blah blah. Nth much to talk abt. Boring. Except e fact tt I skipped MT ytd. So Mr Low was asking fr my wksheet tt they did during lecture. I wasnt there so how e hell am I gg to hand it in. I told him a lie: tt I didn't finish it so its at home. wth. He wants me to hand in by tmr. Crazy fella. I think I'll tell him str8into his face tt I didn't go cos I went home to take my aftnoon nap. =p

Aft sch went to foyer. And I'm clearly pissed by smone. I dun hv to elaborate lo. Trackers shld kknow who I meant. Anyway... went on e bus and headed to turf city. Plugge din mp3 and tried to read some bio which was to no avail. I fell asleep b4 I reached the end of tt one page. SAD CASE arh~ woke up and alighted. Saw hell of a many schs there. Pri sch sec sch and of cos JCs. All e ppl there are elites and they seem scary enough when they're nt running. I guessed I fainted when I saw them do e x-country. XD Saw Zoe. She's in her TJ jersey. wth. We're both frm Choir.. but how come she can make this far fr sports. My stamina sux. And tt's a fact. A very sad fact. XD And I'm nt a gr8 sprinter. Less than mediocre. Sighs~

Pity someone. Read his blog. Seems pretty dwn. Yea~ I agree. Smtimes certain things are nt appreciated. And there are always misjudgements and underestimations. But wad to do.. we don't decide such stuff... L must say tt Ming Faye has done us proud. =) 27th out of alle elites frm diff schs.. ranging frm Singapore Sports Sch to CJ.. St Nicholas Girls.. VJ, TJ and RJ.. blah blah.. scary.. but she did well.. beating Durga which has nv happened b4 even in trgs or roadrun. I suppose she slack a lot during those times. Treated her to coke.. hahas.. damn cheapskate la me.. I bot her those can-drink type which can hardly quench her thirst.. XD Anyway. The spirit there was damn high. Can't help feeling envious cos e distance runners usually gets e mst support. And e screaming and shouting usually last longest compared to other events. Was whining and whining to keith abt how lil' attention is given to sprints events. Mrs Lim dun seem to even bother abt our trg at all. We do our own. At our own pace. And she nv notices if i disappear frm trg. -.- Nt that i want her to catch me or what but yea~ I feel tt as a sprinter, we're nt given much attention. We're like some loose ppl tt run like mad and in a few secs. We're gone. Sighs~ seems insignificant. I know its nt e case but just can't help feeling this way when i was at turf today... It seems tt every1 is agglomerated at this event jus fr e sake of distance stamina and consistency. Bleah~ made me feel like sprinters are nt taken seriusly. I'm nt blamiing anyone. Perhaps sprinters can hardly train to improve our speeds. IN that short burst of push e mst we can cut dwn is like a few 0.01secs. And its nt ez to even cut dwn 0.05secs. 100m used to be what i thought nt my event cos I cant accelerate fast enuff since my starts are always shitty. =X But cmoe to think of it. i dun hv e energy to last at top notch speeds fr 200m either. So I'm neither here nor there. And I cant do long D cos of my cheap stamina. And I am ever so lazy to train my stamina. 400m. Needless to say. Tt event is Tun gene's cup of tea. I'm like 5secs behind hmi and tt's lousy considering e fact tt its a sprinting event. =/ But I kept telling myself to push on. Yea~ mayb someday I'll be taken more seriously instead of 'just another member' kinda attitude... and yup~ e first step is to make a break through in e sch heats coming up. Still thinking if I shld bother taking up 400m. Tun gene will be there.. and e really gd j2s will 100% thrash me. So ya.. c 1st la.. a step at a time ya? hahas.. till then.. will update again.. cya. *poof*

Monday, April 11, 2005 | 11:53 PM

Self esteem is back

Had SPE 1st thing in e morning. COOL. Guys came in 2nd fr 12by100 and 4by100 and gals came in 1st fr 12by100. Hahas.. so unexpected. Esp when I saw Shirlene run. scary~ Looks like she's aft someone and e baton act as a dagger. XD Nt very happy w/ my performance for 4by100m. I took e last 100m and I didn't manage to overtake e last runner of lane 3. Reached the finishing line right aft he reached. wtf. Was this close to being first. But felt much better when Adeline and e peeps in 05s09 said I ran well. *phew* If I don;t run well.. then I might as well quit track lo~ Plus e fact tt every1's wearing e PE shirt and I'me only extra wearng track tee. So its like only one white shirt among a sea of greens. Hahas. So if I run like a snail.. ppl frm e stands can see lo. XD Luckily we came in 2nd at least. But don't think we'll be good against e j2s. Heard they're really good and our class only hv 2 true sprinters. Me and Jonathan who's been in track in his VS yrs. I'm a newbie in sprints. Still got loads to master. Like my starts~! Hahas..

