Friday, September 30, 2005 | 6:05 PM

STRESS STRESS STRESS....

someone shoot me dwn.

Only managed to complete Bio: transport in/out cell and membrane
Chem: nth unless you consider those less-than-half-done mole Qns.

fuck stoichiometry.

bullshit.

I'm gg mad man.
tsktsk.


I found this pic some days back. Guess I gonna miss the track seniors yea. Mr Chew and Mrs Lim's leaving this yr end. That leaves us w/ coach and Mr its-too-dangerous. urgh.

| 12:51 AM

ok. Shall blog as I really need a break fr my saturated brains.

I realised tt I'm nt in fr last min mugging. And my system is gg dwn. No joke. Regret all e fooling ard in sch this whole yr. The only time I woke up was mid-term 3. Nt very helpful eh. Knowing I'm darn stupid yet all these mistakes. Sighs. I'm praying I wld breeze through the promos. I'm sure tt won't be easy. at all. urgh.

Monday's GP. Tt means I hv more time to mug fr Chem since I cant really find anything to mug on tt. To hv GP as the 1st paper's quite cool. At least it warms up my hands yea. And get me into the exam mood w/o any big risk.

On a much lighter note, I'm finally done w/ loads of mugging nt all but mst of it.
I'm left w/...
Chem: Mole concept and gases. PHEW!
Bio: Bio molecules, enzymes and cell membrane.

Ok, don't be decieved by me. Bio molecules include glucose, lipds and proteins. that's a lot. oh man, wtf.

And I'm craving fr cheese and chocs. omfg. what the hell is wrong w/ me. It must be the stress.

Monday, September 26, 2005 | 7:49 PM

Days are getting shittier as the promos draw nearer. wtf. skipped SPE today. Went totally bonkers when I reached the lib. Hot and stuffy live a living microwave oven. Was made ready-to-eat when I left e place. Apparently e aircon broke dwn. And Jeffery mentioned smth abt 3 days later b4 its repaired. aww man f***.

Bio at Audi was so much cooooler. Whoo. I needed tt badly and fr once I paid more attention than usual to Ms Chan. Skipped chem lec. Wanted to mug but no thanks to weimin. he's disastrously distracting and annoying. muahas. And weimin.. u can't beat me fr sprints. I'll prove to u tmr k? Ahhas.. its jus the same tt I can't beat u in pull ups. Who was the one who didn't try out fr a single trg w/ me in track aft all the false alarms. Sighs. rofl.

Bio tut was wonderful. (read pitiful) Poor Dave have tos it w/ JiaMin and Xue Yun.. one of the 2 DIM SUM DOLLIES. Ask Jon hw he came up w/ tt term fr them. And Jon didn't come. I'm losing my sanity w/o his presence. I tot we're suppose to mug tog!? And hw am I gg to face Mr Samad tmr during PE. He's gg to wag his little prick at me and start dancing like Elvis Presley. (e kns edition) ...hmmmm

Grouped w/ Shirlene, sk, Kat and Candice fr the GP discussions. I shall nt attepmt questions on Crime and Punishment or Poverty fr the promos. WTF? I know no shit abt poverty. And crime will always exist. Argue what shit.

Still wondering if I shld go to sch tmr. I don't want to see Mr Wong fr 2 periods. Its a f***ing waste of my shit. But there's Chem tut and Ms Loh's doing e test paper. I think I'll mst prob go and slack e 2 periods of Maths. Why did I even take Maths. I shld hv gone to arts. I suck in Math. I'm gg to get zero anyway.. at least fr the promos. Wait.. i cant get zero, I hv the CT which I got 8marks. Muahas.

I'll find a SWEET SPOT to mug tmr. No more oven. wth..

Friday, September 23, 2005 | 10:11 PM

This sucks. Promos are fucking round the corner. There's no other vocab in my mind yea. Its just intoxicating my senses. Grr. And today's a bad day. Spent too much time on editing the wr where I did nth else but laugh and laugh. Oh, and getting all violent over a few pieces of sour chewy candy.. or was it chewy sour candy. ahhas..

Ms Leow is out of her mind. She gave us a spelling test. For balls' sake.. I felt 10 years younger. Muhahahs. Sadly I didn't get all correct. My spelling sucks tt much?! The spelllists of our class are Alvin and kenny. How the hell did they miss the common spelling errors.. I shld study e dictionary aft the promos. rofl.

