Thursday, June 30, 2005 | 11:56 PM

Out of the house

Woots. I'm finally out of the hse. Woke up at 1.30pm. That was damn satisfying. Until the moment mom switched off the air-con. Man did I jump out of my bed! It was f*cking hot w/o the air-con. Slacked ifo the com fr like 4 hours. There seem to be no MMORPG games anymore. All those existing ones are bullshit. Saw some friends and cousins playing MU online. But it totally sucks. Maybe I'm impatient. I mean I've got to actually start frm level ONE!? That's like pathetic. And I hate it when others brag of their skills right beside me. Er.. if u play MMORPG u shld know larr... When u're a noob and ppl officially announce to u indirectly.. Bleahs.

Went out of the hse at 6+. Met up w/ Pillai. He blew his top off fr a while at me. Er... fr being late. LOLS. I'm really sry Pillai.. Blame it on my mom. It took her yrs to cook the dinner. Wahhahas... Anyway. We went to this exhibition at the Esplanade. Damn it. I realised tt I am so not an ART person. I couldn't understand most of the exhibits. And some of it is totally URGH~ disgusting. A dude being bondaged w/ his *toot* showing out. Is that ART? Zzzz. Anyway there's this little kid thing. Showing the drawings of this little girl. U know.. those ugly drawings we have when we were young? Those typical birds and scenery and grass kinda thing? Hahas.. the thing's tt its drawn by a blind girl in China. They hv a record of her voice and I sort of find it cute. NOT THE CUTE U're THINKING. Its the innocence kinda cute. Hahas.. Anyway this exhibition is called Asian smth. Ends at 12th July I think. At the 2nd floor. Go find urself. I can't rmbr the display gallery's name le.

Aft tt we went out of Esplanade. Somewhere near the Marina Bay.. thn heard fireworks. Supposedly, its the prep fr National Day.. since its at the Padang. Is it? Lols.. Then we went over to Suntec city where we saw Keith(track/rockclimb), Song Guan and another ex-VS dude(soccer now) and another gal.. lols.. I am so bad at names yeah? Then we ate at Suntec... Had pineapple fried rice. MOUTH WATERING. Woohooo~! Then we drop by some shops. Didn't go to Bugis cos it was really late already. Will go another day. Need to get some tee. and maybe slippers. And yea I also need to get running shorts. It will be nicer than SOME ppl's lar. LOLS.

Came home and had this really nice Snickers Peanut chocolate w/ bread. Its super nice larr.. But Snickers and Choc and Peanuts are so unhealthy yup? This is called failing to resist temptation. Hahas..

She's nt ard. Must hv slept larr.. zzz. Then I shld go slp soon. Hahas.. NiteZ~!

Wednesday, June 29, 2005 | 11:56 PM

FINALLY!

The CT is over. I know I told myself tt its just the CT. But u know.. the stress when it comes to the exam hall.. I was damn slack but everyone was scribbling away on their papers. GOD. Check my papers out:

MT: Was ok. SHE was sitting damn near me larr. And I guess its called motivation tt I manage to finish tt paper w/o dozing off. Hahas.
Chem: 100% F the paper. as in fail. It was like e 1st time I felt so bad during a chem paper. Back in those sec sch days. Awww.. Chem was such a breeze. Now.. plus e fact I hv nt been listening during lectures, I am sure to F it.
Math: AS USUAL. I don't pass Math. Not in a hundred yrs. Ok, the Os was an exception.
Bio: SIGHS. If Mrs Lim is ever gg to read this entry. She'll kill me str8 away. Her mugger A2 student is gg to get F for it. And you can tell tt I am not worried at all. Er.. maybe a lil'. GRINS.
So overall.. u can tell tt.. I really am gg to flung my CT. But like what Paul said.. Its only upon 10. Worse comes to worst.. just get a 2. LOLS. Agreed.

