rain on me
Tuesday, March 28, 2006 | 12:07 AM

I found this quiz on Shuyun's blog...
Your Candy Heart Says "Hug Me"
A total sweetheart, you always have a lot of love to give out.Your heart is open to where ever love takes you!
Your ideal Valentine's Day date: a surprise romantic evening that you've planned out
Your flirting style: lots of listening and talking
What turns you off: fighting and conflict
Why you're hot: you're fearless about falling in love
What Does Your Candy Heart Say?

OMFG?! This is a big joke.

Monday, March 27, 2006 | 11:40 PM

AND so today was quite an exciting and happy day.
The class gals got 1st for both 4by100 and 12by100.
The guys got 2nd for 4by100 I believe but we sort of tie in with 3rd so not really sure of our position. I cut 2 guys when I did the last leg. The feeling was quite gd. Altho my muscles almost died frm it. Had to apply so much helluva deep heat I think my legs smelled like a tube of it alr.
The class told me I'm a super mugger which is so not true. I just did my homework for Econs and I don't understand a single shit of the diff b/w Qty dd and demand. Until Hem and Jaja tried to shed some light on me did I sort of understand but I still dun get it la. I am suppose to read it up cos I really feel vey dumb. but I spent time on Chem tut just now and I didn't even complete it. Why must track trg end so late!?! muthafucka.
We did the yellow stilts thing today AGAIN. wtf. I hate that menancing-looking thing that galres at you when you are abt to jump. It appears to rise up the ground twds u when u try to jump. I tihnk its the colour that weaken my will to jump. Today I wasn't on form, prolly due to the hamstring tension and my trg was kinda flop. I dun really give a damn cos when I'm injured I shld conc on recovering instead of shocking my muscles eh? Ok I got to chiong to fin up my bio hmwk. I am such a dead meat la.. judging frm the pile of work undone. Oh yes I need slp, I'm turning into an endangered panda soon. YAWNS.

Sunday, March 26, 2006 | 2:38 PM

you see... I figured that since I am so super lazy and was doing nth much at my desktop flipping pages past my alr dozing off eyes, I might as well type away to keep myself awak. Look at the time man. Its 2.40 and I'm so tired alr. ARRRRGH.

I've got loads of things to do man. I know I'm suppose to type this out on Fri night or latest Sat noon but I forgot all abt it, k let's see:
  • Econs handout 3 ( I think so)
  • Print Econs wksheets
  • Chem small paper.
  • Chem tut, atomic structure
  • Bio cell membrane notes which is not finished in school
  • Math (everything la)
  • Buy correction tape
  • Buy lock for locker
  • Buy deep heat fr my poor hamstrings.

So you can see what kind of sickhead I am to have so much stuff undone. Grr. Ok back to work.

Friday, March 24, 2006 | 7:56 PM

I FOUND MY FILE.

I FOUND MY FILE.
I FOUND MY FILE.
I FOUND MY FILE.
I FOUND MY FILE.
I FOUND MY FILE!!!

woohoos. Found it under the shelter thing at the tracks. Damn it I jumped up and down and prolly could have shouted across the atlantic ocean and awoken all the sleeping dolphins and seahorses. HAHAHAHHAS. Yes the file is that important to me.

Anyway, ytd was crappy cos right before I found my file my whole head was filled with images of re-copying all my notes. I feared the weekend wld be gone copying away non-stop. WAHAHAS. Thank God man. I'm starting to fear Mrs Loh wld be a lousy econs tchr. I've heard so much abt her. All the bad stuff that is. I find her character very weird. She demands 101% attention and the way she answer to our Qns are always wrong or misleading. And she's super rude. She address the class as 'OI!' wtf man? Ms Sha has been a really great Bio and civics tutor. Ms Huang is ok too altho the class don't understand what she is teaching so far. I guess it has got to do w/ how we behave. We're a little too hyper eh? Maths is still ok. I like Mrs Goh as a GP tchr but I just saw the list of new gp tutors assigned to us permanently and the bad news is.. some guy called Mr Lee will take us over and Mustika and Tze Ping will not be with us!!! ARRRRRRGH. This is so sad. Mustika now only spend time with us during Bio and Chem and H1 maths. shit. I have faith in this yr's subs cos w/ math really kills my interest when I can't do it. The class has been pretty lovely so far. (yea I know some of them read my blog so I shall be discreet and nice, muahahahas.) No laa they're really nice and hyper. Altho we absolutely pissed and bitched in LT3 during chem but it's prolly for the 1st wk. Hopefuly aft that we can concentrate and not be just a hyperactive class. (:

