rain on me
Saturday, December 31, 2005 | 5:52 PM

Trg ytd was bad. Sore legs alll over fr tt little wkout. I know my commitment fr track will go dwn frm nxt yr onwards. Perhaps its a mistake that I joined track. Right, I will stop this senseless thinking of non-reflective values. Anyway these few days had been pretty mad. Caught up with Weimin on the phone just ytd and had a gd chat in the wee hrs of the morning fr 2 hrs. He claimed its been so long he spoke yo another dude on the phone fr this long. Hahas. Didn't know tt he knows ppl like Jacky, Josephine, Jeremy and Agnes. Oh wait and Pillai too. We cld turn our conversation into some sort of podcast man though its a little too long fr one.

Since its the last day of the year, it wld be gd fr some self-reflection/flashback. I'm very lazy to type so I'll just ultra-summarise it.
Term 1: Orientation period. When I first stepped into college, every intention was fr the 2 yr education. Frm there I got to know the 4/6 peeps and other prcs ppl a lot better as we'ld stick to ourselves mst of the time. That's hw I got to know xq, jas, crys, oke, mas and meihui. Sch days were so relaxed and my mind started to drift off frm the primary goal of education in a jc. That wasn't the worst thing to happen to me this yr. I mean dreaming in lala land isn't tt bad fr the 1st 3 mths I felt. But somehow because of tt I didn't realise soon enough tt I can't cope with math like ever since those pri5 days so I ended up this yr with a subj combi I don't like. I got to know lots of ppl thru orientaion. I like my sirius ogms and ogls. And the 1st orientation was pretty much a success.. at least way better than the sec one days where we did stupid things likee finding the AVA room or locating the very micro library where you can't study. Ok I"m suppose to reflect j1 not sec1.

Term2: JAE officailly started. Liek I said, I picked the same combi as I didn't detect and difficulties I wld face. I guess I knew tt math isn't gg to be easy fr me but I dismissed it then. The official/new 05s09 was formed and I knew the whole of the fantastic class within 2 weeks. There wasm't much difference frm 1st 3 mths I guess. I slacked/skipped/hopped ard. Hahas. Wasn't really motivated. I didn't do the tutorials. Was sent out of class. Held the 2nd position fr being late in terms of frequency. (Tmo beat me to that) Was in the bad books of Ms Loh. Anyone can tell how much she dislike the guys in class. All except Alvin as he's the only one producing results and attending lessons all the time. Oh ya. I skipped some MT lessons too. I seriously didn't feel the need fr chinese lessons. They don't help at all. In other words term 2 was the laziest time of the year. I didn't put in effort fr a gd start and tt meant I lost half the battle.

Term 3: Aft common test with the perfectly red results I got I decided to do my stuff. PTM made me see the better side of Ms Loh. Fr once she seem to show concern as a tchr fr me. I did the tutorials, attended lectures and was nt late as frequently as before. Was a whole lot better and ct was ok with me then on. It was the period of Nationals too.

Term 4: MUG time. Nth much. When results were out I was glad I cld at least be advanced. Yea I was sad at Derick, tk and wm situation. I thought I was lucky to be able to advance and little did I know I wld be so stressed during my hols to make up fr the little things I know abt the math syllabus. So here I am with my decision to retain.

I know the para get shorter with the terms. I'm lazy to type like I said.


Memories will fade with time. But it doesn't mean it's all worthless. (: 2005 isn't exactly bad either.

