rain on me
Thursday, March 31, 2005 | 10:39 PM

Stressed up.. freaked out..

Was one of e 'earlybirds' in sch. Reached sch late. The flag raising cerermony over when I reached sch. Was told to go dwn to e gallery place where e VP addressed us so strictly. He sounded like some arse. Saw few familiar faces.. Mei hui and her sis.. and Kozaw.. Hahax.. at least there's someone I know tt's as 'early' as me.. =X Was swaeting like shit but had to stand there like an arse and listen to e arse lecture us.. What college expectations and stuff.. bleah~

Rushed off fr Bio. Was late and everyone had their eyes at e door when I came in. Scary.. I'm seldom late fr lectures cos this is what happens.. XD didn't really pay attention cos I had to take seat at e first row and my head has to tilt up so high like some Giraffe... during e 3 mins break I moved up 2 rows.. but Ms Leo's teaching at top speed so i didn't really catch anything during lecture. Aft tt was break followed by GP debate. The debate was lame and funny and fiery and arse-like. XD But enjoyed it cos its better than listening to Mr Reynolds preach. Hahax.. Math was stupidly boring(as usual). I don't understand wtf is summation abt lahs... its full of shit. OMG. Boring.. only understood 1st 1/2 then started doodling where Crystal and Yen Wei came up w/ this club.. 'bitch club' but renamed it Zitch.. wad on earth is tt..? Hahax.. Went fr Chem make-up lesson... pretty pleased w/ myself cos I know smth on Chem. XD But I fell aslp towards the end cos she's a bit boring.. nt really.. cos I slept at 2am.. and I had so many things in my mind so I woke up w/ a headache.. sick~! Aft sch, called up tradistics co. to get them to repair my computer. I reported the hardware failure to them but they seemed ignorant.. they didn't call me up to fix e dates they'll come and ransack my hse... XD Imagine them calling up 1/2 way thru lectures tmr.. XD

Went w/Meng Xiong aft sch to Whitesands since he left sch at e same time as me.. went to photocopy smth and he got smth at Sportslink.. I think iits a pump or smth.. cant rmbr... then went home aft I got a carrot cake to fill my stomach. Sick la.. reach home and took a shower and slept till 8.30. Tried to do Chem but was really lazy and I'm starting to think I'm stupid so I gave up doing it.. XD so here I am now..

Oh yea~ I got to know e new members of my class better today. =) Cool peeps.. went up to them during break and chat chat w. them.. then went w/ library w/ them. Slacked ard till GP starts. Tmr's track trg again. OMG. I've submitted my CCA form. So shld I go fr track tmr or start squash already? Sianz.. I wanna run cos everyone doing sprints I think.. but my leg's really nt in e condition to run.. its still hurting frm e 3 consecutive days of wkout+trg... esp the 5km.. -.- PASSION fading? I think so.. but I shld be able to tolerate e pain in my things and calves.. hope so... =( will update soon.. *poof*

| 12:08 AM

Almost Here By : Brian McFadden & Delta Goodrem

Did I hear you right
'Cause I thought you said
Let's think it over

You have been my life
And I never planned
Growing old without you

Shadows bleeding through the light
Where a love once shined so bright

Came without a reason
Don't let go on us tonight
Love's not always black and white
Haven't I always loved you?

But when I need you
You're almost here
And I know that's
Not enough
But when I'm with you
I'm close to tears
'Cause you're only almost here

I would change the world
If I had a chance
Oh won't you let me

Treat me like a child
Throw your arms around me
Please protect me

Bruised and battered by your words
Dazed and shattered how it hurts
Haven't I always loved you

But when I need you
You're almost here
And I know that's
Not enough
But when I'm with you I'm close to tears
'Cause you're only almost here

Bruised and battered by your words
Dazed and shattered now it hurts
Haven't I always loved you

But when I need you, you're almost here (Well I never knew how far behind I'd left you)
And when I hold you, you're almost here (Well I'm sorry that I took our love for granted)
(Now I'm with you, I'm close to tears 'Cause I know I'm almost here)
Only almost here

Wednesday, March 30, 2005 | 11:42 PM

Sux..