Went gym with Shuyun and managed to train a little. I'm still not used to doing the heavy weights but I promised coach to try la. No wait I promised myself. Excellence in sports and academics. Then we managed to get our lockers frm major tham. Mine is just abv shuyun's. I was hoping like the whole class chop the whole row or smth but it's after sch and we don't know where the rest have all disappeared to. Oh and payment had to be made that day so yea. Trg wasn't bad altho I have this fear to sprint whenever Andrew or Fab is ard. I've got to rid this or I'll never be able to perform for nationals. My hamstring is super super tight now. I guess I have stretch like some rubber band later. Monday's the heats for relays and I swear I hope the class is way more enthu abt it. Some just don't feel like running. arrrrrgh. I want to give the whatever look but for class spirit's sake I did not. (: jiayou 06s08.

okok. I am so bored I did this quiz I found on jon's(rj) blog long time ago. It was on my com but I had no time since last yr. Or rather I forgot. HAHAHAS!

CURRENT
Current mood :: happily mad. Yeaaa I found my working file that I claimed I fucking lost.
Current music :: Oasis’ Champagne Supernova
Current taste :: err? Some remnants of that very sad dinner I ate.
Current hair :: black and messy and yea, just like a nest.
Current clothes :: a really sad and embarrassing mickey mouse tee with ny shorts
Current annoyance :: my bro. He took over the net and I’m typing this on ms word. Damn it.
Current smell :: stinky+adidas deodorant. I think deodorant lost its purpose?
Current thing I ought to be doing :: rofl
Current desktop picture : War of the Worlds dark and scary looking wallpaper
Current favorite band :: rubber band. No serious preference right now.
Current book :: no.
Current cd in stereo :: you just reminded me the death of my ipod nano.
Current crush :: nah.
Current favorite celeb :: nah.
Current hate :: my speakers. Cos it’s the desktop type that delivers music w/o the blast.
DO I
Smoke? :: passive smoking yea. All thanks to dumb neighbours and senseless ppl at bus-stops
Have a dream that keeps coming back? :: wet dreams? Rofl.
Read the newspaper? :: no. that explains why I am so backdated in current affairs
Have any gay or lesbian friends? :: ANDREW YEO!!! For trying to touch Khai’s penis. WTF MAN!
Believe in miracles? :: yeaaa. I will if I get A for math w/o working a tad for it.
Believe it's possible to remain faithful forever? :: look at the babe walking past!
Consider yourself tolerant of others? :: no way. Look at the time I spend with the class bitching abt ppl. But jon said I’m tolerant. I wonder why.
Consider love a mistake? :: love at first sight is.
Like the taste of alcohol? :: I don’t take alcohol
Have a favorite candy? :: favourite no. Eye candy yes.
Believe in astrology? :: is it abt stars of horoscope or both? Fate is in our hands man.
Believe in magic? :: no but power yes.
Have any pets? :: yes. ANDREW YEO.
Go to or plan to go to college? :: oh yes. NUS?
Have any piercings? :: no.
Have an obsession? :: like of lime green and music?
Have a secret crush? :: nah.
Do they know yet? :: -
Care about looks? :: who wouldn’t. a witch and a hot babe, I know you want the witch! Like duh~.
LOVE LIFE
Ever been in love? :: yes
Do you believe in love at first sight? :: yes although it may not last.
Do you believe in "the one?" :: yea.
JUICY STUFF
Have you ever played a game that required removal of clothing? :: yea.
Have you ever been intoxicated? :: by lactic during training?
Height :: 182. woohoos.
LAST THING YOU