Went fr Bio. I MUST READ UP ON MYSELF. Ms Chan is mad. She's teaching as tho we're gifted students in some IP. had chem where I'm so lucky lo. Sit beside Daryl so when he kena called up e whole audi turned and sitting beside him.. hahas... e feeling is weird. Suddenly e audi staring at you... yea~ Bio prac was more or less 1st 3 mths stuff. So I fell asleep. =p Mrs Gay woke me and and asked if I'm unwell. XD But sh did tt aft e lesson which is so damn shiok. Cos I gt enuff slp what. XD Went fr GP.. every1 was like slping. But surprisingly I didn;t slp (cos I gt enuff of it at Bio rmbr?) XD Its abt education. And ya.. its quite interesting. Except e part on S'pore's education cos we already know abt tt. Aft sch went TM to look ard fr a book but can't find it. Saw Ashraf and went to Popular w/ him. Then went back to sch fr track. Almost postphoned our trg to Tuesday but we did gym work. And yea~ e reason almost postphoned is bcos of e soccer tourney. Damn on la.. so many ppl there. We beat TJ FLAT. =p 3-NIL lo. *claps* Can't wait to see Thursday's match. Go TP go. =) Was damn tired aft trg cos its damn harsh la e gym work. I can't really fufil e 6 pieces thingy fr my leg swing thing. Sad~ Perhaps aft more trg I'll be able to sprint faster? Cos currently w/o weak legs I'm facing loads of prob when I do trg as I wear out ezly. Yea~ gtg cya. *poof*

Sunday, April 10, 2005 | 7:13 PM

GO AWAY

Went out w/ Pillai today. Its like a wk since e last time we saw each other. Ever since he went to NYJ. Bleah~ Went Raffles City. Shopped. Ok.. nt exactly shopped more like window-shopped. Now I hv more things on my list aft all tt looking ard. -.- We were at this Jason (or is it Jackson?) supermarket. And I went mad. Hahas.. all e cheese and yogurt. I'm a cheese-craze. But its damn exp so I settled on yogurt instead. Budget what.. =p

Slurped up yogurt in less than 3mins. Then we saw esprit displaying their models w/ eir latest wear. Hahas.. Pillai kept whining at how he wished he had those abs. XD Hey~ who won't want e nice 6 abs? Anyway.. we went home and office to get some foolscap. Saw YuQi at the CD-rama. Er.. e 1st thing she commented to me was I'm tall. XD Hahas.. can't expect me to grow shorter yea~? =) talked a lot w/ Pillai. Feels gr8. At least its makes me feel better and load my mind of tt person.

Heard tt e syllabus at NYJ fr Chem is slower than us and Bio's faster. But he shld be able to cope lahs.. Went OCK to get e yam pie. Damn nice cos e yam paste just flow into my mouth and yea~ its damn nice la.. don;t know how to put it in words. *lips smack* =p Aft tt went home to settle some feud w/ mr bro. He managed to hack pass my PW and got onto my com. Bloody f***. But nvm. The new pw is damn long.. think I'll need 20s to type it each time I turn on e PC. And yea~ I embarrassed Pillai in e public cos Mom called to inform tt bro hacked onto e com so I lost ctrl and shouted all kinda *beep* at my bro ifo a large crowd in e shopping centre. Pillai hv to pull me away to a corner then. XD wtf.. I shall watch my language in e future.

Came home. Took bath. And woke up.. frm daydreaming. I realised.. I'm nt worth. She's nt there. Her mind's somewhere else. And I nv existed so yea~ just go away. Frm my mind my sight my life. Wadeva.. I sound sadistic.. but yea~ u'll eventually go away frm my mind. AWAY. *poof*

Saturday, April 09, 2005 | 9:55 PM

Another day gone like that...