Didn't blog ytd. SUX. Got to know 10 or so new ppl in e class. Still ok I wld say. IN fact I think they're quite cool lahs.. Seemed like nice ppl. Nt tt I dun like Jie Ying and e peeps.. they're nice too yea? =) Had some lectures. Boring. Can't really rmbr what was taught. Was very lazy today. Nt a gd start to a new term yea? Aft sch went library w/ Crystal. Was supposed to slp. But then I'm nt tired and I had smth to think of so I just wrote some nt really impt stuff w/ mp3 blasting where Crystal had to turn dwn e volume. Wewnt turf city fr trg w/ long D trackers and soccer ppl. I came in last. Tt shows my stamina still sux. But hey i must correct smth.. I'm nt really last la.. SOME PPL took a shorter way and tot they ran longer D than me. In e end they reached the finish line earlier than me. And I guess everyone thinks I"m a disgrace to track. Eugene, the keeper asked me.. 'how come u track still so slow de?' I was like '~!!!' Wth... OK lahs.. I failed 2.4km in sec sch and hv nv passed until once where I jus passed on e dot. And I was in Choir fr 4 hell years. And I know my body is nt e cut fr sports then. Sighs~ but I'm lazy to explain everything so I was like oh ok.. u guys run so fast... wow. -.-''' Nt pissed.. just sick of my own stamina. Came in 24mins plus. Nt even e full 5km.. 24 mins is bad. But again.. I hv nt trained since e roadrun which was soooo long ago. Sighs. Then did this stretch of run at an increased speed. Wanted to sprint but know tt I've hardly any energy left plus e fact I slept at 2am e night before. Mr Suherman overtook me la.. I thought I sure win when he I ran past him towards e end but I must thank my stamina again fr slowing me dwn. And I've nt been getting e right nutrients cos I'm choosy when I get my food. Its ok.. at least I'm nt last fr tt. XD On e bus back.. I had many things in my head. I knew smth isn't right.. sighs.. needed music to divert my attention but I suppose Crys needs it more than me at tt time.. so lent her thruout e bus journey back to sch. Went home nv do anything. Was trying me blardy best to fix e fucking com.. but gave up. Cos its nt working. And I couldn't blog lahs.. then slept at 1am..? Think so..

Today was just yet another bad day. Non-stop lectures till I dropped dead. 3 periods of Bio!? ANd we almost finished e chap on proteins which I cant even catch. Was falling aslp during Math cos I dun noe anything abt APGP. Sianz.. Aft last bio lecture went w/ Crystal, Jaja, Eldora, Yen Wei, Adeline and Qi to bubble tea shop. Got 2 waffle, and went back fr track. It was raining. Did some warm-ups by running inside e sch a few times. Then did gym trg fr e 1st time in my entire life. I jus realised how weak my long legs are. Too long but useless... When e rain cleared, did sprints 150mx4. SUX. Was supposed to do 6.. but my legs felt sooooo weak and my legs are already trembling and the pain is jus unbearable. Sighs. WEAKLING ME. And I found out smth interesting.. DAMN INTERESTING. My name wasn't submitted into e competitions fr 100m this Saturday. OMG. The captain rawks. She actually didn't submit my name. Great. But I shall turn up this Sat. to support the sprinters. I've learnt to be less nasty. Mayb e track jus feels tt I'm nt 'gd enuff' to rep sch yea~? But seriously I dun think I'm tt lousy. XD so BHB. Aft track. Iw as thinking abt which CCA to change to. Cos suddenly.. I dun feel like staying in track. THIS... u must thank some b**** and some b****** who are such arses.. they shld know who they are. Spoiling e whole team. Thinking they're e best trackers. PLS.. u're nt. And thnks.. I'm nt in e competition. THNAKS. -.- Finally decided tt I'll join 2 CCAs. Squash and track. Yea~ mayb some arses always think they're perfect and stuff.. but yea~ its ok. I'm nt gg to let this affect me. Oh yea~ my keyword.. 'passion' =) Saw Ruyun and Farah when I was at central. Also saw some familiar faces frm my primary sch in tpj now. Cool~ but they dun recognise me. DUH~ I looked like a freak. And I look freakier now. XD Hmm.. lazy to type.. loads of things I wanna pour out but some things are nt worth thinking. Alhto they cant be forced out of mind. Sighs~ cya. *poof*

Monday, March 28, 2005 | 9:41 PM

Lagging com... darn F***...

Woke up FRESH in e morning. Tt's rare. But e radio's playing Yellow Card's 'I want you' and its damn nice.. so I woke up w/ a gd start. =p Was NOT late fr sch. Now tt's a real good start lahs.. =) Wahahax.. reached sch. Saw Crystal n all other Cario peeps in tpj uniform. Felt like e only yellow banana standing there cos I was still in prcs u. And Crystal's gt a new fringe. She got it cut herself. XD Tt's really interesting. Hahas.. Went to get sch u and wore it. A bit too big but I guess its like a trend in sch to wear big? Is it.. I dunno.. But Crys says I look more mature.. wad de.. I'm old!? But Pillai says I look like I'm in pyjamas. DOTZ.

