Wednesday, August 09, 2006 | 3:39 AM

I wanna thank all the ppl who wished me today. I'm 18 and I feel damn old. Prolly due to late night sleeps with all that cramming of movies in a night. My head's bobbing up and dwn like some crazy machine now.

Sch was pretty ok. The biggest pbm was the superb attendance we got. 8 ppl frm s08 anbd Ms Sha wasn't even upset over it. And yea, I was touched when Ms Sha wished me in the morning. I think I'm not used to that level of informality. Whatever you call it. So sch was way boooooring w/o the whole class there. Altho Heron kinda made up fr the whole absence of the cg with all the wacky 05a02ians. I think I'm dependent on the class, so overly-dependent I feel gaps when they're nt ard during sch events. While the other Herons are gg crazy and sweeping the place with their cheering and singing and jumping, poor tzseping, pras and I had to squeeze ourselves into the crowd of strangers so we don't appear socially unaccepted or like a grp of losers. The biggest loser wld stand there alone and refuse to sing. I didn't see any but I'll be sure to kick the ass of tt person if I see one. We go on abt our reluctance to sing the Nat day songs and how dumb it is to celebrate National Day in sch with all tt retarded skit and quizzes but ultimately we're the ones crazily singing/yelling our lungs out during the quiz/sing-along. The school spirit was commendable or rather the hse spirit; or maybe we're just too immersed in our own world we forgot abt the rest. Funny how we voice our opinions yet carry out a different set of actions eh?

Met up with Su and sy aft the whole thing and we went dwn to Aljunied to eat and they shopped fr stuff at Bugis while I so gentleman-ly accompanied them. :p Thanks for the treats today. (: Elvis, jn and Hem cld have made it but they either had pms-ing parents or things cropping up at the wrong time. It shld be expected for its a holiday and parents love to see their kids unhappy in the morning of some semi-holiday. I'm just kidding.

Ate out w/ the family. Then there was the cake and the usual stuff frm a birthday. I still dislike the tradition of singing the birthday song esp when your parents aren't exactly choir members or ex-karaoke addicts. Hahas! I swear I am getting fatter. You can choose to deny the fact but a heap of bones like me can get fatter. I'll join Raj and Vignash (*sp) on Friday at the gym. AND I'll train my non-existent stamina and at least turn myself into a pony if not a horse. Jn, I promise I'll go skin-frying with you and hopefully the whole class after promos k? Meanwhile, my only temporary solution is to get darker while running on the tracks. Trg w/o being pushed by the track and field team is almost insane. I can hardly climb the stairs nowadays and I mean climbing up and dwn the sch's stairs. snorts.

I finally changed template. This is 10x better and the song won't get out of my head. (: