Friday, August 26, 2005 | 11:57 AM

Happy B'day Stef. (:
Went sch a lil late. Mr Reynolds was alr in e class fr GP. He was observing Ms Leow hold some kinda discussion on this dude called Ted Bundy if I'm not wrong. He's one sick guy btw. Skipped Math w/ Weimin and Derick. Spent some time doing Bio. Ms Loh went through aromatic compounds which I totally suck in. She sent out someone today but seriously I don't think it's his fault. Perhaps she having her period or smth. x) Anyway I'm super lost in Bio esp today's lecture on photosynthesis. The beginning wasn't tt bad but as we approach the weird cholorophyll a and photosystems I got damn zzz. Mr Wong didn't give me any toruble today but I heard frm Leroy during trg tt he actually rebutted during on of his lessons and walked out during tutorial. Woah. AP=cool? I think so? I'm nt sure but it sure is the best wat to treat this kinda bastard. Me and Leroy had a gd time f*cking up his back. Hahas. Took track photos before trg. Saw e seniors altog again and I guess this is e last time ever. Cos the BBQ is over and now this phototaking session is over too. Sighs. Maybe they'll come back to train w/ us after their As? I don't know.. But it sure is gonna be fun. Miss the trgs w/ 'em. When all e vomit, sweat and crap comes outta nowhere, Hmmm.. trg was really bad today. Serious. Firstly I didn't get to sprint. And I had to run for more than 2 rounds in one shot. Did the 5 rounds thing. Urgh. Almost died. But non of us stopped in the 5 rounds which is seriously a gd thing. Cos once one of us stop the rest wld do so too. Then aft tt the cross country did 20 rounds. Paced Qi Xiang and Kesther 2 rounds. Was a pretty bda one w/ Qi Xiang. I wonder how he actually does it. Then the situps, pushups and starjump thingy. And warm dwn etc. Went bubbletea w/ Crys, Kenny and Leroy. Sarah, Ryan and Shermaine came along l8r. Crapped a lil b4 we headed our own ways. Took bus 29. Saw Pok Yen. Then went to breadtalk at TM and met up w/ CH, Stef, Kenny, Chai Yun, Xing Qi, Zhuo Jie, Heidi, Weishan and Lan Hui. Had dinner at Cafe Cartel w/ Stef, Kenny, ZJ, CH and Qi. Rain into Hazwan, Rahimah and another dude frm prcs but I can't rmbr his name. x) Aft dinner, rain into Cui Wen and Cassandra. Took photos like mad ppl in e middle of the walkway. But is sure was funtime tog. Took bus back w/ stef. And I hv yet to send Stef the pics... will hv to send her e nxt time she comes online.

zzz.. watching over you

Thursday, August 25, 2005 | 11:54 PM

Died

Both brain and legs.

1stly, Wed trg is mad. Coach knows I suck in stamina and he made the sprinters do it w. the Long D peeps. wth? Did 21 rounds. Within 2.30min but Weison is really mad. He pushed up the limits and so we had to follow up and complete within 1.40min. CRAZY. And my legs cramped while doing the last 5 rounds non-stop. I'm e worst among the long D ppl. I'm glad I do sprints only. You can spot my corpse on e track if I ever train long D.

Today was a bad day. Thursdays always suck. I mean it. How fantastic is it to have MT as 1st 2 period of lessons? Followed by GP!!? Anyway Jon, me and Sin Kei spent the time away playing bingo. And I won most of e games yea.. Stratedgy! But Jon and Sin Kei saw my stratedgy alr. No fair. x) Hahas.. Had Chem lesson on SPA and a bit on armoatic compunds. I suck at it. Tried e tutorials but they seem pretty alien to me. Attended Mass chem aft sch. SHIT. Wasted my time there. Spent time freaking copying e ans. Nt much explanations was given. And the Qns suggested was damn hard. How is it suppose to help the students to improve or at least understand? Man.. even Shirlene don't know how to do it, what can I expect. Had tuition aft sch. My brains are dead. Enough said.

Tmr's trg and phototaking fr track. Came online pretty late so cldn't inform Yirun and Joel to inform the rest of the seniors. But I believe the exco ppl wld hv done tt. Or else its pretty disappointing on their part huh? But no.. we hv pretty much trust in them yea? And tt's precisely I quit cos you can't trust me to do chores fr you.. hahas! Jus kidding. I alr got over the matter.

Hopefuly we're doing some sprints tmr. Aft all it'll be the last official trg until our promos are over. =) Tt's some gd news fr my dying legs.