Bought :: H-TWO-O right after training.
Ate :: some deep-fried unhealthy food not suitable for trackers. Like none of us care.
Drank :: ribena
Read :: the paper from Mr Yazid showing the timings of the cgs for the relays.
Watched on tv :: the commonwealth games.
EITHER/OR/BOTH
club or houseparty :: both
cats or dogs :: dogs
single or taken :: TAKEN by triglyceride. Sorry it’s an inside joke.
pen or pencil :: both
gloves or mittens :: NONE.
food or candy :: junk food
cassette or cd :: it’s the age of mp3 alr man.
coke or pepsi :: none.
this or that :: tits wahahahs.
WHO DO YOU WANT TO
Kill :: nobody yet.
LAST PERSON YOU
Talked to :: bro.
Hugged :: err. Can’t rmbr. Maybe I can after I win smth for sports day or smth like that.
Instant messaged :: Shuyun abt our class relays
WHERE DO YOU
Eat :: at home
Wish you were :: in bed with a laptop instead of a dumb desktop
HAVE YOU EVER
Dated one of your best friends? :: oh yes. We’re seriously not gays.
Loved somebody so much it makes you cry? :: I’m so shy abt this but yes.
Broken the law? :: littering.
Run away from home? :: when I was still immature and think that I can live with $4.
Broken a bone? :: no way and swear I won’t want to.
Played Truth Or Dare? :: yes
Kissed someone you didn't know? :: yes.
Been in a fight? :: with bro?
Come close to dying? :: had suicidal thoughts but that was really silly.
WHAT IS
The most embarrassing CD in your collection? :: F4. I must have been in a trance.
What's your bedroom like? :: a sleep-able place where there’s plenty of alarm clocks that fail to wake me up each morning.
Your favorite thing for breakfast? :: EGGS and CHEESE
Your favorite restaurant? :: nah. I don’t visit them often to know abt my fave.
What do you eat when you raid the fridge late at night? :: CHEESE.
What is your secret guaranteed weeping movie? :: can’t rmbr.
What is your biggest fear? :: failing to get into NUS law? Or whatever course that I once listed. Oh and short term one would be losing the ability to sprint.
What feature are you most insecure about? :: my diet in sch where I live on prata and bread.
Do you ever have to beg? :: I think so.
Are you a pyromaniac? :: wtf is a pyromaniac wait i shall check the dictionary. Wahahahas. LIKE REALLY NO.
Do you know anyone famous? :: Shermaine Goh frm my sch who was in campus superstar 2006?
Describe your bed :: LIME GREEN.
Spontaneous or plain? :: whatever la.
Do you know how to play poker? :: I think I know Indian poker.
What do you carry with you at all times? :: the whole body with the balls.
How do you drive? :: I don’t.
What do you miss most about being little? :: slack everyday looking out for things to do and not the other way round
How much money would it take to get you to absolutely give up the Internet for one year? :: priceless
What color is your bedroom? :: dark blue and lime green
Do you like yourself and believe in yourself? :: yea. I try to coax myself that is.
Do you think you're cute? :: NO.
Do poor, homeless, or starving people sometimes annoy you? :: no. why would they?.
Do you consider yourself to be a nice person? :: that is so obvious. Hahahas.
Do you spend more time with your girlfriend, boyfriend, or your friends? :: friends definitely. You ever been caught "doing something?" :: lots of things. Like dozing off during very very boring gp lectures.

Thursday, March 23, 2006 | 9:43 PM

I FUCKING LOST MY FUCKING WORKING FILE. DAMN IT.
It is always bus 12. It is always the top deck. I say it's cursed la. cheeeeebye.

Wednesday, March 22, 2006 | 7:48 PM

I suck.

I lost to Fabian, a jumper, in 100m time trials.