Wednesday, December 28, 2005 | 1:52 PM

Ytd's farewell fr the Mr Chew and Mrs Lim came as a really light one. Nobody cried. That's good. For the first time Mr Chew almost became a father right in front of me kenny(chong) and Crystal's eyes. Naturally so since he wld talk abt anything under the sun. He's really dedicated to us and expressed his pride of the track's growing population ever since he first stepped into tpj like in 1987, even before we were made. (maybe some were made in this case) Swensen was pretty packed at the airport and we almost had no booked seats. The way we were seperated by three tables wasn't really the ideal kind of farewell in my mind. Till now, I stilll don't really speak to ppl like Chengwei, Qilun and lloyd. Like all farewell or celebrations, ppl have to either back out or have smth on at tt particular time. Not all the trackers were present. Sadly. But its enough to fill up the seats given to us. Lots of photos taken. Lots of lame jokes esp the ones by Wayne abt commando in NS. Lots of laughter but mostly frm Si Ngah with her almost hyena-pitched-laughs. We ended at 11+ aft being reluctant to budge frm our seats fr a long time. Went over to the viewing mall with Claudia and Joanne. We talked our hearts out. I know it doesn't sound right but nvm. Topics range frm sec sch to sex to gossips. I think its easier to pour out your woes and frank opnions on a quiet calm night. Claudia and I shared the sad fate of anti-tanning-skin. We HATE it when we get sunburnt instead of the bronze tan we want so badly. Fortunately I;m still darker than her. rofl. With much thanks to all those training. But I guess I won't have much trouble with getting dark skin once sch reopens. Caught the last bus home. Those small doses of melancholy fed me while I walked the dark streets home. I don't wish to talk abt sad things but its not abt my schwk tt I'm agonising over.

Ok, I'm bad at expressing myself.


Took this pic at Borders frm some book on Chocolates. I know you're drooling! I can't stand Pillai whenever we're at Orchard. He's into the books abt Death ytd while I was ogling away at this bk on karmasutra. ahem.


And so we're all crazy. (:

Sunday, December 25, 2005 | 11:51 PM

Ok this may come as a shock or perhaps you alr expected out of me. Yea. I chose to retain alright. I seriously see no reason for me to force myself do a subject combi that I have problems with. Don't get me wrong. I love Bio and Chem and I never planned give up on them until this minute. Ok allow me to correct myself. I'm surrendering myself to the slavery of tiresome maths lectures. Erm. It still doesn't sound right. Whatever it is. I know I can't cope with C math and I'm switching combi. On the brightside, I'm offered ahem opportunities to do the new syllabus. You know what, tt's just a fucking excuse. It wasn't a tough decision cos all I got to do was cast aside all the loud voices screaming shame and dishonour. Of course ppl like Derick and weimin said I was, well, brave enough to choose retain. I'm aware the sch wld be lenient w/ the topical tests and I wld be able to scrap through them and get promoted. But was that what I want? ..to struggle next yr's math when both my bio and chem foundation's like shit. I really have no slight intention to spoil the As cert. I must sound oxymoron for I AM gg to retain and yet I claim to show concerns of my studies. Ok man. Its also for the same reason I chose to do so. Ugh.. forget abt the rantings. I know I'll miss 05s09 so dearly. And I'll nt be able to graduate with not just them but all the other friends frm tpj or elsewhere. The feeling of being left on the sidewalk all alone yea. Give me a deep breath and a sigh. I needed that.

So how exactly did I come to this decision. Simple. I went for Math tuition last friday and boy was it stressful for me. I admit it. I broke dwn totally and wept like a little kid. When was the last time I shed those tears? When I last sneezed so badly during a flu. And so I realised I just can't do cmath. Its like some ppl just cant roll their tongues k. And I wanna thank the trackers in sch on Friday for hearing me out after I whined like a stupid dog. Albeit their persusaion to push fr it and Mardiah's really insistent tone that anybody can do anything coupled with Bertina's don't give up tog w/ Zixiang's keep trying.. I still made up my mind.

