Sunday, August 20, 2006 | 7:42 PM

PLAY

Trackers/Seasports Carnival '06 (ignore tt pair of legs, its just to show what track has done to me, more or less in a good way larrr)

Ok so it has been a long time since I posted. Had been freaking busy with this dumb thing called Econs test which I have flunked after studying pretty much for it although it was last minute work. But still, I can't believe I mugged that much for a test and I konked out entirely during the essay paper. muthafacka. I'm talkg abt the efforts gone down to drain. The most delicious part was Friday when we had to attend the SL project at some elderly home which I don't know wth it is but due to the silently disapproved proposal which I had alr warned Amantha cos there was no reply, we ended up at the Airport mugging for Econs. Of all times Ivan have to remind me tt I'm such a lousy mugger. He claimed I'm studying way harder than him. EH THANKS ARR. I'm racking my brains to rmbr who was the one who didn't study fr CT and got way higher than many of us. Wow. I sound like some nerd bitching abt results. When was the last time I was so result-oriented? snorts. Anyway I can't wait to for the next econs lesson. In a very Su manner, 'totally!' Hahahas!

Anyway last Friday, I went to Kenny's grandpa's wake with Pillai, james, Des, Stef and ZJ. Later Berlinda and Gloria came also. I regret staying to play mahjong. 1stly, it isn't exactly my favourite game since I suck like shit at it. 2ndly, the co. wasn't really great. DAAAMMN. I think it's this broken communication link frm our diff education background now tt made us drift further apart. We no longer have time to meet up and like Des said, we only met up here cos it was someone's death, isn't it pathetic? Our talk is different. Somehow it was like I'm displaced instead of them not fitting in. I guess many feel the same way when we meet up with the old friends to catch up, be it abt gd times or just over a cup of tea (which we never did). And I'm fucking mad over their decision to buy that jersey w/o me replying to their sms. It's a large sum of money fr smth so ugly. The quality isn't even near comfortable. And my track tee which I'm way more proud of is cheaper larr. And it's wayyyyyy more comfy. (If Fabian and Bryan sees this they must be beaming to themselves yea. hehs.) I can't really do much to change our situation and I have no time/energy left to cope with this uneccessary stress.

And I've not done anything this weekend. Besides sleeping and sleeping.
Reading logs (altho Ms young has stopped chasing us for the moment), GP CA quiz, Bio DNA, Chem tutorial, Math tutorial and of course Mrs Loh's msg for econs which I haven't read. ( I just opened it so tt she can't nag at me for nt reading her msg) And I have yet to defer my ns enlistment which is 3months overdue. THANK LORD for giving me 24 hours per day. I just need a pill so I won't have to sleep for 3 days to complete all these stuff. snorts.