Was thinking if I shld blog abt plans of quitting track alr.
But ytd I held back.
Today aft time trials, it dawned on me I've not improved a single shitty bit.
My diet in sch is not helping too.
So I guess it's time to think abt it; should just quit running altogether.


Yet there's this rebellious teeny shitty part in me that don't want to give up.
I want to win. But I'm exhausted.
I shouldn't even bother abt sports. I guess life's hard at you when you're perfectionist cos mst of the things don't go your way.
And that kills, all the passion.

Monday, March 20, 2006 | 11:20 PM

Breaking through the new term

HAHAS. Was thinnking of smth that wld sound super mugger and nerd that it will scare everyone away. I hope that sounded so. ANyway 1st day was really cool. My class of new peeps are reall really cool. I still like 05s09 but 06s08 has a bunch of nice and interesting ppl. Plus the fact that the subj combi is smth I won't fear like last yr tog w/ loads of free periods that total up to 10 freaking free feriods made me really appreciate what I have now. Made a couple of new friends in e class and I find Hem damn damn cool. Firstlly her family background is super interesting and her attitude is way on man; the right balance of vulgarities and honest opnions. Perhaps she's gd w/ her expressions. I'm starting to think that I've successfully transformed (conned them into believing) into a mugger. Dinie, Hem and Shuyun are like saying I'm damn mugger. HAHAHAS. I think it's bcos I have a super disorganised think file plus I leave the class the slowest as I take forever to pack up the mess on the desk. rofl. I have no trouble making new friends but wm does. Pity him man. I guess I'm way more pester-ful and outgoing (talkative).

Trg was ok. My thighs look damn scary now la. The muscles are bulging all over. Ok they look pretty gd on me tho. HAHAHAHAS. I'm not into gym wk k. Fabian was torturing me with his 'be a man and do it 12 reps' thing. T.T During sprints today I felt super demoralised. I think I can't run. Oh and I saw Raj today. He can do 11.6s for 100m. ARRRRRGH. Fucking fast la. ANd he commented 12.2s is slow. OH SHIT LA. How to start a term like that man. I shall not be sports-oriented and be a chao mugger! ((: (I didn't get enough slp and I had an overdose of VA just now so that explains the tubbish I type here). But I'm SUPER ANGRY AND MAD AT YAZID. THIS IS NO RUBBISH. He sent s29 dwn for 4by100m. Crudely and 'in you face' manner, I have to say they won't make it la. There's only 2 trackers and the rest altho enthu and eager had only say 1 month of expeirence in relays. How to win? And he's COCKHEADED enough to send them in instead of forming a full track 4by1 team. What Raj said is true. He's young and inexperienced. He does things rashly. (ok that's what I added) He's bloody cock man.

Sunday, March 19, 2006 | 9:40 PM

Goodbye hols, goodbye.

The hols are arriving the end. DAMN IT. It always end as suddenly as it doesn't arrive. In the sound of a fart, the hols are over and we're gg to slog back at sch. I seriously need a kick in the arse to wake up. Oh yes in academics and sports. But overall, the hols are pretty good. I tend to realise so many things over one week.

I need to focus more on my studies and over this whole weeek, anyone can tell that I'm pretty slack. With 2 chap nt revised fr Bio despite reading it on the bus to turf city on Friday, I'm the slowest and most inconsistent student ever. I'll do that right away after typing this.

Managed to spend time with the xy gang. Hey tt sounds nice. XY sounds pro. HAAHAHS. I'm so sry fr xy that day at the haunted hse cos she was pushed ifo us to lead us in while we're forced to move ahead by the next group behind us. I AM HOWEVER NOT SORRY FOR ELYN TAN for grabbing her hand inside the haunted house. Its really dark la. My eyesight sucks cos its super dark k. Fancy me molesting her. She must be dreaming of the impossible. rofl. I'm sry I didn't go fr the BBQ at the chalet, cos I was really chiong-ing home for tv. hahahas.

E-filing trg was stupid and its over. What kind of trg is it when you don't get to have hands-on to try la. I don't know what would happen on the actual day man.