Woke up late. Cos I spent e wee hours changing my blogskin. Was a lil' pissed cos I didn't notice I'm dc so when I saved my data.. its all gone. wth. Sad sia.. Chenged e song too.. and it rawks. Erm.. squeaky yea~?

Had a lazy time today. Didn't even attempt to open up any book. Hahas.. if this goes on I'll be the top student.. to be enlisted as retainee fr nxt yr... XD Don't know why.. but I'm so addicted to being a slack now. -.- I'm mad. Yea~ I am mad. Bro was talking abt his choir. Damn. I miss prcs choir suddenly. Miss e times we sang druing camp and e sec 1/2 camps where we watched movies and sang in e night. yea~ it was the only time I sang besides e SYFs that is. XD Miss e times where we sang as altog. But I hate sectionals. Boring. And I miss disturbing Ms Zaidah and calling her Maria. Miss e times where I got my Bio TYS confiscated during practice. Miss e time when Mdm Peh said smth abt me indirectly n and I shot back 'no need see.. its me.. thank u thank u...' XD Sighs. Wonder how Mrs William and Mrs Chua is doing now. Oh yea~ I miss calling Mrs Chua double sausage bcos of her lips. *grins* And I rmbr I took the dustbin's lid and shook it at her face. She must have been damn angry w/ me then. Come to think of it.. I've been so 'polite' back in choir.. I must hv left footprints in their heart. =p Oh yea~ I kept forgetting to congratulate e choir fr e silver they got in e SYF. At least we maintained e standard. I tot we'll be getting cert of participation cos the gals were whining abt e lousy quality e boys were producing. But yea~ u guys did it and I'm impressed. =)

Was pondering... shld I be take up squash if I'm accepted? Cos this conflicted w/ what HaiHui told me abt our track captain. Heard tt she's our only hope of a medal at the national level. Cos she was qualified fr the SEA juior competitions or smth. Tt's impressive. Heard tt she commanded respect and she was e only one w/ e values a captain hold. Ehs. mayb I shld change my perspective of looking at things. But now I do look up to her. And if I'm in squash, I bet she'll mst probably show me a long face. -.- And I'm nt gg to join squash if I'm nt gd enuff to enter competitions. The decision to make is driving me mad. Plus e fact tt Haihui told me tt ShiYa wants commitment frm us trackers. I guess sprinters hv e same attitude.. e nt serious enough attitude... unlike longD runners.. nv giving up even if their lungs burst... some analogy this is.. XD But yea~ wonder if I'm gd enuff fr squash. Aft all my passion still lies on the track.. =)

Was supposed to hv badminton w/ Kenny, YS and CH. Nut today I was damn late so I didn't go since they were like going of already. -.- And yea~ thnks Karmun, Stef and Ryan fr 'u-know-what' =p Gotta go. I hv supper waiting fr me.. altho its like e 2nd supper in one night. =p I'm a glutton but I'm nt huge. Lucky huh? cya~ *poof*

Thursday, April 07, 2005 | 9:08 PM

Drowsy

Today's damn tiring. 1st 2 periods MT. Kept falling sasleep when we were told to write the essay. PW was free periods and so went to e library w/ Derick, Teng Guang and WeiMin.. Jonathan and Daryl came so 'early' to sch so they weren't w/ us. Slacked my time away at lib. Wanted to do math but ended up staring at e Qn like some freak. XD Went off fr GP and e tchr still look threatening w/ her 'mona lisa' face. SCARY~ Miss Varella.. u shld nt raise ur eyebrows.. it looks like u're seducing our class.. but dun u think u're 'a bit' too old fr tt? *grins* She piled us w/ some more hmwk. An essay. Gr8. There goes my wkend. SIANZ~ Had Chem where Ms Loh caught me w/ wristband again. She says she's gonna cut it e nxt time. omg~ u know e black sex band.. yea~ she's going to cut it... I rather take it off.. XD Did titration. and fr once in my life I can do it. Miss e times where Yong Bing will be there and Jing Rong too.. we crap non-stop sia.. now both gone liao.. win already lo like that... =/ Went fr Bio. Mrs gay is nice to book the audi fr our class.. =) But my Bio still sux. Didn't bother to read up. IN fact this week is slack. The pile of wk getting higher lo. WTF. And I'm feeling stressed by our class gals. All so damn kiasu.. =X But tt's gd.. perhaps tt'll push me to wk harder? MAYBE. Went fr make-up class on mass spec. And I must F myself fr nt bring e lecture notes. Don't understand mass spec all thnks to e Chem tchr.. she bullet-training all e way. -.-