Tuesday, August 23, 2005 | 10:29 PM

Late fr sch. Saw Yun Fang and Masturah on e bus. Ok.. so poly life starts pretty late fr them huh? Anyway, did 3 pathetic pullups fr PE. And bcos of tt I'm still bronze. wtf. I need 6 to get Gold fr the damn Napfa. Right now I can't even get silver. Grreat. Paced tmo fr his 2.4km. Dared nt push him too hard cos he kept complaining of pains and stuff. But long D is all in e mind yea.. but he still failed and I felt bad yea. Cos I told him nt to stop so tt this wld be his last run. Sadly he has to run again nxt wk and I hv to pull again nxt wk too. wth.

Skipped Math tutorial. Went to lib to do chem. Fell aslp fr a while. Went fr Chem. Then Bio. Fell aslp in Bio. Then had MT. Fell aslp during MT. Went home aft tt. Fell aslp on the dining table. Shit. I'm falling aslp everywhere.

Trg again tmr. According to coach, no spikes needed which means no sprinting, just the drills. I need tt really. Cos I can't sprint right now w/ many thanks to my knee again. God.. It seriously hurts like shit now. I'm hoping I dun get the kinda deadly injury tt mas hv now. Man.. no sprinting fr almost 2/3 of a yr. Picture tt. Ouch. Anyway tmr I got to ask Gen if she wants to hv gym trg aft official track trg ends. Maybe once a wk or smth.

Monday, August 22, 2005 | 9:58 PM

Had a bad day. Skipped SPE cos of the stupid ACES day dance thing. I wonder which dude in the right mind wld enjoy tt. Hahas.. Told Mr Samad tt I hv migraine which is nt true. Bio was spent talking w/ Jon. Jon's funny man. Spent like almost all e time chatting. But e beginning of the photosyn chap isn't tough.. wait till the part on the calvin's cycle or whatever it is.

Break time. EAT. But cldn't finish my plate of rice. Had to dump it away. And tt is my lunch. At 9.40 for god's sake. And btw, knocked my knee intot he audi's seat. Tt's is damn pathetic. Know there's this bloody blue-black on my knee. I can't even walk properly w/o staggering. Is tt e right word.. heck it.

Chem was bullshit. Ms Loh was just nagging and repeating the stuff on the screen. Just copied w/o bothering to understand. Hahas. I am so in trouble fr Chem. But tt's nth compared to my Math yea? Guess I gotta review those freaking chem notes soon. SOON.

Bio prac has gt to do w/ leaf discs. I think e plant is some peppermint plant. But they leaves smell like shit. So much fr MINT. Screwed up the prac. Mst of us did yea. Esp e guys. Paul totally screwed his leaf discs. Me and TKL spilled our HNaCO3 soln. Derick and Alvin had soln shooting out of their syringes. And many of our leaf discs just refuse to sink. I had to use my straw to force them dwn. So much for Skill B SPA yea.

GP. Hahas.. slack. And I almst pissed Ms Leow. NO thnks to Jon and me chatting non-stop while others were presenting. And I've gotta thank Tmo fr doing e lesson plan fr our grp. I'm too lazy to do ya.

Aft tt went to get a bun b4 heading dwn fr trg. Trg was such a flop. fr me at least. Totally screwed everything up. Broke the stick while jumping drills. W/ tt wonderful bruise on my knee and ONE BUN fr lunch and many late nights.. Lols. Felt damn giddy during trg. Ahmad is fast. But I wasn't on form. But its gd to hv a new fast tracker. Makes me push then slack. But its pretty demoralising yea.. But who cares.

Went bubble tea w/ Kenny, Eng Han, Jean nd Crystal. Crapped drank ate and left e place.

And I'm out of exco. I can't take the welfare post. And come to think of it, I'm nt responsible fr stuff. But Mr Lee did tell me to take it up. Zzzz. He left it vacant fr the moment. Maybe I'll consider. MAYBE.

| 12:53 AM

I guess it has to be the way Mrs Lim phrased the welfare dept when she intro it. It has to be the laughter of the trackers when they heard of the welfare dept. Tt is why I refuse to accept tt post. And me being given tt post coupled w/ all those laughs. I can't accept it. Aft those commitments/efforts this is what I'm given.. sighs. I'm disappointed w/ myself.

