Wednesday, March 22, 2006 | 7:48 PM

I suck.

I lost to Fabian, a jumper, in 100m time trials.




Was thinking if I shld blog abt plans of quitting track alr.
But ytd I held back.
Today aft time trials, it dawned on me I've not improved a single shitty bit.
My diet in sch is not helping too.
So I guess it's time to think abt it; should just quit running altogether.


Yet there's this rebellious teeny shitty part in me that don't want to give up.
I want to win. But I'm exhausted.
I shouldn't even bother abt sports. I guess life's hard at you when you're perfectionist cos mst of the things don't go your way.
And that kills, all the passion.