Sunday, July 09, 2006 | 3:13 PM

((:
I got into the 4by1 team; after a time trial on Sat morning.
I was early fr trg considering all those trgs tt I was late for. Screwed up the first pass frm me to gene alone. And screwed up the 1st recieve from Fabian. I think we could have done better if not wasting Fabian's stamina on the first and my screwed up passing to gene. I'm not even sure if I can do it w/o stepping onto other ppl's lane like I do during trg. It's very stressful down here. Deep within. sighs. But with all that support frm coach, 4by1 and non 4by1 team mates and even non-trackers, I feel better. A little pressure cannot be avoided I guess. I know I AM the weakest link in our 4by1 this time. There is this fear of screwing it up and costing 3 other team mates' trophies. It's a team we're talking about, not just me alone. I have to do this, proper and perfect.
Coach mentioned a few reminders in the forum specially fr the relay team which I think was exclusive fr me as I made the most silly mediocre mistakes tt has the potential to DSQ us. I guess I need to remind myself again:

• Do not place overly-much focus on the stepping
• Place 101% rapid when Fabian says 'up'
• Be 102% careful when passing to gene; don't run into another lane!!!
• Move in with gene along the curve to ease passing
• Shout 'up' BEFORE sticking out the LEFT hand to pass the baton.

ok cool. If I can do all the above, I'll be able to execute the perfect take/pass from 1st to 3rd leg. ((:

c'mon guys let's clock 45 tmr.

Oh and I realised I need a new set of resolutions or rather an upadate of my resols. I'm starting to guess that the whole thing abt ppl not achieving their resols has got to do with not remembering them and not updating them with the months flowing by. And before they know it, one helluva year just ran past their bloody face.

January's resols:
-Be early fr 90% of all meetings/meet-ups.
-Get retained (its sounds stupid but it might nt be easy to persuade the p/vp)
-Choose the right subject combi
-Under the 80th fr college road run
-Get a job/temp-job in the hols
-At least one trophy frm Sports Day
-Get into Nationals (4x100m) fr track (I didn't want this but upon consideration I might find time fr this)
-Do more CIP work
-Get into OCIP this time round
-(this means) Good grades @ common test
-Better grades fr promos
-On-time fr sch/lectures/tutorials
-Get more sleep
-Gain more weight
-Better time management
-Set priorities/agendas

And the new ones added.
-Get BETTER grades fr promos
-Study more I guess
-Win the 4by1 for the finals this nats
-Get at least BBBC for promos.