Thursday, March 02, 2006 | 11:18 PM

Its been days I updated. I seriously had this academic-mental-backlash. Felt totally useless these days. Esp the fact tt I hv to face realities with all those invisible fingers pointing me in the silly brain of mine. Perhaps that's the biggest hurdle- mental torture. I guess second to that would be complacency. The lousy excuses and shit reasons I give myself... ARHHH.

Anyway, I collected my A lvls Chinese. IT'S SHIT LA. I got a dickhead C5. Damn it. I kinda wanted a B4 initially. Dist fr Orals is rubbish lar! Did I sound so cheena tt day. Hahas! But a pass in chinese is the most important cos once I cleared it I dun hv to take it EVER AGAIN. Chinese WAS the 2nd to Math in my blacklist. Ok Math is out of blacklist but GP is. I have no slight inclination fr Ms S. to be my GP tchr larr. MRS VARELLA!.. sighs.

Oh I saw almost the entire procedures of release of the As on Wed. Aww man. SO MANY PPL WERE CRYING LA. I say it's worse than Os la. Like tons of times more fucking worse. 10% of e sch didn't make it fr GP la. wtf man. I'm so gg to depend on my gp tchr and ITS NOT GG TO BE MS. S. Let it be a nice, patient, interesting and experienced tchr pls.. DAMN IT. That's like only Mrs Varella meets the requirements. SHI LAR. knn.

I recieve 2 cards frm 2 gals. HuiQi and Jerelene. Thanks fr the cards k. HuiQI reminds me of Collen. She too gave me a card and left fr NYJC. wth eh.

I LOST MY WALLET PROBABLY ON SOME FUCKING BUS cbcbcbcbcbbcbcbcbcbcbcb. The IC is fucking inside the wallet larr. Mom said smth abt dog yr isn't gd fr dragons. WAH. Damn it. I shall nt be affected by such superstitious beliefs but I'll play safe yea. :p

The workload is starting to pile. Gd thing's tt PAE's ending and hols are coming. A really gd time to clear up the stuff. Met up with CH, Stef and ZJ today. Cos I ran into CH at PR interchange while talking to the bus conductor abt my poor wallet. I lost like fuck in today's monopoly game. I even had to join forces with Stef and I made her owe CH abt $3M. WAH DAMN IT CAN.