Jon didn't come today. So i have 1 less person to crap w/. Man, isn't this sad. And the dude who got the same bag as me has stopped using it. ahhas.. I feel.. euphoria. Is tt e correct spelling? rofl.

Math is totally shit. I'm officially gg to flung it fr the promos. I'll bother only bio/chem. What can I do when I know nth of the syllabus for the 1st semester? die. dying died. dead. died-ed. diededededededededededed...

Wednesday, September 21, 2005 | 8:32 PM

oh yea. I forgot to mention tt aft cl paper, I went to check ans w/ sk, daaryl and who else there.. can't rmbr. I think I'll pass smoothly. Unless Mr Low tries to mess w/ me by marking me dwn fr nt handing in the last cl essay. C'mon, its high time I do other stuff instead of chinese. tt's common sense.

and I got e online msg via the sch net frm Kenny. tt pw cher is bullshit k. We were told by him to give analysis of the graphs on our WR but he mailed all of us tt he didn't want tt and we were obviously nt paying attention to what he said. wtf? and I tot I'm e PW rep? nvm, save me e trouble of all tt. what is e wrld coming to...
I can't resist doing this..
f*** f*** f*** f*** f*** f*** f***

| 6:27 PM

Sry dudes/dudettes. Muahahas. Had nt been updating. What else but the f***ing exams. I'm aware the promos hv barely started. Except fr today's chinese paper. its called shit. But I'll need it as one of the 2 AOs criterion. It has nt been gd. Ms Loh has started her calling-service. Derick got it and his mum blasted at him. Full force. Pitiful. So I was relieved tt my mum didn't msg me. But upon reaching home. Great shit. She did call. But my part was a way lighter blow. She just told my mom tt I've been lathargic in sch. This shows tt I did mug yea? ok, supposedly. I wasn't at e games fr too long. Just a lil' while, k. Yea, I can feel my nose growing longer..

Sch was pretty ok these few days. But skipped all Chem and Math lec. I'm stupid. What do u expect. I need all e time in e entire world just to scrape a pass fr my promos. yea, cheapskate. So I'm nt bright.. the room seems darker now. Hmmm..

Went sch trying to be early but apparently e f***ful Ms Punctuality locked up e f***ing side gate. Obviously I reached the main gate late. Like wtf am I suppose to do, rape tt woman? All was smooth during Bio until Math. VP and Mr Lim came in to observe our math tut. Little did they know I was eating and reading materials unrelated to math. Mr Wong was nervous during e observation, extremely careful with his words actions and face. FACE. He smiled fr the first time. WE're nt looking fwd to tt. Serious. He looked way like a bulldog. Finally smoeone is here to challenged Mr Neo frm prcs. Ahhas. What's new yea. And man was he concerened. He used the ohp and asked us (last row peeps) if we can see. Muahahas. I wld hv died laughing. In short: he's a (in unison w/ Jon) BASTARD CHILD. My head exploded laughing.

No chem lec so had break w/ e usual ppl. Mugged a while w/ Jon in e lib. he fell alsp. Suprisingly I didn't. rofl.

Lunch w/ e usual ppl. Then went fr Chinese paper. Compo was f***. Paper2/3 was F***.
Oh man..
f***
f***
f***
I need to pass it. wtf is wrong w/ the chinese dept. My brain cells hv dried up.
And its f***ing cold in e hall. Even w/ my track suit I was freezing away I wonder hw those in uniform survive e paper. And yea, my bladder mst prob burst. Had to hold fr so f***ing long. No thanks to e dificult paper. f***

Sighs. I'm tired. Tmr's chem SPA. I'm totally nt in e mood. oh man f***...

Thursday, September 15, 2005 | 12:21 AM

Ok. Its a f***ing busy day. Hardly any time for breathing. And those who tagged, if I didn't reply, it means I'm busy breathing. ahhas. sch was usual except tt I turned up fr Math extra lessons. the thing is I was forced to. wth. TK dun worry, I'm nt blaming anyone. The lesson's short anyway yea. Was busy w/ PW and GP aft dinner. And I'm still nt done w/GP. I am so in deep shit. Jo sent me the track tee design alr. Speechless. Its nice. And we get the superior edge kinda feeling yea. Exactly what we are. ahhas. Jus jk. Will show to coach tmr and the other trackers when I run into them. And yea, I'm 6bucks richer. Coach returned me my refund. But Kenny will claiming my debts tmr as well. Like wtf. Money gone again like that. just like that. hmmm.. oh yea, the class now know my blog. Shit. I'm in trouble. muhahas.. I'm kidding.