Track tmr.. but hv to go fr trials fr squash. Doubt if I can get in. Tennis already don't want me. And e tennis tchr IC told me if I want to jion but help them pick ball 1st. WTH. PICK BALL? I rather stay in track even tho e captain is crap. But yea~ the tchr's right.. what fr jion smth which I'm totally nt gd at. But hey.. I'm nt gd at track eitther.. hahas... But even if I gt into squash.. track will still be 1st priority. And I dun wanna imagine cap's face tmr.. she's sure to pull this long black face at me when she sees me at squash. Who cares. I don't need such an AP cap. She don't do much fr e track either. Besides whispering ifo others. Bleah~ Update again soon~ cya~

She's totally unaware... e way she treat me.. we're simply too close yet too far...................

Tuesday, April 05, 2005 | 7:09 PM

Its too late

Erm.. yea~ I'm late today. I lost count already. I'm late fr almost everything. =/ Went dwn to e hall. Saw my class at e edge of the hall. Tt means, the nxt time I'm late on Tuesdays... I don't have to worry at all cos I won't march into e hall to find e class.. I'll smuggle myself in. XD Went fr Civics but Ms Loh was absent so someone else replaced her. She didn't do anything. And e class just talked in our own cliques. I realised I'm part of e biggest clique in class. Cool~ comprising of Derick, Teng Guang, WeiMin, Johnathan, Audrey and Daryl? Yea~ think so. I'm nt sure abt Daryl.. he's always hanging ard w/ e gals frm some other classes. =p And yea~ I'm sure damn glad when I heard frm Daryl and Johnathan tt Jeremy sucks. Seems to me Jeremy ain't popular back in VS then. *evil grins heard tt he sms himself when he was sec 2. Tt's stupid. XD

Went fr PE. Took heights and weights. I'm still e tallest in class. XD I grew 1cm. No longer 181. cool~ at e rate I grow.. I dun wanna be too tall. It feels weird. =/ And yea~ I'm heavier too. But too tall fr my weight sia.. Had Math lesson under Mr Tan again. Gr8. He's e only Math tchr teaching at e right pace but I'm still slow seh... Then we went fr break where I chunked a pathetic piece of cake dwn my throat. Back fr Chem.. Ms Loh nt ard so smoe other tchr told us to get tut 2.1 done. But wtf. We didn't even hv e tutorial sia.. so mst of us jus crapped ard while some mugged fr math. Paul said e 2nd intake students are scary when they mug. Eh.. its nt like I didn't notice. They're scaring me. XD But tt's gd cos I won't slack w/ them ard to push me. Mrs Gay didn't turn up fr Bio tut. So we cont crapping and Johnathan told os of his exp at CJC fr 1st 3 mths. E way he described is like e whole sch is packed w/ hot babes. =p hahas... come to think of it. John's frm my primary sch. he didn't change. Still as yandao. WTH. Damn envious. XD