CCA was atrocious. I totally pon 2 trg and one of which I attended w/ Andrew's class was really sad w/o THE DUMB coach. hahahas. And yes, I once again found him the most bias coach on earth. I need to form a gd 4by1 team for the SPH relays and thrash in the comps w/o his absolute guidance. His one-on-one specific attention given to certain ppl totally fucked me off. It's ok once in a while but not everyone in track would like it. Whatever it is, coach wld not enjoy his efforts put in a certain others. DAMN IT. I sound like a bastard. aww, nvm.

AND YES. My ipod has died. It drowned in the washing machine. It's over. I'm going to work during the june hols and earn enough to rake up an ipod video or whatever that is the latest by then. The most interesting thing's that I lost the corpse of the ipod in my own house. Given the size of my hse it cannot just disapparate. SERIOUSLY.

Anyway sch starts tmr, I'll see the class fr the 1st time and tell me abt it, the fear of having bitches or SOBs in the class man. sian.

| 1:29 PM

BIAS-ITY

YOU ARE A BIASED BASTARD.
YOU ARE A BIASED BASTARD.
YOU ARE A FUCKING BIASED SON OF A BITCH.

ok that was for the dumb coach.

His course of actions wld make him regret one day.

Saturday, March 18, 2006 | 12:06 AM

DAMN IT!!! I entirely erased my entry when I highlighted it to copy. But instead I press the fucking spacebar. FUCK FUCK FUCK. It was so fucking long la. CBKNNB BASTRAD. ok fine I shall put in point form la. HOLY bloggger dun have an undo button. HOW holy can that be? F***ING nehneh la! ok, David calm dwn.


  • toe ingrown is killing me (yet again)
  • went fr morning trg with andrew and classmates
  • went to support x-country runners at turf
  • have nt been religious enough recently
  • totally lagging behind for bio revision.
  • heard abt SPH relays and want to form a team with Fabian, tungene and Raj so that we can own Andrew and Khai's team.. hahahas. no la. they formed with their class alr.
  • DAMN IT. now this entry is so pathetically short. It was so juicy and gossip-y k. FUCK LA.

seriously. CALM DOWN dave. sighs.

Wednesday, March 15, 2006 | 10:17 PM

Went for e-filing trg or rather, the talk. It is so boring that I fell aslp with my mouth wide open like the most polite person ever. rofl. I seriously wonder how the hell i"m going to settle the e-filing thing on the actual day. Pray hard I won't screw things up. On 2nd thoughts, we're not liable for any declarations from the tazpayers so I'll heck it la. :p nah. I'm just joking.

trg today sure was demoralising. At 1st I was sort of upset that we're doing fielders' trg cos I simply dislike field events. (cos I can't jump nor throw) So when Mr Santa Claus (name*) and the other indian/eurasian coach came to train us I wasn't enthu la. Perhaps I was tired and so I kept really quiet. But they are really gret coaches who (unlike some coach) pat u on the back aft u completed each set of trg. It felt better la. I seriously was damn demoralized aft trg today.
Its pretty sensitive. 1stly I heard Andrew mentioning some guy called Raj or smth. A new j1 frm sji who can do 100m in ard 11+. Knowing I can't even hit 12 flat now is really bad. It is so bad that I dunno what's my pb. It is pointless to anyway. 2ndly, looking at Andrew and Khai and the rest who joined us recently, I realised I'm making no progress frm my past status. With ppl catching up with me and setting better time trials, I doubt my ability. Ironic it is but I doubt myself now. I used to be so full of myself and only fearing those clear gd ones like Haikal or Vikram. What's with me man. wtf la. 3rdly, Andrew is really hyper and it is hard sometimes to make/remind/coax/persuade/push myself to do more. It is so tiring. I fear losing yet I refuse to put in effort. It's the same in academic and sports. It wasn't like this in the past. I think I'm lazy and not disciplined. It's time to get back my fighting spirit of being a perfectionist. RAWR.

Maybe I'm just tired. I dunno but I really fear.