And those who tagged at my tagboard. Thanks. Be it negative or positive. The feedback showed me hw others look at me which I think is precious. Cos ppl won't tell tt to my face. Hahas. Have a nice day ahead. (:

Sunday, August 21, 2005 | 4:18 PM

"Fuck Off"

A shimmy shimmy cocoa cocoa pu- pu - fuckin puffs bitch
It's the K-K-Kid Rock with the K-K-Kid Rock shit
I'm on top bitch and rock for tricks
Hella whips and nips and flip trips for whips
I get all the money pussy falls like rain
Been gettin laid and paid that's why I never complain
If I ain't in it for the money, I'm in it for the P
It's 1998 yo and you still can't fuck with me
You don't be fuckin with the blue eye
Fuckin with my 2-5 hope your fuckin ass like my shoe size
I got a new vibe, kinda like voodoo
You do what we say and we'll do what we want to
We're fuckin up your city and we're fuckin up your progam
Fuckin all your bitches we don't fuckin give a god damn
Twisted Brown gets down with no assistance
We won't quit until we're banned from existence
Persistance pays if that holds true
Then I'm a buy this fuckin planet before the time I'm through
I was praised and raised on the thoughts of no fakin
So I'm gonna get what I got coming and the rest I'm takin
I'm shakin like Jerry Lee Lewis and shit
You act like a motherfucker's new at this shit
But I've been true to this shit given my heart and soul
Been shinin like a diamond but gettin passed as coal

So Fuck Off
Yeah

With my pants half hangin off my ass and shit
Bowl filled with hash pockets stuffed with cash
I be the mushroom trippin sippin shots of Jack
Cause the kids don't listen gettin lots of flack
I be the do wa diddy up and down you block and
The ten karat Kid with my triggers cockin
The K the I the D R O C K motherfucker and you still don't know me
So blow me bitch I don't rock for cancer
I rock for the cash and the topless dancers
Don't have no answers so pass the joint
I'm just paid in full and made in Detroit
I ride like Setta in the Indy five
And get live with that which get's me high
Strive for perfection this much is true
We do what we say you say what we do
Kid Rock I couldn't be no Bozo
And I get too much P to ever be no homo
Rock from So Ho to Arizona
I'm an easy rider dreamin of Wynonna
I roam the country like a Greyhound bus
Put faith in lust and in God I trust
I'm not Peter Pan I don't fuck with fairies
But I bust more rhymes than virgin cherries
And Harry Carey couldn't call my game
Fucked so many hoes I'm in the hall of fame
And I show no shame from coast to coast
I don't mean to brag, but I like to boast

Fuck Off

Yeah right in your mother fuckin ass bitch
With that Detroit city shit ain't shit switched We're on the same script
Nothing new since 76 Kid Rock
Yo Slim Shady come break these mother fuckers off

Yo tell the world to hold their breath they're breathing the wrong air
This planet belongs to me and this hippy with long hair
Two white boys who spike punch and light joints
Hang around drugs loud music and like noise
Slim Shady and Brown Trucker another bunch of mother fuckers
Who hate the world as much as each other
And I ain't leaving this party tonight
Till I see some naked bitches dancin around drunk touchin each other
Rum and Pepsi got your perception of me sketchy
Cause when I stage dive people are scared to catch me
Cause all I do is curse and fuck
So when I do shrooms you all better give me two rooms
Cause I'm fuckin the first one up
So when you see me on your block you better lock your cars
Cause you know I'm losin it when I'm rappin to rock guitars
This is for children who break rules
People that straight fool
And ever single teenager that hates school

Fuck Off

rebellious nature huh~?

| 4:10 PM

"We Believe"

There's a woman crying out tonight
Her world has changed
She asks God why
Her only son has died
And now her daughter cries
She can't sleep at night

Downtown
Another day for all the suits and ties
Another war to fight
There's no regard for life
How do they sleep at night
How can we make things right?
Just wanna make this right

We believe
We believe
We believe
We believe
We believe
We believe
In this love

We are all the same
Human in all our ways and all our pain(So let it be)
There's a love that could fall down like rain(Let us see)
Let forgiveness wash away the pain(What we need)
And no one really knows what they are searching for(We believe)
This world is crying for so much more

We believe
We believe
We believe
We believe
We believe
We believe
In this love
We believe
We believe
We believe
We believe
We believe
In this love

So this world
Is too much
For you to take
Just lay it down and follow me
I'll be everything you need
In every way

We believe
We believe
We believe
We believe
We believe
We believe
In this love(In this love)
We believe(In this love)
We believe(In this love)
We believe(In this love)

| 2:53 PM

As expected..

everything's changing

nothing remains

its gone

just let it be.

Saturday, August 20, 2005 | 12:40 PM

yea right.. fuck off.