Anyway on a way lighter note, on that same Friday, I manage to help out the trackers with the banner making although I bet I did one of the least work due to the somewhat depression. It didn't turn out as perfect as I thought frmt he draft made by Bryan but its ok. We're all new to banner making eh?
Oh yea I found smth interesting in sch tt day too. Check this out:
Yea. Now I understand the term of the exam phobia or in this case the hatred. rofl. Oh yea. Last but nt the least Merry Christmas and a Happy New Year. ((:

Tuesday, December 20, 2005 | 10:43 PM

Ytd's trg was a killer. Was finally able to sprint but bad news' tt I had to try my best to be on par with Hikal (sp*). And I'm glad to say tt I finally beat him. muahahahs. Nah, its just the last 150m tt I outran him. I guess I cheated by nt doing the flying starts thing. But in any case, he's talented k? I'm just a sidekick. Hehs. Had gym trg which I was seriously reluctant to go aft a mad morning of running. But was forced to and my hamstrings and calves feel so fucking gd now. woohoos. Didn't join the trackers fr the jersey cum spikes hunting at Queenswayas I had to go fr Math tuition. YES PPL. I DO have math tuition. I mean being the 'HIGHEST' in math fr the whole cohort really means I shld start practicing math la. Anyway my possibility of promoting aft the topical tests next yr is only 45% cos my chem is like so-so, math is almost 0% considering the fact tt I only know one topic out of the three tested and Bio is alr outta the window since mid Nov when I found out tt I dun have to pass it.. aft mugging fr it like a shit fuck arse.. ARGH.

If you think being physically battered during trg isn't enough you can think of the mental drain I'm suffering right now. The turmoil is just like fucking a panther. Went to sch this morning to mug with Aud and Joadine. Sadly tt Joadine had top pangseh me aft lunch time. Jaja went to sch too (he had no intention to mug or such). Ended up mugging with jaja but he only had the time to touch his stuff for ard 15mins or so. Ask him. rofl. Tmr's gg to be a gd day mugging my balls away. Did Gases and thermochem today. I think its fucking slow. I've still got the darn Math to do la. like WTF??

I'll have to clear..(wait it shld be I MUST CLEAR):

-Hydroxy compounds
-Differentiation Part1.
-IF POSSIBLE.. smth on moles la since I suck at it like nobody's worse than me alr. Its smth I brought along since sec sch. JUST LIKE MATHS.
My life is fantastic now la. While the christmas bells are jingling their asses away. I have to mug my shit out. HOW THRILLING.


p.s. I wanna thank Desmond and Zj for their really nice Christmas cards. I'm the first in the hse this yr to get anything nice fr christmas. Hahas. Mom finally lost to me. :p

Saturday, December 17, 2005 | 10:58 AM

This entry is fr ytd. In the morning I reached sch on time or so to say as coach hasn't arrived yet. Went to MacRitchie for the LAST conditional trg. Did 11km route although I tried very hard the night before to search for a shorter route. The best news' that coach ran with me and Zi Xiang. That's e last thing to happen. Anyway I wanna thanks zx for turning up ytd. If not I wld have been the one being dragged by Mr Yazid to keep up with the rest. At least I managed to escape frm his constant whinings so I take tt as a consolation to not taking a shortcut. Talking abt shortcut, coach forbidded me frm taking the shortcut. thanks yea. yawns. And Mr Yazid was very bored frm the run (I wld think he wanted a break frm all tt running) and so he took a very sad photo of me and zx standing beside a signboard. I felt very spastic then.

Aft trg. We took the chartered bus back to sch. All of us headed to Mac (at dunno where, cos I just followed them blindly but its somewhere near sch) where the menancing-turned-retard coach treated us at mac. Although its a little too little of 5bucks, we appreciated his treat. And I suspect Kesther didn't leave early as usual cos she cld feast on his treats. And thanks to the girls I had LEFTOVER fries frm kes and hasbrown frm crystal. I didn't fin them btw. (I'm talking the abt the food..) thanks so much eh.