Tuesday, March 14, 2006 | 11:08 PM

ON monday went to the Jamiyah home with o5s09 for the service learning project. We took away the time slot from another grp (from our sch) that earlier on cancelled their 'booking'. Some kids were pretty scary and my first impression of the home wasn't too gd, probably due to the exterior and how closely it resembled life in a hospital than a home. Now I treasure my bedroom a lot more. (: Anyway the kids were pretty hostile at the beginning which I guess has to be due to the many many groups of students visiting day in day out. I mean who wld feel gd to have students coming to your house as and when and you have no control over it at all? Instead you have to follow what others tell you to do and be commanded around. Some of them are sec sch students and undeniably, I felt sorry for them although I was a tad too pissed with how they conduct themselves. On 2nd thoughts, they're orphans and have no parents to discipline and groom them like we do. So I made no noise abt it. When you see them get wow-ed by magic tricks from Daryl and how elyn played (read BANG) the piano.. you'll silently weep deeply in your heart. I mean it. I'm just glad they were able to withstand us till the end. It was quite a fresh experience.

After that Aud, Daryl, Paul, Joadine, Candice, Hweifung and me went to parkway to pool. I finally thrash them all except Daryl! HAHAHAS. Not that I ever play often. It's like the 3rd or 4th time? Still, I'm a noob at it cos I took so long to aim those balls. Went for fastfood before leaving for home.

Today started badly with me waking up at 11am. Met up with xy at 4? And went over to jm's hse where she's doing some gp with pj. damn sian. Did my stuff and helped them out with their gp. It's kinda boring today. At 7 we left and I chiong all the way back to pasir ris and collected frm bro my nokia collection note. Then I pia to century square, running like some olympic (read MAD) runner. Pleaded the assistant to allow a last collection and she got me my handphone back and kicking alive. ((: damn happy. worth all that running. I bet it look damn nice. With bag swinging 360 degrees plus some oversized looking tee on me. damn it. Tmr's the IRAS e-filing. Heard frm kenny that there's limited space for 200 max. So me and kenny have to be some kan-chiong auntified students who go there early. 1st time I'm ever enthu abt volunteer work (esp in such sectors). Oh and Kenny got me a tic to the tour of the newly to-be-opened budget terminal tgt with zj, des and stef gang. hohos. I'm off cya.

Sunday, March 12, 2006 | 11:21 PM

woohoos. Went dwn to suntec convention hall for the IT fair'06 with Kenny and his Dad just now. Got myself a 256mb thumbdrive, CD-RW and printer ink. woots. Thanks to kenny I got a free ride to and fro. THANKS for the dinner treat k! (: Tmr's the SL project at Jamiyah's home with 05s09. Plus the makeup lecture in the morning. I shall drag myself up and go for it. turn myself into a mugger I must. hahahahahas!

| 3:01 PM

On Friday, it was suppose to be the first official day to the start of trg with the fresh j1s but only a small amt came and obviously yazid wasn't too pleased abt it. So he gave Crystal and Fabian quite a bad time la. Telling crystal to settle tt day's trg on her own. It's really loust attitude frm a coach la. It's ok if he monitors us and all but he was fucking with some girls? wth man. We did time trials where I almost had my shoe flying out and landing on the tracks. Then played frisbee fr quite a short while. Frm there we slacked like nobody's business.

I went with Xueyun, Jiamin and huining to the NUS Centennial open house. Mel had smth on prolly jap class and elyn had some toilet renovation thing on at home so they totally missed this impt day. We went for 3 talks. Arts and soci, science and medicine/nursing. We found the talks kinda pointless. It's all abt the same. Broad-based education.. hard-selling their uni.. 3 or 4 years direct honours.. gg over to an overseas uni for student exchange.. joint/double degree prog with foreign uni and all. It keeps repeating ever since the first time we heard it in our sch itself. Went for the exhibtion booths by diff faculties. Took loads of brochures and asked loads of questions. Admission requirements, competitiveness and areas of study. After a whole day at the open house and past talks, I found myself with a list of want-courses (in random order):