shit. I dunno what to type. Jus woke up frm tt horrid shit ytd. Left e bbq 1/2 way aft the announcement of the new exco. Oh great. I got fucked up w/ a brand new fucked up post, welfare. WHAT THE FUCK. I SWEAR I HATE THIS POST. FUCK COACH.. HOW CAN HE EVEN THINK OF GIVING ME THIS POST??? Maybe I've nt been committing enough. And yea I suck. I suck at everything. I can't sprint for nuts. I've nt even reach the Nationals standard. In coach's mind I'm useless.. and I haven't forgotten how I got to go dwn myself to Parkway to get those fucking ankle weights w/ no fucking funding frm e sch or him. And Gen gets it all. WHAT THE FUCK? The reason? I'm nt the best sprinter in terms of quality. FUCK HIM. And ytd bbq was simply shit. Mrs Lim said smth abt being disappointed w/ the yr 1s as we didn't do the bbq-ing of the food. OK. WHAT THE HELL IS THAT SUPPOSE TO MEAN.. I can't bbq meat, she knows tt. And coach made me go dwn to compass point to buy all e fucking drinks and tidbits which I only ate so fucking little. And I had to fucking dig out 6 bucks frm my own pocket. 6 bucks isn't much but Coach gave me this serve-you right-look and said tt he only gave me 20 bucks why I got more drinks than I'm suppose to get. And he told me before I left tt I hv to clean up the fucking mess aft the bbq ends at 10.30pm. That was the last straw. SO HE THINKS TT I'M EASY TO COMMAND ARD AND DO THE FUCKING ODD THINGS YEA? SO MUCH FOR WELFARE POST. Came home ytd and mailed him tt I reject tt fucking post. If he insists, I'll quit track. Its time I show him tt altho he's my coach, I'm nt going to be his dog. If he wants a dog, find someone else. I've got my dignity so FUCK OFF.

Wednesday, August 17, 2005 | 11:55 PM

Legs dead

My legs are so dead. Trust me. All e jump drills are sick. They make me sick. But again. Its suppose to help me. Coach keeps trying to encourage me to do them by telling me tt I've improved. ok.. how exactly wld I know? W/o the seniors ard.. I can't gage my speed anymore. Unless there's timing yea? I won't want to imagine the pain tmr when I wake up. Anyway Coach voimitted like 3x today during trg. Think he's badly sick. Sad for him. Okk.. sad for us too. Cos Mr Chew took e last part of the trg prog and he made us do e competition running drills which is really fucking pain fr the legs esp aft we jumped ard so much w/ the hurdles and so on.. Then he made us do the steps thing. And finally standing starts. (which is nt even helping us improve, serious!) But I got to see e newcomer Ahmad's speed. Not bad.. I welcome competitions frm others. Then I'll improve right.. ahahs.. crap.. But seriously he's too competitive. We're suppose to do standing starts w/ the leg widening thingy 1st.. but he just sped off. So he thinks he's 1st.. lols. Nah~ tts just my selfish thots. I hope he's a motivation to make me run faster. I do need some one to push me.. and he'll need someone to chase yea? =p Ok.. THICK-SKINNED.

Didn't go w/ Crys and Prat to Queensway. Man! I've gt som much wk to do.. no time to go there anymore. Sorry gals. But tmr will try to help em out aft ach since my tuition is cancelled. YAY. I mean it. I can't stand tuition anymore. The teacher's fine.. but I am tired and wiped out. Pls show some sympathies fr my poor tiny brain cells will ya?

Anyway.. Friday I wonder if I shld go dwn and train on my own or smth.. cos I dun want my fitness to go dwn.. and my speedwk is just on e rise now.. its nt ez to develop tt la.. like wth. Took me quite some time to actually work it out. Damn it.

Arghhhh~ my legs hurt... Its kinda numb now.. Oh fuck it. Its killing me. Anyway Gen's ankle weights which are the same as mine actually broke dwn today. The thread thingy came out. I hope mine won't end up like hers man. Tt's like so pathetic. Must be her sweat's fault. Or her legs are too muscular. LOLS.

There's chem makeup tmr and I havent done anything fr th wksheet. I dun a shit abt Mass spec and the gases thing. I'm simply too lazy. And there's Chem spa trial tmr. SHIET. I dunno what shit I'll write. Oh and I was called out during Bio lec today and I couldn't ans Ms Leo's Qn. What a freaking embarrasment. But the whole class couldn't ans fr me either. Lols. But Sin Kei did help me.. but I was too.. whatever u call it. I'm tired man.. I gtg. Ciao.

Tuesday, August 16, 2005 | 11:47 PM

Sucks..

Man.. I've gt this feeling tt I really over-exerted myself this time during e last trg. My whole body's aching now. Esp the legs. The thinghs, calves, shins, ankles and even the soles la.. like wtf. Its really killing me. ok.. so tmr I'll be running like a snail. GeeZ~ this sucks. I hate the feeling of being unable to give ur best. But will still see abt it and pray tt I can make it tmr. All e stress these days are killing me. Surely a gd run wld destress me. tt's if Coach dun attempt to murder our legs w/ all e jump drills. Yea I admit I need them k? But tt doesn't mean I shld be tortured. And I shall nt bring thos e horrid ankle weights tmr. Me legs are alr dying. Doing so wld be stabbing a corpse. Hahas.. doesn't make sense.

