Monday, October 02, 2006 | 2:40 PM

Chem paper dwn. (:

Ok so it wasn't as bad as I thought it wld be after being sick the weekend and am still sick now.. grrr. I guess I made too much noise in the hall- was coughing like crazyyyy. I think I might just scrap a pass fr chem but knowing chem and how it never fails to cheat my feelings I dare not expect.

Bio and math's coming up. Aft every paper I tend to slack as though the last paper was THE last paper. Hur. I know I'm a screwed up inside out everywhere. Don't reckon I'll do anything much abt Math- I know I said this before and the more I say it, the more I start to wonder if I shld do smth abt it. I can't get my assses dwn to do math. Besides bio makes a lot more sense than math. Oh and the thing abt Bio, I really fear expectations and all that you're-top-and-so-you-have-to-do-it-again-or-at-least-a-decent-grade. Mustika was feeding me with that feeling in the photocopy shop aft the paper. arrrrgh. Seriously, I don't think I can do it again and I am not going to be stressed cos it will make things worse. Ms Sha if you read this, I'ld like to let you know I'll do my best (I hope) and if I happen to screw the paper pls blame my cough. Errr accept? (:

I shall get rest-therapy and wake up later to do something. I haven't got a plan! WTF??!