And zx told me abt the Campus Superstar thing. I was like OMFG? WTF? (sry) I didn't mean to insult Shermaine but I didn't expect her to be in top 10. NO. Its NOT because I belittle her talents but I didn't know she took part in the competitions. rofl. Ok so Shermaine's a star now. woolala. I can finally brag abt having a friend who's an idol. Right now I just have to pray tt she doesn't read this entry. But can you believe it?! There her link is lying on my lifeless blog but I can't find my link on her blog? I thought I'm suppose to get a little limelight frm her rising stardom. muahahas. woops. Anyway congrats to the twins fr the achievement thus far. All the best to you ppl yea. (I can't wait to get famous too) :p


I tend to miss macRitchie aft those times training with the trackers.

Ok I'm going to become famous by putting up Shermiane's pic (top left hand corner fyi) here. credits to the forum on tpjc.net.

Wednesday, December 14, 2005 | 11:40 PM

Again I've missed out days of entry.
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Monday's trg was terrible with the effect of almost being unable to get up at all. No thanks to yazid for his ever-tormenting workouts. The tons of drills we did overworked us tot he point we can't sprint for the 200m workouts. And putting me in Haikal and Gene's grp didn't help (obviously). I was limping my away la.. But thank god I survived. For once I felt long D trg is much lighter. Met up w/ pillai in late aftnoon with a girl friend. I saw Yurun at the Popular. Got helluva shock when he said he's working there. I think the shocking part was his really deep blonde hair. Went to Kembangan Plazato sell my very pathetic-state zen player. Almost sold it off at 150 but with much thanks to pillai's mumbles and grumbles, I had to leave the shop w/o selling it.

Tuesday was full of shit. Decided to drag bro along to try my luck on the half-dead zen but this time I still sold it off at the same fucking place at only 100bucks. I decided not to ever step into that fucking ever again. The reason for a lower price was tt I only decided to sell my player on a 2nd try. I gave him the WTF-you-muthafucker look. But I still sold it off there cos I was offered a pitiful 60bucks elsewhere. I must look like some amateur ulu and nerdy arse to be treated like a beggar. C'mon la. I did research before selling away tt spoiled player. But the gd news' that he didn't notice the damaged sense pad and the crazy earjack. We went to Bugis where we finally found one shop offering the nano at 225. (: I was jumping on that deal. The worse to happen was I realised I borught so little money. Only enough to probably feast at a sad food court. So I went empty handed home and bro was whining that we wasted his time out with me. WEnt back with jaja tt evening to get the nano. I'm finally a very broke owner of a nano. There goes the money. Window shopped (as expected aft the sudden loss of weight on the wallet) w/ jaja at Bugis before we head home. Spent the whole night messing w/ the nano and only slept fr 4 hrs.

Today's trg was great. With the soccer dudes' help, I finally pushed myself to cut 2mins off my last timing. Its easy to do that with the fantastic timings I had in the past. I'm the proud tracker to come in as the last guy only beating Eugene frm soccer who lost to 3 gals. But he's the goalkeeper so you really can't blame him. No, I thank him fr his run. Headed fr KFC and had lunch w/ e trackers. To sayve as much $$$ as possible, I only ate the Ching Tng thing and had 2 free mashed potatoes frm Crystal and Kesther. They're titled as supaer-savers of the day. rofl. Andrew is super lame. W/o Zhenwei he's the joker of the day. Aft my run he said,' I see a fireball heading this way.. oh its Genever sprinting in!' Yea, I crumbled dwn with laughter. I found out smth else today. QX is a mad arse and has a total fetish over voluntary work. He went fr some pink-dolphin-kids-wanna-see thing aft trg. I bet he's a pedophile.. rofl.

ok I'm nt in any mood to type any further. Had to chat w/ Haihui, Crystal, Elyn and Kenny while typing this entry. YAWNS.

p.s. I'm joining voluntary work also. muahahas. Watch out kids. :P

Sunday, December 11, 2005 | 12:33 AM

Sprinters vs Long-D

"Pain is only temporary, Pride is forever,Pain passes with time and Time passes,therefore Pain is just a strain on the Brain without Refrain,and that's why Cross Country runners are Insane."