Had NAPFA test on pull ups. I swear I'll train for pull ups soon man. I suck at it. Only did 3. How sad can tt be? Weimin did 13 la.. shit man. I feeling so inferior. XD And bcos of tt I'll end up w/ Bronze. HOW FUCKING UGLY IS BRONZE for the NAPFA report? SHIET. knn. Urgh. Slept during Math and Bio tut today. I am damn tired. Must be the insufficient slps these nights. Ok I'll go get some slp now b4 I faint during trg tmr. GOD I'M WIPED.

p.s. Yea.. I shldn't call Vivan that word. Was just pissed w/ someone else in my mind. You know who yea.. whatever.. I'm just feeling not right now. Not to mention tired.

Monday, August 15, 2005 | 11:51 PM

Stress is finally up on me..

Ok I officially proclaimed tt I'm a bus and stressed up person. The school work killed me man. Anyway, had trg today. Did e normal drills and e weirdo drills.. e jumping stuff. I finally know hw to jump w/ two legs. Ok whatever. Did e workout which was pretty slack. 150x2 and 80mx2. Coach claimed tt I've improved in terms of speedwork but the bounce is STILL NOT THERE. Zzzz. I'm getting impatient w/ my progress. Fabian intro to me his jumnps drill the one where u jump and cycle ur leg thingy. Can't wait to try it out. But now I gotta to recover frm those bad cramps last Friday and fresh shin splints tt just got me today. But they shld be minor ones tho. Aft tt we did warmp dwn and blah blah.. Then went w/ Crys and Prathiba to TM where crys gt smth frm wallet shop and I gto my Rotiboy bun. Then went to Queensway w/ em to get some stuff .

There's class PE tmr.. feel like re-doing my 2.4km. Cos I feel that I suck at it now man. Even Kenny does it at 11min. I mean c'mon fr my size I can definitely do better than tt. Plsss... I cant stand being labelled as being the same speed as someone twice my size. No offence but it seriously insults my stamina la. But again my stamina do suck. Hahahs.. Weimin today siad he wanted to try track trg but this is like the dunno hw many times he has been preaching abt it. And he hasn't turned up once fr it. Zzzz... nxt time he mention it again I'll tell him off. LOLS. Cool~ So much fr prmoting track. And yea` I heard tt some gal called Vivian's joining track la.. no angst against her but I do hate sluts esp those tt go fucking flirt w/ all e guys and trying to bastard them. You know what I mean.. man.. if she joins track I'll mst prob form some Anti-her gang and fuck her away. Eh.. tt sounds like a jerk. Who cares..

OK gotta go do my chem tutorial. I dun want to get chased out of class tmr.

p.s. Mr Chew asked if I'm in council.. does tt mean I'm getting some pose fr exco in track?
Whatever it is, dun make me the secretary, treasurer, track IC or even captain. I'm ok w/ vice cap tho. OK i'm thick-skinned. ZZZZ

Sunday, August 14, 2005 | 2:38 PM

Took this when we're trying to put up e banners during track championships.. shld hv posted this long ago tho. 

| 2:28 PM

The butter cookies frm Sarah. Its so neat I shan't eat 'em. (: 

| 2:24 PM

Hui Ning's hamster.. as u can see PW is so boring we had her hamster chill us out. Hahas.. 

| 2:23 PM

Hehs~ look at e lil' fella poking its nose. 

Saturday, August 13, 2005 | 11:18 PM

I need the hols..

This is boring. The wkend just came and now its gg to leave. ZZZZ. Anyway, Firday's trg was ok but I got cramps. No thanks to Mr Yazid and his leg-killing drills. And I can't jump hurdles using two legs for nuts. I rather run and jump like hurdlers do. In any case, jumping has never been of any interest to me esp those tt require 2 legs at a go. Geez.. Aft trg slacked at the squash courts. Then aft tt went to Audi in my stinking PE shirt and enjoyed Drama Nite. And hell great it was. They deserve all e praises. Esp the HK accent dude and those 8 gals in e 2nd play. LOADS of ppl were in e audi. They even had to place extra chairs fr e crowd. Altho I didn't hv my dinner but yea it was worth it. Aft tt went w/ Joanne, Chun Ho, Shan, janice and some other gal to TM small mac to hv supper. Ate a hell load and yea crapped a hell load too. Then home we headed.

Woke up at 10+ today and went to Hui Ning's place to do PW w/ Jon, Mel and SinKei.. slacked mst of e time away. Hahas.. went to Rivervale Mall w/ them and I leeched on Hui Ning's cheese fries. Hahas! Then walked ard. Hit the DVD stores and NTUC but ended up we only got a cup of corn fr me and Hui Ning. Sk had her soya milk or smth like that.. Cont w/ PW. Err.. but I spent time watching Inunyasha.. is it spelt this way.. Wadeva. Then finalised some stuff and went home. Wasn't as boring as I taught.. I didn't die of pw tho.. hahas. Bumped into Berlinda today. Heard tt they gt their Os CL results ytd. Well, those who didn't make it this time try again yea? I also retook my MT last yr.. LOLS.

