rain on me
Tuesday, January 31, 2006 | 11:30 AM

FUCK CNY. FUCK YOU.

bastard.

Monday, January 30, 2006 | 11:55 PM

Went to see Granny this morning. She's ageing badly. For a moment I understood the fraility of life and how precious everyone ard me can be. Evil or nice. Anyway Granny seemed to be in some deep slp so we didn't really bother to wake her up. I heard frm uncle tt they've tried to wake her but she just slept. SHE'S STILL BREATHING so no worries. Although I wld say her medical condition isn't too gd la.

After tt went off to 1st Aunt's place. Collected all the respective red packets. I had the sudden feeling tt the tradition of red packets have lost it's cultural value as we draw our attention to the monetary value within the little red paper. Almost everyone ard us is materialistic so I don't give much a damn abt it. Afterall, I AM also so. nvm abt tt. Anyway I'm nt happy with the amt I collected so I'll just make sure I squeeze all the fat wallets of my relatives this cny. I've begun to find hse-visitng a very silly fabricated lie to get red packets. But I'm nt going to give a fuck. HOOHO. So much for cultural values.

Saturday, January 28, 2006 | 5:25 PM

Ms Loh spoke to me fr 2 periods of chem lab the other day. I was pretty shocked but I think what she said does make some sense. In fact every tchr's advice made sense to me. I really have to call up NUS asap. If it's possible to not take Math, it wld be perfect. If nt I'll stickk to H1 la. But seriously, h1 math is equal to no math cos the only difference is that I get to entry to Business with h1math and I hv no intention to take business.

Ytd was the sch's celebration of the festive season. The performance was ok but I think its high time we change our speakers. Its horrible to the ears. I still can't make out how the malay silat improves one's defence though. Oh yea, Mrs Neo mentioned tt the topical test results should be out after cny and the admin wld hopefully by then completed in their discussion of the c.a. students. I pray they won't promote me. 1stly, that wld waver my thoughts again which I've alr straightened out long ago. 2ndly, promoting me wld only kill me la. All the math tchrs know hw miraculously GOOD my math is eh. Aft tt 05s09 went to Peninsula to get the design fr our jersey. But the warehse is closed during this cny so we just looked ard to get a rough idea. Then we looked ard BVugis village cos huining wants to get her skirt. Elyn was bewildered by the magic tricks at Tricky Business. I say its funny to find things in your hand appear/disappear.

Went home aft tt as I need to rush back fr reunion dinner. Steamboat was really great. Esp when I get to help myself to all the seaweed depriving bro of any. hahas. There's still steamboat tonight cos we dun hv time fr it during other times. Yea. I'm nt gg to slp tonight. There's tv and prayers to do. And I need to get the no.s of the respective NUS departments/faculties. See ya.

Saturday, January 21, 2006 | 11:24 PM

My back's aching. Friday's trg was with some yellow stilit-lookalike thing plus parachute. We ran in the rain again. wtf. And I was still dwn with flu altho I feel way better now. Went for the CHingay Street Rockers session today. Pillai is crazy abt it. Or as a matter of fact he seems enthu abt it. It was pretty fun. i gt to know some students frm srjc, sajc, nyjc and obviously ffm tpj as well. I really hv no idea how the actual day wld be. I don't see myself as some street rocker trying to get the audience to be enthu and all eh? They gave us the chingay tee. 2 tees to be exact. Its in HOT PINK. woohoos. My first (two) pink tee and its free. The design is cool except fr the really dumb looking milo logo at the sleeve. Aft the session I had to pangseh poor pillai and left with xy, mel, huining and jm to Hearland mall. They bought their spaghetti (sp*) ingredients stuff to cook at xy's hse while I hunted fr pathetic cup noodles. And I also bought a shrooms burger w/o shrooms. Fucking $1.75 spent on some wasteful shit. A chibi bowl of spaghetti sauce was spared fr me by huining and mel. HOHOHO. It tasted really nice. But mel totally ignored the instructions of the cup noodle and cooked smth tt was still edible. hahahas.
Aft tt we made the designs fr the jumper. Huining and I hogged onto the xbox. hahaas. I beat her. NATURALLY yea?! Huining, you want a rematch? :p