1.Pharmacy
2. Law
3. Business
4. Project and facilities mgt
5. Biologial sciences
6. Psychology
7. Media and communications
8. Political Science

I thought that's a lot alr. I know the competitive ones wld be law and pharmacy requiring distinctions. I feel better to know what I want frm what I'm studying right now. Jm's still wondering abt medicine and the bitch at the medicince booth was a toal fucker. She didn't quite entertain jm when sha made qns. Instead she just kept stated 3As as a basic need. WHO THE HELL DON'T KNOW THAT. 4As, 2 S paper distinction and prolly double A in languages plus passing the interview yea? 230 intake each yr. CRAZY LA. And doctors have no life. Jm will prolly die frm being a doctor even if she becomes one. Constant upgrading and endless researching. Ok that's generalising/sterotyping on my part. WE were complaining how steep the slopes are in NUS esp the ones at the bus-stops. HAHAS. Damn irritating can. I was saying we don't see any extremely round ppl ard cos they prolly lost weight frm walking to the bus-stops. NUS left quite an impression on me. Who wouldn't eh?

On the heavier side. I MISSED my show last night. Fell aslp after dinner when I lied dwn on bed. DAMN IT. And I have this fucking neighbour who is fucking deaf. His 2 slut daughters switches on the fucking speakers to the max la. bloody sluts. I complain to CDC then they know arhh.. hahahas.

Thursday, March 09, 2006 | 3:55 PM

I finally decided to change the skin again. Was already encouraged to do so when I saw zj's blog like weeks ago. DAMN IT. The font is like shit la. Anyway it's green for a better cause. Now readers will find it soothing for their eyes. Ahhh... k, just kidding. I've got this fetish for LIME GREEN.

Collected the class jersey from 05s09. It looks pretty nice. If only it was orange and black! The names are all pathetically small.Now I wished I had put up smth with a greater impact. Like Davidity or smth. Huining had NINGology and xueyun, YUNophobia. DAMN nice and more profound names than a simple david of mine. I'll wait for the new class to settle down. I'll make a comeback so no worries. And by then. I'll trot ard to show off a better name on a better jersey! HAHAS!

These few days have been dead boring. Basically it's still the dumbass orientation. So I didn't go altogether and only went to submit my subj combi paper. Oh yea, the other day I went with the class to the career fair.. we spoke to this woman frm NTU abt Psychology. I suddenly thought of taking it up in uni. Besides the salary, the rest is pretty settled. But the $$$ is like the whole reason why we ever bother gg to uni. OK, at least for me! She said we wld nt earn as much as an engineer for sure if we take up psychology. Ok, fuck it. That will be the last on my list. After it's still a course under arts and social sci.

Monday, March 06, 2006 | 10:40 PM

Ppl come and go. I hope 05s29 wld stick tgt and stay bonded more than ever. Although I'm nt from their class, the loss of Jun Rong came as much a shock to me. Life shld be treasured. Whatever reason he had fr committing suicide, I hope he's off to a better place and he wld forever be etched in our hearts. =/

On a lighter note, I got my damn haircut finally. The lady who cut it fr me was pretty nice altho it wasn't the one Daryl recommended cos the other one was off on mondays. zzzzzzz But still it was a pretty gd haircut altho when she thinned my hair, it felt as tho my scalp is being torn by her. Hair didn't go shorter cos she claimed it wld look ugly if it's short. I don't really care if it looks ugly, shorter more comfortable what. zzzzzzzzzzz

I don't feel like gg to sch fr orientation. But I have to collect the sub combi form like tmr. knn. sighs.. wtf man. I hate repeating a year but its as much as I hate the possibility of throwing As out of the window. DAVID BEAR WITH IT. yawnssssss.
I skipped trg today fr the haircut. I don't care la.

Saturday, March 04, 2006 | 6:49 PM

I did another of those test. HAHAHAS. All seems true tho.

| 5:41 PM

I saw this test from Zj's blog.







the Asserter
Test finished!

you chose AY - your Enneagram type is EIGHT.