Went fr lunch tog w/ Audrey, John, Daryl, Teng Guang, Weimin and Derick. And e crappin abt gals cont w/o Audrey ard of cos. XD Then went fr bball. But I didn't play. I can't cos I suck at it and my stomach's traffic is super tense. Then we went fr MT. Damn it. MT sucks. But its cool to see ppl like Sarah, MeiNing, YenWei, Teresa, MingFaye and Cheryl in my class. Cos our class is filled w/ ppl taking CLA and AO. That means A2s and B3s fr MT in my calss. And yea~ e Cheryl tt I'm referring to is Kozaw's gal. Didn't know she can't speak CL well. I didn't hear her speak b4.. hahas.. then how did she get B3? Weird.. but its normal.. cos I still can't speak CL well but managed to scrap a B3. XD Aft sch went to find Crys, Meihui and Jas in e canteen. Saw james, keny and Hazel. Crapped a lot. Cos we're jus waiting fr time to pass. Crys was very moody. Didn't say much to her la.. cos she looks threatening. =/ Was abt to leave e sch but Saw Jeffrey so slacked ard w/ him. bored. I realised I can only do max 2 pullups. Its track's fault. Now my arms are really weak. -.- Went onto e track mill and did 3km. XD But 3km on e track mill is very easy... XD saw Alex.. basket.. he said I look like Jeff.. eh.. I know I don't look that good sia.. bleah~ Sad case. =/ Went to disturb Claudine at e tennis court. And realised I'm too late. I didn't go fr Tennis trials fr both Wed and Friday. =/ Jus nt fated to be w/ tennis.

Went home and checked my cca allocated. I'm in track and squash. -.- And their times clash sia.. and we're suppose to turn up at our respective CCAs... so where do I turn up tml? Track or squash? Sianz.. I'm in e mood fr squash. All thnks to some arse. I'm so nt looking forward to track nowadays. Bleah~ shall see my mood tmr. *poof*

Mayb I shld stop thinking of you.. and e feeling will fade...

Monday, April 04, 2005 | 11:50 PM

Some Monday

Boring. had lectures.
Math and Chem is still too fast.
Fell asleep on e bus back home.
Went to get a weird haircut.
But at least my hair's short now..=p
Had trg
e team started off w/o me fr warm-ups... GR8~ -.-
Stretching led by Jeremy
Damn slack stretching
spoiled my entire trg cos I got cramps and aches due to insuff stretching
overheard smth tt made me wanna murder e person who said it
WTF.
But its ok.. I shall be tolerant and optimistic
Was jealous when I saw her w/ someone else
But nth's happening btwn them.. XD
But again.. mayb I shld stop thinking of her.
But its impossible.
The reason.. I shan't elaborate..
Aft trg watched e soccer peeps win over some stupid electronics co.
Expected them to win
I hv v high confidence in them
But ppl.. pls dun be complacent and let me and e rest dwn yea~?
Hope they pull thru e A div.. so I can show off to those at MJ and NYJ =p
Went home and crapped w/ bro.
Bored.
Chat.
SOME PPL went offline cos she can't find anyone to chat w/.. wth.. then what am I..
insignificant.
Had supper. Nice
DAMN NICE.
Slurpsss~
XD
Didn't do tutorials cos too lazy.
Shall do some tmr.
YAWNS.
Trg wasn't shag. its jus tt I slack and I didn't put in effort today.
Bleah~
will see if I can do better on Wednesday.
Gtg so cya~ *poof*

| 12:39 AM

I'm at a loss..

Went to Chua Chu Kang to do e qingming thingy in e aftnoon. Was pouring badly. Then when it stopped.. the sun was scorching hot. Damn stupid. And there's loads of smoke and it almost killed my nose. Was damn bored. Talked to my cousin abt NS. He's in e airforce sch or smth like that. Told me tt I'll love mud when I'm in NS. XD I wonder why. Perhaps it looks like chocolate. I sound like some spastic child. XD

There's nth to blog abt. I'm bored. Well... I'm not bored. I'm more like bothered. Bothered by her. Why.. I jus felt tt she'll NEVER accept me. I know. She doesn't like my type. And she deseerves better options. Gawd~ I think I'm gg crazy. Sighs~ she's stuck in my head. I cant slp. I simply can't. The music keeps playing and she keeps appearing in my head. Don't think she's aware.. but she'll faint if she knows.. XD Nvm.. I'm crappy. CRAPPY. I shld go fr plastic surgery. But the surgeon will mst probably faint. SIGHS~ I hate myself. I feel like slashing across my throat. Ending this. -.- Wadeva... *poof*

Saturday, April 02, 2005 | 11:36 PM

Oh gr8..