Anyway Mum came back and tt rox. It means no more disgusting dinner frm Dad. X) I can cook better than Dad man.. I'm just lazy. Hahas.. Anyway there's TV to catch. Cya ard.

Thursday, August 11, 2005 | 11:02 PM

Slack..

Like I've said, I did skip MT in e morning today. Went to e lib. Slpet some time away and did some chem. Went fr PW. Submitted my EoM. Mr Lee seemed ok w/ my EoM except my conclusion which was hastily done. Break w/ Jon, Derrick and TK. Its super boring. Bio was slack time as usual. Didn't bother to pay attention. Ms Loew gave us a GP test today. In fact it ended up as a wits test. The last Qn of the paper stated: To get full marks fr this paper, simply write ur name on paper using a pencil. Hahas.. I'm nt witty but I'm lazy so I jumped str8 to e last Qn. But man.. Jon and e rest are damn quick at it.. handed in before me. Hahas. Ok I'm witless. XD Aft tt went to lib w/ Shirlene, Derrick, Weimin, TK and Tmo. I settled some last few doubts on thermochem b4 attending the mass make-up lesson.. aft tt went home w/ Kenny.

Reached my bus stop w/ Sarah. Hahas.. then we headed home fr our Math tuition which I swear aft it, I'm in totally no mood to do anything else. Its simply brain-cell-draining.

When I was having my bath some shampoo went into my eyes and fuck it. Its fucking pain. Felt as tho there's leeches on my eyeball. Grrr... its still hurting. tried to run water into my eyes but its shit not working. Dad reckon I shld jus wait till tmr cos it will mst prob leave me by tmr morning when I wake up. But what if it doesn't? And there's trg tmr.. I can't sprint w/ only one eye's view yea?

And yea I managed to get Vui Sin's spikes fr 15bucks. Tog w/ those christmas spike-nails. Woohooos. So in future I can choose to wear either YH's or VuiSin's. Cool. Hahas..

OUCH>>>>>> FUCKING PAIN... zzzz

| 1:11 AM

What the foooooooook~

Jus completed my EoM. I swear I hate PW. What the fook is it for anyway? I don't know how to fooking write an EoM. But I did it within 2 hours anyway. Hahas.. so you can expect it to be nth but a piece of crap. Its 1st draft so I'll just need to hand it in for Mr Lee to see. That's all. All this few days of hols are just gone like that. I'm so freaking busy these few days. Not that I'm mugging (I am guilty abt this) but I've been slping like god knows what pig. And I havent got to visit mom in the hospital which is damn far btw. I didn't train as Coach instructed to. So I'm prepared to die on Friday's trg. And tt Temasek dude will be ard which means I can't slack as he's so ard my pace fr 100m itself. Nt to mention is 400m tho. GeeeZ~ I'm so stressed. And I got a weird haircut. Hair's freaking short and weird. Hahas.. National Day was a bore. The only significance is tt we're 40 yr old now. And tt its held at Padang this yr. Hmmm.. watched some TV. SOME. x) Anyway, I've still got loads of revision to do. i am so behind tmie fr almost everything. Yea. In fact everything. But then these will come tmr or rather in e morning. At this rate.. I think I'll end up skipping MT tmr yet again. Luckily another wkend is on its way here. You can tell how freaking tired I am.. will update again asap. Ciao.

Monday, August 08, 2005 | 11:59 PM

The reebok dry fit shirt fr running.. frm Leroy and Kenny. This tee rocks~! (:

| 11:59 PM

Nike bottle frm Derrick, TK and Weimin 

| 11:57 PM

Longans frm Candice.. hahas.. this one's cute.

| 11:55 PM

The capsicum from Audrey 

| 10:59 PM

Oh ya~ this' e list of peeps who wished me happy bday. Thanks ppl! (:
(in order of timing)

Mom and Dad
Crystal
Bro.
Yao Sheng
Hai Hui
Heidi
Derrick
WeiMin
Teng Kuang
Audrey
Candice
Karmun
Zhuo Jie
The whole of 05s09
Ms Loh
Mei Ning
Sarah
Shermaine
Some Indian dude tt I don't know frm Sarah's class.. x)
Amir
Jonathan
Kenny
Daryl
Teresa
Leroy
James
Pillai
Josh
Joanne
Stef
Chai Yun
Adeline
Sock Peng
Cheng Hsuan
all e relatives
Jie Ying
Zi Xiang

If I miss any of u ppl out I'm sry yea? but tell me and I'll add u in.. Hahas.. Its nt easy to recall yea?

| 6:15 PM

(: I'm 17. Hahas..