Monday, September 12, 2005 | 11:13 PM

shit.
cldn't find coach anywhere in sch (read PE dept). Cldn't be bothered to find him elsewhere. Had to rush to get my concession which has expired.

Ok. I'm short of near 6bucks. Cheapskate. Wait, I'm referring to Coach. He was too timid to surrender tt dollar note to me. wtf yea?? ahhas.

I don't like hockey. I SWEAR. I suck at it. No no.. I don't suck sticks. I deal w/ holes. ahhas. And i found out I hv lesser stick sense than ball sense or what racket sense? yea. I rather we have tennis. I shld put it as I WANT TENNIS. Or track is ok w/ me too. No jumps.. no throws.. just sprints. Ahhas. I'm starting to think tt I'm deprived of sprinting fr too long. Hmmm...

Chem lec is still gg on w/ the syllabus nt in e promos. I was a frozen shit inside the audi. I meant the brains, yea I have, surprisingly. (read obviously) ahhas. jus jk. I'm stressed. I bet I hv lesser brain cells than the ppl in my class k.

Poverty lec during GP showed the poverty in my brains. Cldn't digest a single thing. And I spent time msg-ing away. In hopes to rid math tuition today. And I did it. woolala.

Only did chem and some chem and some chem and some chem the evening. chem rocks. (more than maths) tt's all. And tmr's pe under Mr samad again. I won't be surprised if Jon or daryl kills him tmr.

Anyway heard tt Jo had some pbms w/ the trackers tt found her design fr the track tee nt gd enough. C'mon, she has put in e effort to do it alr when no one else can come up w/ a single design. Besides me, but mine's shit scribbling la. And if u guys feel tt the sprints design is too nice than come up w/ ur own designs yup? I can feel the discus, javelin and spikes being hurled at me man. But I'm just suggesting. Or the things tt I heard dun even exist. argh~ whatever.

| 12:23 AM

I seem to have forgotten smth..

arh.. Coach owes me my refund fr the marathon thing.

hmm I can slp in peace now. ahhas

Sunday, September 11, 2005 | 2:53 PM

Done. Finally changed the blogskin.

I'm waiting fr the upcoming friday. Some ppl shld know why yea. Muhahas. I'll turn Queensway upside dwn. Don't be upset k crys? Its just a small hole to ur pocket. SMALL.

James told me tt someone frm prcs is trying fr vj aft eir Os. 'to break the record of the usual tj trend' Muhahas. c'mon its just prcs, even at vj u'll just die a horrible bloody death. Why nt try the simei ite. No top students hv done tt and it will shower some attention on the sch too. Make tt schools.

Caught some news ytd. The tm shopping spree fr ladies only w/ men partial-striptease cum poledance is dumb. And the media caught on the screens of all our tvs, a grandlady running her skinny fingers dwn some hot bod w/ an oh-so-shy-look coupled w/ tt i'm-getting-high-grin. Urgh. Sex sells. Watch how it turn some dwn to earth ah-sohs into horny desperate vixens. ahem.
Ms Leow echoes: Sex and violence in the media.
grins.

Maria Sharapova won in her last match so far. that's gd news. (:

Had math in e morning. My brains died. Tt's why I've been spending hours on e com refusing to get back to revision. When u dun feel like mugging, just don't. Its gd to relax.
Don't quote me if u do badly, that's all.

Got msg frm Joanne tt she has done the design fr our new track tee. And the sprints one looks e best. It has to. She's a sprinter aft all. Its nt bias. Its favouritism. I can feel spikes being thrown at me by the long D, jumpers and throwers.. hmmm.

This is killing me. I shan't type anymore. I shall get some yogurt..

Friday, September 09, 2005 | 11:11 PM

Muhahas. Many thanks to Mel and Hui Ning for the touch up on the WR. What else can I say when its so fantastically done. And I know get whay u ppl meant by my part sounds chym. Its not chym, I jus don't repeat the words yea? Now I'm just crossing my fingers tt I didn't plagarise. I seriously have no idea how much of text lifted would be considerd as plagarism so yea.

had nt been updating fr the past few days. I was not mugging so u can chill out before panicking tt I wld surrender the title of being last to you.

ok f***. I shld be studying or I wld be using graphic calculators nxt yr. And taking another cross combi subject frm the Arts.