"Some people don't have the guts for distance racing. The polite term for them is sprinters." (man.. this is not true!)

Saturday, December 10, 2005 | 10:26 PM

Ok, I'm back to update smth I missed out the last entry and to add on some rantings. Life has been pretty sickly with the ever-tormenting reaeding logs left undone. Out of at least 90+, I've only managed to do 5. Tell me about the topical tests man. Besides mental stress, my body's muscles are seriously giving way soon. Aches frm the back and the legs are no joke. Heh. Anyway, I missed out the fact that some of the runnners on Fri had to run in the macritchie trail all alone after their pack was scattered. Actually I dismissed that when I heard it from Crystal and kesther but come to think of it, it must have been a pretty bad experience. I wasn't alone so probably didn't understand how it felt. Imagine running in what seems like a jungle and all you see ahead are trees and more trees. So coach's idea was a bad idea, in my opinion that is.

I'm going to catch Saw 2 like real soon. And Aeonflux too. Pretty hard on my cash nowadays esp with the downfall of my zen player. Its sense pad is seriously 'insensible' and the sound is going haywire with every lil' push I give to the earphones' jack. Sighs. 'm thinking of selling it off to get ipod nano or ipod video. The nano's really sleek and edgy but I rmbr how easily it can scar and the battery is part of the player so you can't change it. zzz. The video's too big though and I won't even be putting any videos in it so what's with having 30GB? I guess I might just end up sending zen fr repair. The great news is, I lost my receipt. YAWNS.

Oh yea. I found The Veronicas- 4ever really hot, just like themselves. Found the song name from the sch's forum. As quoted, 'crowds (will be) jumping, dancing, partying and sweating'. woohoos. Okies, I'm gonna feast on laksa since mom's back. see ya 'round.

Jess and Lisa. Aren' they a hot pair of twins? drools. :p

Friday, December 09, 2005 | 5:49 PM

On time for meeting at sch foyer at 6.45am. Which cca is crazy enough to make u meet at such an early time? Anywaytrg was pretty bad. And Mr yazid finally totally absolutely lost it and showed his temper/attitude. Ok, put it this way:

Location: Macritchie Reservoir (somewhere there with all the nature trails and all)
Time: 8+
Distance: definitely more than 10km with all that soil/mud/stones/slpoes

Pre-trg: Briefing made by Mr Yazid where he grouped us. Weison, Nigel, Qixiang, khairul and Chenwei in the 1st fast grp. Kesther, Crystal, Kenny, Fabian and Andrew in the second. Me, Bryan, Pratibha and Bertina in the 3rd. I heard smth abt this IS a fun trg. When I asked then he said its NOT. btw his tone during briefing wasn't serious at all. At least he didn't sound anywhere near like he's instructing us. More like just fyi kind of tone ye know.

The run: Yea. The madness starts. First 1.5km was pretty ok even with that sort of terrible terrain, all groups were tog. The team was still running as one. After 2km, the 1st and 2nd grp pulled off leaving with my grp. Prat and bert being long D runners went faster while Bryan and I being sprinters slowed dwn just so little. I know my stamina rocks so just shut up. :p We reached this bridge kinda thing at abt say 3+km? then we lost sight of prat/bert. There came a junction where we have to pick a straight up tree-top walk route. Some Chinese High dude ran past and so we followed him into tree-top route. So we quickened our pace hoping to see the gals somewhere ahead. We didn't spot them and I was thinking we're on the wrong route. (obviously since we are the last 2) But I didn't tell Bryan cos there's seriously no need to alarm him and shock the hell out of myself so we just cont behind tt HCI dude. We lost him soon enough since he's some cross-country pro. And since then we never saw prat/bert. (this is beginning to sound like some MISSING drama) Huffing and puffing but no humping, we finished the 11+km run with much encouragement frm the downslopes and the really nice rainfall that chose to arrive at that time.