Pillai came back with Tiong to 'visit' us. Nt really.. Pillai came to hand in w/drawal form frm tpj. He's accepted at NYJ. I hv no comments. Hope he survives there. Triple sci seh.. Mr big-brainer.. bleah~ They were showing off to me abt e food there. And how cool it is there. -.- Sry ppl.. I still like tpj.. try influencing me.. its no use. =) Then went to bubble tea shop w/ Crys and Eldora and Yen Wei.. was Kian Eng there? Can't rmbr. Didn't get anything to eat jus accompanied them. Went fr cca open house. Saw the track posters. Hmmm.. looks professional to me. Although some pics nt really tt nice and none of them have me.. wth. But I agree w/ e rest tt the one where they pose in e starts position is cool~ Some ppl said I don' have the sprinter look. But its ok. At least nobody told me I hv the choir face. Wahhax.. now tt's smth new... XD

Had track trg... a bit slack today. Ran 400m w/ timing. Realised tt I'm so lousy in 400m. Timed 63s Tt's cheap. But I sort of didn't stride properly and my darn shoes were so loose. Talk abt shoes. I just washed it over e wkend and Crys just 'cleaned' up fr me by stepping on it. Thanx~! -.- XD Did 150mx4 then 50mx3. Lloyd is still damn fast. Thx.. its such a disgrace fr a sprinter yea~? Sianz.. Did I mention I hate my hair? It sux big time. I always think it looks like a wig. WAHAHAXX.. erm.. nt tt bad.. jus darn wavy when it gets too long. And I look weird in photos in tt hair. -.-''' Saw lotsa primary sch friends. Am surprised and glad. But they went to schs like TKGS.. Ngee Ann and VS.. and I'm frm? PRCS. WOAH. So 'impressive'...

And I wanna apologise to Alex fr nt fufiling my term as a pirate. My com is fucking shit now. Its connection is worse than 56k when its suppose to be broadband! Wtf. Sry yea~? And yea.. other peeps also lahs.. cos I could not sign into MSN due to e 'fast' connection. XD I took 10mins to sign into blogger lahs.. gotta call up e TRADISTICS co. to repair my computer. And they'll take it away frm me fr like a week? OMG. I'm sure I'll be dead like I'm a drug addict w/o e drugs... XD Oh yea~ e radio is playing 'Only One' by yellow card. It rox. Yea~ gotta go.. I wonder if this post will be successful lahs.. stupid arse com... *poof*

Sunday, March 27, 2005 | 1:09 AM

3/8 BBQ... a blast!

Yea~ came back frm e BBQ. Woohooo~ So fun. A gd 20+ ppl turned up. Almost 30 I think. Cool~ Yea.. updated lots and found out some didn't make it to e course they want. But hey ppl.. don't give up yea? Crapped a lot. I reached there ard 4pm? Tt's like 2hours late. Can't believe tt there are ppl later than me! omg.. But some came back frm Sentosa.. well can't blame them then.. Didn't swim cos I shall not bare my body when the class is actually made up of 30+ gals and only 10 boys!? =p No figure, no beef cake.. maybe when I buff up my body? I'm like a stick now.. bleah~ XD Played this game called 'Amazing race'.. its suppose to be searching fr clues tt lead to another place fr another clue kinda thing. And I paired up w/ Stef. Its so damn funny when the camocorder took our vid cos we were tied hand to hand and we were waking towards this apartment kinda thing. Then the peeps went.. 'orh.. caught in action by the paparazzi' Wahahax.. scandalous... And Davidson.. I've got no relationship w/ Stef la.. gawd~ Hahax.. Stef kept whining tt she wanna go to the toilet when we were playing. XD We didn't win so I pity her bladder. =p But its ok. Its not abt winning. Its abt fun... but e winners got 2 free movie tickets and they get to choose the movie seh.. the organising crew very rich ar?! Of cos la.. YS lehz.. =p Then we went to play billard and the table's condition is pathetic. Its really much more diff than pool. Even Ahmad and Joel had a hard time. Wahahx.. then Gloria and Nicole ppl came. Tok tok crap crap.. I realised I'm e only one in TPJC.. and yea~ thnx guys fr e well wishes.. i know A levels is nt ez.. hopefully I can pull through. And I told e peeps I'm in track and field. I'm gald they didn't choke on their chicken wing. =p Choir and track has no link yea~? But Nicole and Emily said they saw me walking tt time while e rest are running outside sch. XD Tt's b'cos I'm a sprinter.. nt a Long D-er. When I showed Yong Quan and Davidson my hp photos.. they went crazy.. JC gals so chio arh.. and YQ claimed he likes e tpjc gals cos they're so chio.. =p Pls.. the skirt's so tight la.. XD Aft tt went to Huda's hse to chill and preview some pics/vids.. hahax.. there's this part where Gloria pointed at her nose and said "I'm nt digging my EARS" then our laughter shook e hse la. L8r I took a cab w/ Nicole, Davidson and Enily cos they going to Central where my hse is.. and then I'm here now.. =p Had dinner. And chatted w/ some peeps. Tired.