Aft paper today wanted to go out w/ TK, Derick and Weimin. BUT. Ended up trg. Yea` I miss trg. And I miss ahem. So decided to turn up. But the lovely weather destoryed the chances of sprinting. So well.. we only did drills. And the Nationals ppl did their relays and long D did 2.4. I helped in filming the relays. But I did it really badly. Screwed it up. I guess I zoomed too much and my hands were shaking like f*ck. Anyway, she had gastrics aft her 2.4 so got her milo frm the vendings. Hahas.. she actually spoke to me. Its been liek ages b'cos of the CT and we're in different events. Yea`. Aft trg was supposed to hv table-tennis w/ Kenny(Tan), CH and Keith. But then.. CH claimed tt he has sch tmr. ZZZZ. I don;t understand.. I mean its nt like he has tests or what nots. And I seriously believe tt poly's wkload is nt as heavy as college's. We are flying thru everything like in less than 2 yrs? Man.. tt's super short larr.. Zzzz. Came home had dinner watch Charmed, some chinese drama and then Manhunt. OK. It sounds gay and faggotic to say this. But it is every dude's wish to be like them yea`? Who wld want to look like a pig anyway. So.. I shld drink more water. My face is becoming some treasure hunt map. (as in lots of islands all over..)

Had a chat w/ her online. Hahas.. tt's so typical. Tt's all. Think I'm gg out to get myself some clothes tmr. I desperately need to get some new ones. Maybe beach wear kinda stuff. Saturday's the farewell/gathering bbq. I think I'll be gg. Altho Mdm Liu dun teach me MT back in PRCS. But still it will be nice to catch up w/ the peeps.

You said any last words fr you before u went off.. was tt suppose to mean smth? Hmm..

Friday, June 24, 2005 | 11:18 PM

I am so gg to fail terribly this time..

Firstly, shit. I am in deep f*cking shit. Went to sch to see Ms Loh and mug. I realised tt Chem is on Monday. And I am at Stoichiometry. Tt's e first chap of Chem. Oh man.. don't I just rock? Seriously wonder how I'm gg to pass larr.. KaoZ~

Went mugging w/ tmo. Today's one of the least effective. I did super little. SHIT. Grrr.. Saw Alex and his gf. Then saw Aloy and Dan. Hahas.. Dan gave me e Tronky choc. I hv yet to eat it due to the many 'islands emerging on my face'. Choc is suppose to give u this wonderful thing called pimples. GOD~ And I love chocs. wth.. So now I can't eat them. But I heard its just a myth. Anyway.. its still heaty so I'll keep it first. And thanks fr e tronky. =] Today's Kenny (Ng)'s b'day. Wahhahas.. poor dude. Wad a time hv his b'day. But he escapes those threatening clutches of b'day bashes frm e other soccer dudes yea`? LOLS. Oh wait.. my b'day is on a sch day. But track dun give b'day bashes. So I'm safe. XD

Crys came to sch to photocopy some GP thing. And shit larr.. I was high on my mugging mood at tt time when she came. ZZZZ. (hey, u put me as stupid on ur blog.. so here's the shit word to get u back fr it) Hahas.

Ryan's in sch today.. And he commented my haircut again. My hair seriously sux. And he said its nice. Oh god~ How am I gg to face her on Monday w/ this hair. Zzzz. Sighs. Ytd I had this feeling she wants to watch Initial D. But I guess I didn't dare ask her out. Maybe I fear the outcome. BIG YAWNS. Ok.. back to mugging.. I must try to pass Chem...

| 11:14 PM

Hmm.. CoBRA.. lols 

| 11:13 PM

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| 11:12 PM

OMG~ Santa wants mothers... LOL 

| 11:12 PM

I think smoked pot means sex.. is it? 

| 11:11 PM

Wahahas.. 

| 11:11 PM

Lol 

| 11:10 PM

Yea the spelling does suck.. hahas 

| 11:09 PM

What a way to prevent crime.. INNOVATIVE yea? 

| 11:08 PM

ok.. I don't understand wad this exactly means... 

| 11:07 PM

wth.. 

| 11:07 PM

Make full use of ur child.. XD 

| 11:00 PM

=p 

| 10:59 PM

Muhahas.. 

| 10:58 PM

How abt I need cash for handphone research? lols 

| 10:56 PM

So professional.. XD 

| 12:49 AM

Remember this?