I need to mug.
Paul echoes, mugging is a crime. Wahas.

Went back to sch fr Bio. Lesson started at 8 but only stepped in aft 9. So much fr all e inspiration to mug. Mrs Gay is being gay. All e shit load she blasted us on succinate ( did I get it right) and cytochrome balls. Whatever it is. Its not even tested?! And she went thru as tho its the 1st Qn fr our promos and As. Again.. she's being gay. what to do. At least she didn't hv the liberty to brag abt hw she got James Watson's signature. He's the one who came up w/ the dna theory and all but we're nt learning hw to forge his signature yea.

Tmo ps me again. I so badly need to mug before I f*** up my holified promos. And tmo left me fr suntec on some online game competitions thing. f*** I shld have went. I need some entertainment and watch some pros shoot some balls in some flat boob screen. argh~ f***

went out w. some 09 peeps today. slacked ard at Mac aft breakfast. All of us are amazed by daryl and hsi magic tricks. ok, I did see the one tt flew into his mouth. But wtf happened to tt whole deck of cards tt disappeared entirely frm his hands into the pocket. Ok so tt was really fast. Maybe I'm slow. ahhas.

Thursday, September 08, 2005 | 1:07 AM

Life gets a thrilling twist when some thick ass shows up. Typical.

Saturday, September 03, 2005 | 9:58 PM

Ytd was great. Simply great. (: Sch was a bore. Had some shit at home in e morning but its done and over. Left hse at lik8+. Skipped GP and Math lec. Slacked a lil. Did some chem. Went fr Chem lesson on Aromatic compounds. Then Bio lec but was distracted but what seems like pee+coffee mixture on e lecture floor. Math lesson was shit.as usual. Was suppose to stay back fr PW discussion w/ Mr Lee but I sort of left my grp members to deal w/ it. Also skipped Bio tut cos I heard tt Mrs Gay is just dealing w/ one Qn.

Left sch w/ Tmo to meet Nicholas at Siglap centre. Ate at Pizza Hut. Sad to say I can only hv the salad. But its nice. Serious. The veg soup wasn't bad la and I guess the cream of chicken thingy suck cos Tmo was saying how nice my soup seems to be ya.. Shu Jing came over also. She watched us eat. cos she calims tt she is becoming flabby. like wth? She ain't even near plump. Was having all e shit fun abt those stupid things abt spotting e trend such as bang-who-die and the mehmeh-jump-over-the-wall thing. Open close open close. Appl orange apple orange. Hahas.. Its fun when Shu Jing and Nic dun know abt it. Watch them guess in different ways and laughed our arses off. Were e last ones to leave Pizza Hut and I think we held up the staff's closing time.

Aft tt went to cold storage w/ them to get some food for the recipe. SJ had printed a recipe and we're getting ingredients there. Its there tt I was introduced to another mindgame black-magic. Its lame. Hahas! Tmo and I spent more time making fun of the supermarket than looking for ingredients. x) Then we left fr SJ's hse. Its a big hse man. At least better than an apartment. Her room's like twice my bedroom. zzz. SJ and Nic played this strange game tt I still haven't figure out. Knights of Winter or smth liddat. Hahas.. Anyway, later Nic's fren came and they tog w/ SJ cooked while me and Tmo played NANACA upstairs. We didn't witness them cook but its safer to nt look yea? I doubt we'll still want to eat after looking at the way they cooked. Hahas. But the food turned out fantastic so we're still fine. Later Nic's fren left and we did some cleaning up and watched some stupid cartoons. Laughed till the roof shook. Kit Eng came and they helped her w. her nail polish thing. They played e piano. Nic's really gd w/ the piano. Then Eng Han came while we were still washing up the last few dishes. There's this part when Tmo was washing the dishes then SJ and Nic went to the window panes in e dark and poofed ifo him. Didn't exactly scare him cos Kit was asking Tmo where they are and Tmo was prepared fr it. Lol. Then they played cards or was it magic. Don't know.. watched more stupid cartoons and shook more roof. Ard 9+ we went to Starbucks and made lotsa noise. Fyi, me and Tmo was still in uniform. Hahas.. I satisfied my craving for cheese and vanillia tt day cos the Piza meal was cheesy and dinner cooked by SJ and Nic was cheesy carborana or smth liddat. Blended vanilla cream topped everything off nicely tt evening. (: Aft tt was suppose to go e playhgrd, yea its playground. No mistake but idea called off when it started to drizzle. Went back to SJ's hse cos Tmo forgot to take his serving of e leftover dinner. Watched some more cartoon. LOL. We finally decided to leave her place while I was watching my x-men cartoon. Me and Kit took bus 12. Squeezed our way up and the bus driver was damn nice. He was practically greeting everyone gd evening when they board the bus. How nice. And he pleaded the passengers to co-operate w/ him. Nice yea? But the aircon went bersek on my last bit back home. God. Was perspiring like shit. But it was a great time spent tog w/ Kit, SJ, Nic, Tmo and Eng Han. Esp Nic and SJ since they're nt ard in sch w/ us.