"I must be strong"

Asserters are direct, self-reliant, self-confident, and protective.

How to Get Along with Me

  • Stand up for yourself... and me.
  • Be confident, strong, and direct.
  • Don't gossip about me or betray my trust.
  • Be vulnerable and share your feelings. See and acknowledge my tender, vulnerable side.
  • Give me space to be alone.
  • Acknowledge the contributions I make, but don't flatter me.
  • I often speak in an assertive way. Don't automatically assume it's a personal attack.
  • When I scream, curse, and stomp around, try to remember that's just the way I am.


What I Like About Being a Eight

  • being independent and self-reliant
  • being able to take charge and meet challenges head on
  • being courageous, straightforward, and honest
  • getting all the enjoyment I can out of life
  • supporting, empowering, and protecting those close to me
  • upholding just causes


What's Hard About Being a Eight

  • overwhelming people with my bluntness; scaring them away when I don't intend to
  • being restless and impatient with others' incompetence
  • sticking my neck out for people and receiving no appreciation for it
  • never forgetting injuries or injustices
  • putting too much pressure on myself
  • getting high blood pressure when people don't obey the rules or when things don't go right


Eights as Children Often

  • are independent; have an inner strength and a fighting spirit
  • are sometimes loners
  • seize control so they won't be controlled
  • fugure out others' weaknesses
  • attack verbally or physically when provoked
  • take charge in the family because they perceive themselves as the strongest, or grow up in difficult or abusive surroundings


Eights as Parents

  • are often loyal, caring, involved, and devoted
  • are sometimes overprotective
  • can be demanding, controlling, and rigid
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It's kinda true I guess. I have to be strong. Both academic and sports. (:
Ok did I sound damn serious or what. :p

Thursday, March 02, 2006 | 11:18 PM

Its been days I updated. I seriously had this academic-mental-backlash. Felt totally useless these days. Esp the fact tt I hv to face realities with all those invisible fingers pointing me in the silly brain of mine. Perhaps that's the biggest hurdle- mental torture. I guess second to that would be complacency. The lousy excuses and shit reasons I give myself... ARHHH.

Anyway, I collected my A lvls Chinese. IT'S SHIT LA. I got a dickhead C5. Damn it. I kinda wanted a B4 initially. Dist fr Orals is rubbish lar! Did I sound so cheena tt day. Hahas! But a pass in chinese is the most important cos once I cleared it I dun hv to take it EVER AGAIN. Chinese WAS the 2nd to Math in my blacklist. Ok Math is out of blacklist but GP is. I have no slight inclination fr Ms S. to be my GP tchr larr. MRS VARELLA!.. sighs.

Oh I saw almost the entire procedures of release of the As on Wed. Aww man. SO MANY PPL WERE CRYING LA. I say it's worse than Os la. Like tons of times more fucking worse. 10% of e sch didn't make it fr GP la. wtf man. I'm so gg to depend on my gp tchr and ITS NOT GG TO BE MS. S. Let it be a nice, patient, interesting and experienced tchr pls.. DAMN IT. That's like only Mrs Varella meets the requirements. SHI LAR. knn.

I recieve 2 cards frm 2 gals. HuiQi and Jerelene. Thanks fr the cards k. HuiQI reminds me of Collen. She too gave me a card and left fr NYJC. wth eh.

I LOST MY WALLET PROBABLY ON SOME FUCKING BUS cbcbcbcbcbbcbcbcbcbcbcb. The IC is fucking inside the wallet larr. Mom said smth abt dog yr isn't gd fr dragons. WAH. Damn it. I shall nt be affected by such superstitious beliefs but I'll play safe yea. :p

The workload is starting to pile. Gd thing's tt PAE's ending and hols are coming. A really gd time to clear up the stuff. Met up with CH, Stef and ZJ today. Cos I ran into CH at PR interchange while talking to the bus conductor abt my poor wallet. I lost like fuck in today's monopoly game. I even had to join forces with Stef and I made her owe CH abt $3M. WAH DAMN IT CAN.