Heard tt soccer peeps trg w/ us on Tuesday at Turf City. Gawd~ tt'll be so pressurising la. Luckily I'm a sprinter. But think I'll do the 5km cos my stamina still sux. Sighs.. Lazy to type more.. cyaz~ *poof*

| 12:45 AM


The GP.. gay partners.. wahahx.. no pls.. Yong Quan and Hazwan.. And YQ's face is red cos Kenny's cam is so lame.. spoil my pic.. =p Posted by Hello

| 12:44 AM


ZAZ and Huda the host of this BBQ.. thanks gal~! We had a gr8 time.. times we will nv forget yup? Posted by Hello

| 12:43 AM


Zarifah and Yong Ying... eh.. my phone sux when taking pics in e night..  Posted by Hello

| 12:41 AM


The babes(frm right): Gloria, Yong Ying, Nicole and Emily.. all e best gals! Keep in contact yea~? =) Posted by Hello

| 12:40 AM


Yan Ching... another gal tt's photogenic.. cool~ =) Posted by Hello

| 12:39 AM


The dudes... 2 act cool and one act cute.. whahax.. ME? I'm acting dumb by taking this photo.. whahahax.. jus jk.. Posted by Hello

| 12:38 AM


Cant see his face? Its Cheng Keong.. Special request to be put behind bars.. hahax.. Posted by Hello

| 12:36 AM


In the Billard room.. omg.. the billard table is so big.. I suck even more at billard than pool.. XD Posted by Hello

| 12:34 AM


The pit+food (which I can't eat...) Its ok.. I had lotsa twisties and chocolates.. XD Posted by Hello

| 12:31 AM


Kenny showing us e first clue to e game of 'Amazing race 3/8 Posted by Hello

| 12:30 AM


Atiqah and Izyan... Atiqah is so-not-graceful... sry this is a candid shot so nth is going to be graceful.. =p Posted by Hello

| 12:29 AM


omg.. scary.. Leying just placed her face ifo my phone. Yea~ photogenic gal... =) Posted by Hello

| 12:28 AM


Ppl poking their heads abv the pit.. Posted by Hello

| 12:24 AM


Hazwan.. trying to blow the BBQ pit? Or trying to fart? XD Posted by Hello

| 12:21 AM


Cheng Hsuan... looking so serious... =S Posted by Hello

| 12:20 AM


Stef and ZJ and Cheng Hsuan's wrist Posted by Hello

| 12:18 AM


Yao Sheng and his chicken in his mouth.. lols! Posted by Hello

| 12:16 AM


Stef+Lan Hui+food... oh.. and +some ppl's butts.. XD Posted by Hello

| 12:13 AM


Zhuo Jie.. think she's saying smth abt e food or smth.. Posted by Hello

| 12:10 AM


Natasha... wow... I wonder how I took e pic.. its so cool~! It's like those in advertisments.. =) Pro what.. =p Posted by Hello

| 12:09 AM


BBQ-ing... Kenny says e charcoal he gt is special cos there'll be no smoke.. but look! XD Posted by Hello

| 12:07 AM


The gals(frm right): Zhuo Jie, Stef, Lan Hui, Sin Ee, Zarifah and Shabeena... LAN HUI!! Sit w/ grace can?! Tsk tsk... =p Posted by Hello

| 12:06 AM


Sin Ee and Lan Hui... er... Sin Ee is medidating? XD Jus jk.. Posted by Hello

| 12:04 AM


The table, the food, the utensils.. blah blah... Posted by Hello

| 12:02 AM


Zarifah and Shabeena... ZAZ POSSIBLE yea? =p Posted by Hello