Thursday, January 19, 2006 | 10:06 PM

I finally fell sick. After all the junk food and days of no vegetables despite being a vegetarian. I'm nt trying to fall sick but I realised my really lousy diet fr the past few days and there is every single reason to just break dwn. When Dad asked if I'm ill, (and its bloody obvious) I just told him I'm dying alr. Hahahas. Parents need constant exabberating to get them to the point eh?

The canal(?) of my ears are a lil pain. I'm dwn with flu and a very bad sore throat where every swallow of water/saliva felt as tho blades are gg dwn my oesophagus. Grrr. My body's fantastic man.. First it was ingrown and know its flu+sore throat. Arrrh.

And I was pondering if I shld go meet up w/ tmo/kiteng and the rest aft trg. But I hv to go fr the Chingay rockers thing and its the 1st time I'm gg. ARGH. This is crazy. I'm typing with a whole pack of tissue and used tissue all over the computer desk. And the tap above my mouth is unstoppable. I'm off now. I can't stand it anymore.

Wednesday, January 18, 2006 | 11:29 PM

Trg was at ECP today. Some resistance trg on the sandy beach that is. Not really wiped out as I promised myself nt to overwk fr track. Yea I rmbred. With much thanks to jaja and pillai's crazy tauntings. HOHOHO. Oh yea. I was kidding ard sch today saying if there's campus super star 2 I'ld join fr sure. rofl! Daryl said even with limited vocal range, its still possible. But I'll be so old huh. But seriously, I admire the frienships weaved frm such competitions. Its nt the glamorous media or the fans tt attract err me at least. And shermaine said smth abt confidence. I don't know how true it might be to the panel of judges at such events cos usually the best-looking wld be selected. So with my face.. ya. But I've nv ever tried to even peer into such competitions. For fun's sake I wld if there is. And probably drag along a horde of friends to join in the fun as we pull out notes tt are out of tune. Hey I was frm Choir k. I might still be able to sound like I'm singing when I try. Ok, jaja will probably eat his com when he reads this. HOHOHOS. I'm off. I'm still waititng fr topical tests to be out. I can't wait to really start studying. I know it sounded like I got possessed fr a second. rofl! :p

Tuesday, January 17, 2006 | 11:29 PM

Ytd I went to the campus superstar. Was damn hyper and all. The entire place was really high and the hosts were pretty gd. Although Shermaine was out which really shocked me, I hope she gets back to rock the stage after the revival round. Jia you yea? I'm really lazy to type out everything. Lots of opinions and comments but I'm lazy. Oh yea, the whole sch hopes she becomes the next Kelly Poon of PSS. Hopefully yea? We'll duble our votes this time. Hahahas! Here's the pics.

Sunday, January 15, 2006 | 10:29 PM

I've got a very very bad case of INGROWN TOENAIL.

SOMEBODY HELP ME!!

arrhhhhh...!

| 10:29 PM

I've got a very very bad case of INGROWN TOENAIL.

SOMEBODY HELP ME!!

arrhhhhh...!

Thursday, January 12, 2006 | 9:16 PM

Ryan sent me an interesting website via msn.

http://media.spikedhumor.com/8944/Jingle_Bells_Reversed.swf

Funny or not. You decide. But don't blame me. HOHOHO.

Wednesday, January 11, 2006 | 9:58 PM

Sch was great today. Firstly, the friction/discord/altercarion/bicker b/w me and I-know-who frm track is finally peaced out. I guess I'm a nice person after all. Err, admist all the nasty thoughts amd evil words eh.

The other day when we sent sj off at the airport, Nick sent me (or rather I asked fr it) this really chibi msg tone and I sent it to 6 other peeps in class. Imagine the chaos when the tone sounds off. It didn't turn out too well on Mel's and XueYun's phone though. It did sound very queer.