Woke up in e morning late. Dragged myself to sch. Checked my phone to see Heidi's msg wishing me a Happy B'day. Hahas.. OK.. I AM touched. Had loads of time os smses coming in. But e fact tt Heidi's one came at 6am. Man.. tt's early! (: Reached sch field and was damn surprised to see Derrick, TK and Weimin handing me their b'day gift fr me. XD Hmm.. I really didn't expect this frm them. Its the Nike water bottle.. Yea, it will be gd use to me during track trg in future. Hahas.. Then Audrey and Candice gave me their B'day presents. Audrey gave me a CAPSICUM. The bright red one. ~lol. Candice gave me this bouquet of LONGANS. ~rofl.

Headed to Hall fr the performances. Nt very impressive but nevertheless acceptable. At least the ending was better. Nt the typical dismissal style. s09 sang e bday song right ifo of whole hall. So ps.. I must hv turned redder than tt capsicum. XD Took some photos as a class. I think tt was a great one. And e video w/ Ms Low coming in was funny. Cos she's posing fr the camera but it turned out to be recoring our movements. ~lol. Then we went back to class where we just slacked. Aft tt went to Uncle Louis fr breakfast w/ Tmo, TK and Derrick. Was late fr Bio mass SPA theory remedial. Mrs Gay mentioned HER name during tt lecture countless times cos her Bio reports were fantastic. At least according to her. But to be honest it suck. I'm frank. I mean we're nt gg to use computers and printers to type and print our reports during the actual SPA assesment yea? So Mrs Gay shld quit being bias to those who used cpu to do their reports. Its a waste of time and they get lesser exposure to completing their paperwk w/in the given time. Anyway my bio report isn't tt bad. Its jus nt printed out. So guess who I felt like killing at tt pt of time. ~lol.

Aft sch met up w/ Kenny and went to TM. Saw Leroy and his peeps frm A03. And I am superly touched cos altho I only knew Leroy fr abt a wk. I am surprised he actually forked out a pretty huge sum of money fr my present which he shared w/ kenny. And I like tt Reebok dryfit shirt. (: And Pillai forgot my bday is today. I was like wth? We're best frens and u forgot? Hahas.. okies can't blame him. He's nt into bdays. But my bday is like 8.8.88? Hw hard is it to rmbr? ~rofl. Today my best bday present is the news tt my mom pulled through her operation fr today. Her op lasted frm morning 7 till 2pm. And she survived. (: It was a really dangerous one. Mom and Dad gave me my bday present beforehand. Cos she was afraid she might nt be alive aft e op and will nv ever be able to hand to me my present. I hv nt opened it up. Okies.. I'm in a rush to go over to my uncle's place. Wonder what they hv in stall fr me. lol. Cya ard.. will update soon.

Sunday, August 07, 2005 | 5:46 PM

Wahahas..

Love our NDP'05 theme song dance by Rui En and Taufik? Check this out here.

Oh and I found smth funny abt the NKF incident. Its incorporated frm the Infernal Affairs. Folks, this is real talent. Sarcastic yet hilariously true. Check it out.
Part One.
Part Two.

P.S. Don't fall off ur armchair.

Saturday, August 06, 2005 | 7:24 PM

Zzz..

Ytd was a bad day.. did the GP compre and skipped Math lec cos its Mrs Tay teaching. There’s seriously no pt going to her lec cos its just too fast. Headed to the library instead. Fell aslp while reading some bks abt track. Then Chem was on prac evaluation which was a waste of time cos Ms Low went on and on abt e same thing over and over. Bio lecture was very bad. But Ms Leo did her best in gg slow. We needed that. Cos there’s this big chunk of new words in respiration.. fr example Oxaloacetate. It was like wtf? Then had Math test during tutorial. Almost handed in blank piece of paper but decided to just jot dwn a few stuff which I thot is totally rubbish. Had extra lesson w/ Mr Wong cos I missed mst of e bridging courses.. in fact all of them. Aft tt had waffle in e sch and waited fr Crystal and Leroy before gg fr track trg.