Post-trg: We're expecting to be questioned wtf took you guys so long. But they asked where are the girls. Ok, so they took a wrong turn and accordingly they saw snakes and were running at the tree-top thing. wow. Andrew was with them. phew. Before that Mr Yazid dispatched the 1st team to find the 2 gals and Andrew fearing smth unfortunate to befall them. When the 3 ppl returned I made a comment. Ok this is the part.. I said Andrew is lucky to be with the girls. Reason being he was not alone and they all came back safely. I suppose Mr Yazid was too worried and started snapping at me. 'Is it funny David?' omfg damn it. I didn't sound amused la c'mon. But its ok. The coach is always right. yeeea right. snorts. So he debriefed and asked whose fault is it. Obviously pinpointing at me and Bryan. C'mon man. As a coach and after so many months with us he shld know better that my stamina really suck and the only reason I'm in track is to do my part in sprints. I hold no fucking position (pun not intended) and I'm not responsible over any admin matters. (thank god) Naturally, I understand tt stamina somehow helps better sprinting but shouldn't he understand the fact that we wld slow prat/bert dwn if they are to stop constantly to wait for us. And being new to this entire trg route, we're only given each grp one very very sad looking map with only clues to how far/long you're going to run and not turning at which junctions. So at the end of the day he said, 'this was suppose to be a fun trg/run but it turned out to be not fun'. Oh man. So was today suppose to be fun or serious? wtf la. I'm confused by him. So to sum it up, he was nice enough to admit it is his fault. A bit guilty here.. I shld hv known better and told him before the start of the race but really never expected the short gap in our grp cld turn the whole trg sour. Sry mates. We'll do a better job next Wed's stamina trg yea? Beat those soccer dudes. muahahahs. Go Qixian/weison/Nigel/Khairul. While I fan myself at the finish line. Ok la my stamina rocks what. What to do. :p


The very pathetic map.

Wednesday, December 07, 2005 | 10:14 PM

Seriously decided to sleep over the time tt was suppose to be spent trg. Clicked the stop alarm button on the phone instead of the snooze after the 1st ring. And can't exactly r,br when I sms crystal to tell her I've decided not to turn up due to all my aches (and laziness) but her reply was pretty fierce (maybe due to my slp debt). Smth abt don't use aches as an excuse, ignore them kinda thing.. somewhere along those lines yea. And mom's non-stop nagging at me to forgo aches and drag me outta bed. I wonder what has my mom gt to do with my trg. Anyway took bus 12 and saw some vs dude so decided to myself that I must be on the right track. Unfortunately he didn't seem to be on his way to vs and alighted at some place obviously foreign to me. Hailed a cab and got cheated of a pathetic dollar. I think it was a wee bit too obvious to our dear driver that I'm really excited and relieved that I got on to the trg grounds (yea I think I played too much games to use such terms) on time. (: Was just in time on the bloody dot for trg. I had say 1min of stretching? Like a lot. Can't be blamed. I'll know that I have to stretch on the taxi if I'm ever late next time.

5km today was a good one. At least I decided to put in some more effort and stopped only 3 times. I know its bad but I don't care. Cut down 3mins timing according to Crystal's record that is. ok I know ppl can't wait to know my shitty timing. 29mins. Go on mocking. I'm laughing with you too. hahas. Found out that Andrew is freaking crappy and Zhen Wei (*sp) is damn spastic. The way he hoook himself onto the metal music on his mp3 is fucking funny esp when he nods his head to the beats. His singing is really bad. But I think that was to lighten us up. I have no problems with this dude. I'm sure the rest are happy too eh?

Smoeone mentioned abt the pink RZAR phone tt wa released recently. What's with motorola. A pink phone specially for the girls? And celebs are all holding it like its some big ass phone. (I know its super SLIM aite) I rather go for the new nokia 6111. Better camera better design better functions and of course BETTER price.