Today's GP discussed the topic on child sex/slavery. Ms Varella was questioning on the jeopardising on these poor children and how 'sick old men' have their sexual exploits. The article mentioned smth abt the increasing child sex trade in Asia is a stain on its name. I think its pretty true. How many times do we hear abt the white-skinned counterparts having their children sold to the wonderful world of sex? And sex at Delhi can be at a fucking S$1.40. Ah Peks. Don't but tt TOTO/4D, save it for sex.
Great.. I missed the CNA show Ms V told us to catch. tsk.

Ran in the drizzle during track. And lunch was only 20mins before it started. I'm so glad I didn't vomit. I tried e mashed potato fr the 1st time at 7eleven near the bubbleT shop. NICE. Joanne told me the whatever crakers thing that was claimed to be chicken flavour is only flavouring. Does any idea if it actually contains anything frm the parts of a real living (once alive) chicken?

Jo also gave me the official/proper term for my toe condition. Smth abt ingrown toenail. FUCK IT. It fucking hurts. Esp aft trg, it was as if I lost my toes. My spikes tt YH gave finally gave up on me. The bottom back thing has opened up. I hope super glue works. I really don't intend to wear Vuisin's spikes on the day of the time trials.

kk I need a break frm trg. I decided I shall nt be as committed as before. And a gd sign is tt I almost forgot to bring my shoe bag out of the hse today. Was tt a drop in committment or just the fact that I'm aging very quickly. rofl.

p.s. I finally got my Stan-chart marathon paper of certification. WITH THE FUCKING TIMING THERE. My neighbour's envlop came into my mailbox and under the light I saw her timing. A FREAKING 5MINS MORE THAN ME ONLY. WTFFFF??

Tuesday, January 10, 2006 | 11:10 PM

It has been a gruelling holiday. I think I'm suffering some kind of mental war in my head. Getting upset and fucked up by the slightest thing. No. Its not the track thing. Its ok. I think I'll go fr trg tmr. And perhaps apologise to coach again, personally this time. Watched a few episodes of Family Guy and Futurama. FG is totally hilarious. The latter is NOT FUNNY. You shld watch the Family Guy. The way they express sex and violence is seriously humurous.

I've turned into a self-inflicting conspiracy, hoping my existence isn't anonnymity.
Now that everything is fading, it almost seems like I'd be dying.

Monday, January 09, 2006 | 10:32 PM

It has been a bad day. I'm thankful its a holiday tmr. I need to hide in the vicinity of my warm blankets. I turned my tail away frm track with much thanks to a fucking pest. And a wonderful haircut tt makes me look almost bald. Plus toes that are not fuctioning so well. FUCKFUCKFUCK.

monday blues.

$#@#(&*^)_()+*^#^!#@!@^^&#@@!@@~.&^(&*^

Wednesday, January 04, 2006 | 11:46 PM

I'm going to make this really short. Went to sch fr nth. Didn't go fr chem lec cos I AM GOING TO RETAKE A WHOLE YEAR so let's just forget tt part. Didn't go fr the math lec either. I don't hv to explain. Did the Math topical test and I cld do functions w/o pbms. The rest.. lets not talk abt it. I didn't INTEND to pass anyway. I'm nt the 1st to leave the LT like tt. In fact I was one of the last among these ppl. Most of the advanced ppl can't do the math paper.

Trained in the rain today. Not a nice one. Shall save my 'breath'. Got to know Reagana dn he is just as fucking angry as me for the lack of a veg stall in the newly furbished canteen. SAD. He's surviving on apples while I live on bread and junk food. Its really unhealthy. I heard the Jap stall sucks. And we're gg to sign some petition. Hahahs. I can hear the vege marching in. rofl.