Turned up at Bukit Gombak. Saw all e elite sprinters. SCARY. But they weren't as fast as we thought they would have been. Few managed to get below 12s fr guys.. The worst thing is that we didn't get to run. Its a blessing in disguise. My legs are still hurting so if I run I'll 101% be last there. But its e experience tt counts. All thnks to Mr Chew.. he somehow didn't get our names in so we weren't candidates to e sprinting events.. wth. Tmr's 200m and I think Gene is going. I must thank the captain la... I didn't even know tt they're passing round e paper to see who wants to take part in e 200m event tmr. wtf. But its ok.. anyway I gotta go see my dead grandma at her tomb w/ my relatives. Its the qingming festival (is it even considered a festival?) so I can't turn up fr e 200m event and its e fact tt I'm one of e only few doing it fr trg since last time cos Gene conc more on 400m. Bleah~ But I'm nt gd either so its ok.. I dun wanna be e last there.

Saw how e sprints were today. I'm still dazzled by how ppl do starts. I'm never good at it.. and if I exert myself I'm prepared to hv cramps tt will spoil my entire 100m. F*** -.-''' Boring. Aft tt mst of e track ppl who turned up today went to Queensway to look fr track jersey or is it? I dun even know what we settled on yea~ SO MUCH OF A TRACK TEAM WE ARE... quoted frm our track shirt, 'chase us... tpjc track TEAM' wtf. Are we a team? What's e prob w/ e cap.? Always whispering like some freak. B**** I was damn moody today. I didn't speak much during e whole day out w/ e trackers. And Crystal did smth very lame. I shan't elaborate.. and yea~ its a bit weird la.. but we can't talk ifo them also yea~?

On a lighter note.. my new computer's coming tmr. Yea~ Finally. Sighs. Monday's coming soon. SIANZ~ I feel like slping all day.. and just slacking ard. But my brain cells are so small so I don't understand 1/2 tt's taught in lectures. Wahahx.. nvm. Hv to accept the sad fact yea~? LAZY. Gtg. Cya ard. *poof*

| 10:14 AM

TGITW

Thank god its the weekend.. This whole week was a mess. A bloody mess. Didn't blog ytd. Was shagged aft Turf City trg. Damn tired so I dozed off even before I switched on my already-dead-computer. Sch's tiring.. I'm always gg to bed late all thx to MSN. Always giving me shit. And e internet's crashing so I can't dl any more songs. BLEAH~ There are too many things I can't cope up in sch.. Be it studies or CCA. Its a break that I need. One last break before moving on.. I'm still weary.. still weak.. sighs.


Had lectures ytd.. then aft sch went turf fr trg. Was suppose to run more than one full circuit fr e first run but aft completing one round of 5km I was totally wiped out so I gave up. I guess I have no determination and my mindset is always nt right. Wth. I came in last which is expected. 24min again. No diff sia.. I still walked in btwn e route and my legs still give up on me when I reach e end of e slope. Wtf. Aft tt we ran the last stretch which is nearly 1 km. And we're suppose to sprint but I didn't sprint the frist time.. 2nd time was slightly better.. XD SLIGHTLY. Cooled dwn e rest left. Me, Kesther, Crystal and Kai Hui stayed at Mac to stuff ourselves up. Got changed and I went to Giant to get headphone sfr my mp3. The headphones I got is PATHETIC. One side is louder than e other. Stupid arse. Then we crapped a lot on e bus. Tok tok crap crap.. blah blah... I didn't knmow Kesther's voice so damn funny when she's young. Kept laughing my ass off.. XD

And oh yea~ we celebrated Kesther's B'dae in advance and (dunno who) got her a cake. Some of e peeps got her a track shorts. which looks damn short btw. Reached home at 10 which is damn late. Had dinner and watched some tv on e making of 'The Eye 10'. Recieved sms frm Yaw Vwee tt I'm involved in e competitins tmr 100m at Bukit smth... was damn shocked cos I was prepared to recover over the weekend tt's why I ran at turf. But my legs are like aching.. how am I suppose to sprint?! Then l8r I dozed off. XD

A few more hrs and I'll be at Bukit whateva.. I can picture myself last there. Hahax.. l8r I've got to limp to e finishing line... =p My muscles felt liek they're gg to tear and the calves are so tight yea~ I wonder if I'll be able to do what u call 'sprints'... XD nvm.. jus do my best even if muscles tear then I'll take MC.. XD cya.. update l8r.. *poof*