Played frisbee. We thot it wld be no kick as its just throwing and catching but it isn’t. And Coach actually put those in ankle weights together as a team. And we had only 4 ppl compared to other team w/o ankle weights w/ 5 ppl plus coach himself! Wtf? The score is super shit. 7 vs 1. There was this Temasek sec dude who joined us fr trg. Heard frm him his 400m is 56s. Nt bad compared to me I mean I really suck in 400m. REALLY. And his 100m is 0.1s off me and my event is suppose to be 100m And he’s a sec student. I mean c’mon.. its time I improve by a big margin. Or else I’m seriously hopeless. Heard frm Leroy tt Tuesday’s class PE Mr Samad will be taken over by Coach and he’ll be doing track w/ us. OMG~ Tuesdays will be hell fr me in future.. Did 250m and 350m w/ weights. Then Masturah fainted although she didn’t train w/ us but I guess its e heat frm the frisbee. So coach told us to stop but the guys did one last 250m sprints w/o weights. And although I’m suppose to go faster.. somehow I felt I’m dragging myself. That is like shit. Its e feeling tt I’m nt pushing to e max. And I head footsteps frm the 2nd runner which really freaked me out. Sighs. After tt had drinks in canteen w/ Leroy, Joanne, Jie Yi and Genever. Crapped a while before gg home. The vending machine cheated my money!! Fuck it. Almost 2 bucks went just fr a pack of p.chips.

Met up w/ ZJ, Stef, Cheng H and Kenny fr badminton. The fucking wind was so strong it blew everything off. I wasn’t in e mood fr badminton anyway. Went to Kenny’s hse. Had some lunch but I was only given a piece of biscuit cos there’s no fd fr me. -.- Hahas. Caught up loads w/ them. Poly life seem so much less stressful. CH can get 27/30 fr a test. I don’t even thinkI can hit 17 in sch. Now I really miss sec sch days where even browsing thru e textbk allows u to get at least a pass. I’m getting stressed up up. The pile of things I hv to complete. Its killing me..

How long can I escape frm myself. I hate you fr all this..I hope all my anger directed at u wld aid me to forget you but scars wld still remain no matter what..

Friday, August 05, 2005 | 12:02 AM

A Little Teaser
Something more light hearted for a change.

My Dearest,
Please do not take this in jest,
I really do think you're the best.
You have the most beautiful eyes,
That’s where I let my gaze rest.

A woman with such good connections
Must have near infinite selection.
But you give me such a big smile,
So please ignore my imperfections.

I know that this poem's a farce,
But I'm running a bit short on class.
I'd like to take you up the West End,
It’s an evening we'd never surpass.

It's said that I'm not very slick,
And some people think that I'm thick.
I don't have a very big room,
But please don't dismiss me too quick.

I suspect that I'm pushing my luck,
Please don't say I'm out for a duck.
Come join me tonight for a film,
And I'll never treat you like muck.

When I see you I just have to thank
The Lord that I can be so frank.
Without you I'd just have to cry,
But I know on your love I can bank.

-----Ok, think that wasn't funny at all? Take out the last word of all the third lines, and replace it with a word that rhymes with the rest of the stanza.

Ans:
1st stanza: breast
2nd stanza: penetration
3rd stanza: thrust? (I'm not sure abt this one)
4th stanza: prick
5th stanza: fuck
6th stanza: whank (if u dunno what this means.. u're a nerd.)

btw, credits to Mr Tan fr this. Ppl who know who he is.. u shld hv expected this long ago yea?

Wednesday, August 03, 2005 | 10:37 PM

Can't believe it

Can't believe tt there are actually new ppl joining track. 2 guys and 2 gals turned up today. Bryan frm tennis.. I hv no idea why he quit tennis tho. And Leroy whom I got to know frm my class PE w/ the Arts peeps. BOth guys joined sprints. Ha.. I won't be alone anymore. Smirks. Mei Ning frm my chinese class and Liqing is Eldora's fren. Hahas.. So I sort of gt to know e new ppl pretty quick. Today's trg was weird. Did the agility test. The pathway is damn confusing. I spent more time figuring the weird path than running. And my timing was slower than Bryan or was it Leroy.. can't rmbr. But I had my ankle weights on.. Fabian had ankle weights too but I dunno hw he managed to get a timing lower than mine. Ok.. my agility sucks alright.. Then did the 2leg jump over hurdle thing and sprint off thingy. The timing was pathetic. I guess its got to do w/ e ankle weights. Then did 350m and 250m. Finally I got to come in before others. Its been a long time since the last time I reached the finsihing line before others. All thanks to speedy seniors. Ok.. I'll learn frm them. Hahas.. if it's ever possible that is.

Saw tt bitch and her stead. Gt damn fucked up. What an insult.. e stead is so pathetically disfigured. Can't believe I'm incompetent to someone so lowly feasilble to e eyes. Nt tt I'm gd but tt dude's really sick looking. W/ some out of place teeth.. he looked exactly like a spastic. I'm so gg to dao her during nxt track trg. KNN. Fuck off sia.

Tuesday, August 02, 2005 | 9:08 PM

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I am thirsty fr revenge. sweet revenge.

| 7:58 PM

I'll never forgive. Unless I see you getting fucked up. So poke ur pussy somewhere else away frm me.

| 12:39 AM

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