Went to send sj off today at the airport. The gals cried. Awww. Was quite a scene. I'm not stone-heart k. The rest of the guys didn't cry either. But we're all sad yea? Joanne, Kit Eng, Hong Guang, Tmo, Nicholas and friend, Russel, some mj girl, some girl and Eng Han and some other ex-BViewans were there. I'm lazy to edit. Here's some of the pics frm my phone. The quality is bad as usual. Oh yea. SJ we'll miss you. I regret nt joining more of those Friday parties. Ok we can go havoc once you return yea. (:

sj, I'm really sry fr taking tt shot with you tt made u appear rounder than you are.

Monday, January 02, 2006 | 9:40 PM

Its a holiday in lieu of new year's day. Hahas, lifted that phrase frm the tpjnet calendar. My EL isn't fair enough to think of that. Went to a friend's house-warming party. The food's pretty gd. Buffet's always gd anyway. I did try to gorge food as much as I can but it can't be much yea, given my size. I am a great eater on other days man.. ok nobody's going to believe me. rofl. Watched the campus superstar just now. Am a LITTLE disappointed with Shermaine's performance. The tkgs girl performed really well but I don't get the reason why she was marked so low. I thought she was the hottest there and the 'fly away' sung by her was a great hit. Perhaps its the loud supporters frm her sch tt made the judges think she'll make it fine with the audience's support. Perhaps.
Anyway sch's reopening like tmr?! I know all of us are excited! Hahas. Never mind me. See you guys tmr. ciao.

Sunday, January 01, 2006 | 7:27 PM

So 2006 has finally began. Was out with the 46 peeps or so to say cos we lost them due to the lovely crowd of ppl. Crowd was really too small an impact frm a word to describe the massive population there ytd. The pushing and squeezing through was as though we're in some ww3. Despite all tt commotion everyone stopped in their tracks when the fireworks came. It was a spectacular view man. I guess its got to do with the background music frm the stage accompanying the arrival of the fireworks tt made it such an inspiring sight. Wanted to contact the rest of the peeps but due to the crazy horde of ppl there and a mad no. of ppl trying to contact ppl over at the local mobile network, we're unable to make calls. One of my sms only came 3 hours later.

So me and james decided to scout fr another mrt entrance elsewhere aft we found out tt the one nearest tot he esplanade is jampacked. Saw ppl such as Weekeat, Harry, Ying Haw, Weilong and HweiFung. I saw them all over the place so I shan't elaborate. We decided to follow the smaller crowd of ppl which soon became a very big crowd. Wanted to get cheese cakes at cafecartel but its closed fr good. And SUBWAY and BK was closed. Almost the whole of Marketplace was closed. So we finally decided to walk to the bus stop which I have no idea where. I think its opposite a captiol building. Ate at longjohns. The pineapple cheese tasted really un-cold. Then we took the nightrider home. Its super exp. And the travelling journey of 1hr+ cld have killed me. And the painful fact is tt we stood for more than 3/4 of the journey as the bus picked up ppl like us who had just celebrated the countdown. When we finally reached home its a gd 4.30am. I just jumped into bed ignoring all the noise frm ppl who walked past the sidewalk frm dwntown east. James and I swore to choose better places fr countdown next year if not we'll just come up with plans of escaping tt crazy crowd. But that wld be smth 364 days away eh.

Ok everyone's setting new yr resolutions and so its abt time I do so too.

-Be early fr 90% of all meetings/meet-ups.
-Get retained (its sounds stupid but it might nt be easy to persuade the p/vp)
-Choose the right subject combi
-Under the 80th fr college road run
-Get a job/temp-job in the hols
-At least one trophy frm Sports Day
-Get into Nationals (4x100m) fr track (I didn't want this but upon consideration I might find time fr this)
-Do more CIP work
-Get into OCIP this time round
-(this means) Good grades @ common test
-Better grades fr promos
-On-time fr sch/lectures/tutorials
-Get more sleep
-Gain more weight
-Better time management
-Set priorities/agendasSo 2006 has finally began.
So 2006 has finally begun.