As you can see I look horrid when I run. esp the times during long D. urgh.
And that sterilise pet ad was found at the bus stop near ecp. Its not plastic bags hanging at the ears fyi.
Presenting 6111. which is in any case better than pink RZAR. xo

Monday, December 05, 2005 | 12:10 AM

A tipoff from kenny abt the putfile really pissed my arse.
Check this out (the putfile web posted this fr Singapore's access to it's site):

"Putfile Says Goodbye To Singapore
At dawn on December 2nd 2005, Singapore hanged a citizen of Australia, despite a plea for clemency from the United Nations. Whilst Putfile is not a human rights campaigning organization, we believe that if a country must have the death penalty, there is no need for it be barbaric. It is enough of a punishment, and a deterrent, to take someone's life in a painless manner, without having to be barbaric about it. Putfile prefers to not continue to provide our free uploading service to a country that executes prisoners by hanging, a method of execution which can take up to six minutes to painfully execute the victim.
For this reason, we are at this time terminating all service to users from Singapore. We shall be happy to restore service following any positive move from the government of Singapore towards abolition of hanging as an execution method.
Goodbye Singapore,
Putfile."


And they claimed our actions are barbaric. Obviously their education and understanding of the harms of drug abuse is only so little that their mothers probably use them as seasoning for their congee. To think they seriously felt their website is the sole mega uploading online service. C'mon, there are better places to shit than there. Oh, and they claimed they're nt based in Australia. To claim tt loudly and yet bother abt this issue is really an irony. We're not the only nation hanging ppl yea? And the electric chairs/lethal injections/gas chambers' methods of execution are practiced elsewhere anyway. I suggest they end their services to countries manufacturing terrorists who are killing the innocent at tens of thousands in a go. Sadly, I doubt anyone wld bother because when you mention putfile, the closest thing they imagine it to be might be a new self-detonating explosive used to aid ppl on their trip to heavens. To top it off, putfile webmasters whould really invest in their education or perhaps buy brands (a singapore product) to promote brain cell formation. rofl.

Sunday, December 04, 2005 | 11:17 PM

Finally the Marathon is over. Was sheer hell running the 10km despite it being the shortest distance among the events. Started late with Jie Yi, Jean and Kenny. But the championchip system allowed to start late w/o affecting the actual timings. Like I said I wld walk today which I did, if not, how wld I survive trg tmr? Anyway its kinda dumb of Mr Yazid to make us train aft this marathon. We're flesh and bones too eh. Helped out with some of the s09 peeps over at the baggage placement area aft my run. It was shit in there. The ppl out there have no patience or whatsoever for their bags to be searched. There was a large no. of ppl who just barged in to find their own bags. Standard Chartered is only stupid enough to come up with this kind of baggage system. I was also mistaken to be one of those who barged in by the security cos I was voluteering my service without the staff tee. Although tiring it was pretty much a gd feeling when you found the bags and those runners are happy abt it. I pretty understand their frustration as it was muthafucking hot in the scorching sun. Just take it as an opportunity to create more VitaminD. Really slept like a bloody bastard when I came home. And there's still trg tmr. Right now the legs feel much ok except the butt. Wait till morning comes when I get out of my bed; it will be helluva thrilling experience for my joints and all eh.


Those crazy times after promos.

Saturday, December 03, 2005 | 11:26 PM

Okies. A quickie here. Went to cousin's church wedding at King the Christ. The journey was kinda long on the bus but managed to get there anyway. Although me and bro was late..
The little nephews and nieces are cute little asses. Hahas. But only got to take pics of Darrell, Affany, Agnes, Ariel and Audrey. Yes tt's a lot of names with letter A. Then went off to Queensway to get my new shoes. Early Christmas present frm cousin shann and aunt. Badly wanted the better designed adidas but found it too expensive to be worn. Esp the fact tt I'm wearing them during trg, they will turn red like freaking easily. Shopped ard at Boon Lay, I don'tknow tt mall's name. but we got out damn soon due to the dumb anti-drug abuse campaign thing which shook the hell out of the entire place with their mega decibel amplifiers. Dinner out and then back home. Saw Grace on the bus but I'm too busy with bro's whining I only have time fr a wave. Tmr's the marathon and I'm still nt asleep yet.