Today was darn slack. Had tuition in e wee hours of the morning. Aft tuition slept all the way till 5pm. Hahas.. It has to be all e laughing tt made me tire out thru out today. But it feels gd to slp e whole day. Altho I do know the promos are coming and I ought to do well at it if nt scrape thru.

Thursday, September 01, 2005 | 10:46 PM

wtf. can't believe tt Kelvin won e superstar title. W/ so much offkey and disorder of beats yet the countless votes heading for him. How pathetic. Olympics and paralymics compete in their own way. And a star isn't complete if it doesn't have 5 sides. Kelly's loss will bring shame to the local media. And amongst those who voted for Kelvin, P.superstar competes fr star quality. If its a fight for sympathy, all contestants shld be handicapped in some way then.

| 12:09 AM

Have not been updating..
Past few days went past in a whirl. I'm too lazy to recall much. Only rmbr tt Monday's trg was spent pacing the x-country team. Paced Qi Xiang and Hairianto. Think we'll be pacing them this Friday again. Maybe w/ e inclusion of Weison then. Gen and I had decided to (force ourselves to) train on Wed in e gym. And I realised tt the reason fr my speed is not my leg power but my cadence (its suppose to mean frequency of leg movement). I think so. So I guess I hv (no choice but) to train in e gym. omg-

Tchr's day celebration. Went to sch aft e Aces wkout. Its stupid to hv Aces day. And I'm involved in sports, all e more I hv the liberty to excuse myself. Went in fr Bio lec. Know no fuck tt is being taught. Actually nth much is taught. More like recap kinda session there. Chem was pretty bad. I suck at Alcohols. But its still manageable. At least nt alien to me ya. The performance was great. Except the band tt sang really horribly. LTC '05 Dabomb's (or smth liddat) dance was nt bad yea. All e tchrs awards given weren't bad. The joker and gladiator deserve it. But Mr James Ong seriously dun derserve the hulk award. Perhaps ssc members may beg to differ or I'm just being bias cos I'm a tracker.. but Mr Ong can't hold a candle to Mr Yazid yea. (shit I'm praising coach fr e 1st time) I mean Coach can sprint faster than any tchr in sch, has the looks and has the right shape w/ e right PROPORTION. So tt's abt it. And coach mentioned tt he like my bday. I've heard tt fr yrs. But its like a few times coach is saying nice things to me ya.

Went back to prcs. I think our batch is pretty large. So we sorta flooded e staff rm passageway. Say many prcsians. Many w/ hairdo-go wrong kinda look. Someone look like a prostitute as mentioned by our ppl. And some don't wear bra. I didnn't notice tt. Pillai did. Don't show ur breasts when they're out of shape. Serious. All e bitching and crapping starts all over again in e HOD room. Mrs Lim and Mr Collin as lame as ever. And I stole a piece of cake fmr the fridge in the pantry in HOD room. Hahas. Aft tt went w/ Rebecca, Crys, Eldora, Tiong Li, Wei Qiang, James and Hui Ping to LJS at TM. Ate. Drank. Crap. (the gals) shopped. And we're enslaved by them and dragged along like insolent mindless souls. Kudos to the gals. They shld present us some foot reflexology voucher fr all tt walking and standing. My legs are aching like shit.