Tuesday, April 25, 2006 | 11:56 PM

Eons since I gave this place an entry. OK I need to be random to get as many msges across as possible (in the shortest time cos it is so late and I have a chem test tmr and yea, I havent study for it, wow that's random!)

I got back Econs test and e 1st GP essay. I got 7/25 when ppl tt nv study got higher. urgh. It is disgusting! I misread a 5m qn! omfg. That's a sin man. I promise to work harder for econs. The tut are at 100mph. THANKS MRS LOH. GP essay was really nad. It's one of the worse I ever did. I don;t event want to think abt it. I heard smth sharp today and it kinda inflicted my poor weak heart oh but nvm. Ok so my tests have not been too well. I'm so thankful math isn't tt bad now. At least the speed is like damn damn slow and I like it this way better. Oh yea, I msg the wrong sms to coach when it is suppose to be for Pak and I think he got a tad too pissed with me. I tihnk I went a tad overboard too but if the msg didn't get to him.. argh whatever la. Oh and he shouted at me ifo so many classes involved in the relays today. It was so embarassing at 1st and I knew he was gg to scream his nehneh off at me for all tt forum stuff and how he ASSUMES I am bearing a grudge against him. Hey, it is true I'm nt happy of him cos of the way he does things and how bias he is but there I don't see the significance in telling him off as he wld supply a whole list of excuses and reasons and blah blah. So I went up to him aft he yelled at my name abt 50m away demanding to RUN over!! wtf? Ok so he tried to get me to confess I'm wrong but being the witty david I got him clamed dwna nd made him realise he's assuming things and tt I am SO innocent. yeaaa right. Ok, I got away this time but I doubt i will again. But again he was pretty nice before the race, warned me abt my injured back and tt how I wld face lactic at the end of the curve of 200m and so on. I still lost anyway. I got 4th so close to 5th I saw Raj cross right aft I crossed. omg. Whatever happened to the drills and long strides. I think I panic when I'm serious abt a race and end up screwing the entire thing. And so there goes my chance of getting another bronze. urgh. I'm paying for all the trg I pon this ys at term 1. Sighs. I guess it was a mistake yea. I've been repeating this so many times. I just need to feel guilty.

I lost myself and yelled at s08 today when I cld not get the relay team ready fr the 4by4. But Pak postponed it so yea. The mst impt thing is tt we have this thrashing things out and be frank with one another session in class aft last lesson which I can't rmbr what it was. hahas. And I wanna thanks Shuyun for calling me dwn frm a stupid corner in the sch where I hid nt daring to face up the class. =/ Anyway we sorted things out and everyone is now happy. s08 shall reign. (: But Pak didn't turn up. I feel tt it wld hv done him gd cos he's sorta nt bonded to the class, always with other ppl I dun wish to mention. It's like gg to the dark side. HAHAS! jj man. Ok I'm gg to do my chem urgh it's like 12am. Oh I have free period tmr to mug too. phew!