3 big hurdles fr tmr:
  1. Get up on time
  2. Arrive on time
  3. Finish the 10km alive (and not be last)


That's how crazy the next generation can be. (:

| 2:54 AM

While waiting for my game to regain its darn connection, I found this survey on Aud's blog. Man. Its a bit wild. But results are worse.


The Pool Boy
Random Gentle Sex Dreamer (RGSDm)

Friendly and eager. You are The Pool Boy.

A teen at heart, you anxiously move about your daily tasks, hoping, praying for a good, instant lay. You're carefree, enthusiastic, and rarely discouraged. Love is cool, but it's not for you right now. You know what is? Crotches.

You're a fun person in both big and small groups, and your friends trust and love you. Inside you, meanwhile, your lust is only growing. Imagine your beating heart sprouting pubic hair. Exactly. Try shaving that.


Your exact opposite:
The False Messiah

Deliberate Brutal Love Master
If you're not scoring enough--which you aren't--you should adopt new strategies. Lower your standards. Be aggressive. Pool Boys are often submissive and hope (desperately) sex will find them. Realize that passiveness will not hook the horny girls you desire. A bolder approach and sheer repetition will.

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ALWAYS AVOID: The Battleaxe, The Priss

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Friday, December 02, 2005 | 6:39 PM

Outing at suntec with the trackers proved useful. To cut it really short, this is the list of usefulness (and also otherwise):
  1. I managed to eat Macs hotcakes for the first time. (I know its really WOLS but nvm)
  2. Got to know the new trackers such as Mardiah, Andrew Aw and Yeo and Khairul etc.
  3. I got a $10 adidas voucher (yea its only so little) for the delay of my marathon jersey
  4. Got to see the seniors whom were gone ever since their As
  5. I tried the 505 dash
  6. I failed the 505 dash
  7. Hence this shows that I'm slow (proving my 1st points right) wrt to agility
  8. Mr Yazid broke the 505 dash record (at least he held it for abt 1/2 hr)
  9. Andrew (I don't know Aw or Yeo.. so much for the team fostering objective fr today's outing) broke his record which is damn cool
  10. I realised when I run, its like fuck. Damn fucking ugly. DAMN DAMN FUGLY. No style at all.
  11. I found a new potential (as well as opponent as a) 4x100m runner. (obvious eh)
  12. My toe got worst aft the 505 dash. I think I squashed the internal wound. And the exciting thing's tt the marathon is 2 days away. Like I said I'm walking but I don't think I can even complete walking the 10km.

Yea. This entry's a big fuss over my fat toe and my agility. I need an anvenue to spit my rants. Ok I'm done. tata.

rofl. (:

Thursday, December 01, 2005 | 9:05 PM

okies. Its been so long I entered an entry. Trg ytd was nt tt bad altho me and zi xiang were taking our own sweet time. Its nt even near a run yea.. much more like a jog. Its pretty obvious tt we're the last few. And I noticed smth. nvm. Had lunch or brunch with the trackers at Macs near our ecp trg route. NEAR. It was almost a 3+km walk. Anyway I think I'm gg to walk the 10km on Sunday with the rest of the sprinters. Its so fucking tiring esp the fact tt I can't even do more than 5km right nw. yea yawns.

Adeline sms me. Jaja called me. And Pillai bragged his bloody neh at me. zz. Fine fine. It seemed I can't help but be dragged by this horde of ppl. Anyway yunfang's gg and its been some time I've seen them. And I might run into some of the 1st 3 mths ppl eh. (: Anyway its time I see that one fullerton which I see whenever cousin drove me ard. And Pillai stop it with your I-know-more-about-clubbing tone. I'm gg to murder you tmr. rofl.