This is out to all the Sirius OG8 ppl.. rmbr this lightbulb joke? Can't rmbr exactly which of our ogl's mentioned it.. but I found the full version. =) Kudos to some VJ guy..

Q: How many RJC students does it take to change a lightbulb?
A: 4 whole faculties. One faculty to design the new bulb, one faculty to test it out, one faculty to market it and one guy to write a stupid E-mail about lightbulbs.

Q: How many HCJC students does it take to change a lightbulb?
A: The whole school. To compete with RJC.

Q: How many VJC students does it take to change a lightbulb?
A: The whole school. One student to screw it in and the rest to cheer and wave flags and banners to give him/her support.

Q: How many NJC students does it take to change a lightbulb?
A: None. They can study without light.

Q: How many AJC students does it take to change a lightbulb?
A: They're too busy trying to be one of the top 5 JCs.

Q: How many ACJC students does it take to change a lightbulb??
A: None. They'd use all their money to employ YJC to do it for them.

Q: How many YJC students does it take to change a lightbulb?
A: None. Only one teacher to tell them what's a light bulb is in the first place and to demonstrate(how do you think they're able to change it for ACJC?)

Q: How many CJC students does it take to change a lightbulb?
A: They'd prefer it darker. *raises eyebrows*

Q: How many JJC students does it take to change a lightbulb?
A: None. Their physics is so bad that they make the male teacher cry.

Q: How many TPJC students does it take to change a lightbulb?
A: They wouldn't bother.

Q: How many SAJC students does it take to change a lightbulb?
A: None. Tthey believe in praying for it.

Q: How many NYJC students does it take to change a lightbulb?
A: None. They are still using oil lamps.

Q: How many SRJC students does it take to change a lightbulb?
A: Huh, wat litebarbu...

Q: Don't you guys wonder who wrote this?
A: TJC!

Q: How many TJC students does it take to change the lightbulb?
A: None. They think they are very bright already.

Q: How many PJC students does it take to change the lightbulb?
A: F*** the lightbulb lah, the principal will dosomething about it. Let's do 300 jumping jacks for not wearing the proper school attire.

LOLS... isn't this is cool~? And the one on tpjc is so true larr.. slackers.. whahaahs.. woops. Dun get offended.. we're in jc and man isn't it stressful. We do need a break. LOLS. I bet Matt/Aloy/HongPeng/Kozaw must be smirking now. XD Cya~.. CT is like nxt Monday? And I am doing this.. zzzz.. slack... XD

Monday, June 20, 2005 | 12:20 AM

Woke up at 2pm. Slept like a PIG. Had tuition. I realyy have to admit my Math sucks. I hate Maths.. GeeZ~ Went fr a run at MJ. There's this nine-a-side soccer match there. So when Haihui and I reached there we were like wtf. So many ppl. We wun wanna run ifo them. But in the end.. we still did. Did 800m and 200m w/ him. Can't run more than 400m. I seriously can't. Ended up 80m behind HH. Wahahahs.. I am really sucky w/ even mid-D. 200m also pretty sucky. Saw this guy doing sprints trg. Shld be in his 30s? Yea` He can really sprint. Was shocked. And his strides are scary larr. Perhaps he's in some athlethics org or what nots. Timed HH fr his last 800m. Then left fr home.

Watched the chinese drama on some transexuals in a volleyball competition. Sometimes.. I wish I can take part in activities tt requires team spirit. Nt tt my track don't have it. Its just we dun really need it in competitions except relays. But I always thot tt an ego freak like me wld only want individual attention..? Wadeva/

Oh did I mention.. we're recruiting tt dude called Khairul frm seasports. Saw him do 400m before. Nt bad. IF he hasn't bragged to us tt he can do 50s. I hope he wun be some big ass when he join us. Seriously. Our team is ok now. We dun need corruption. If he ever become one.

Friday, June 17, 2005 | 12:54 AM

You are 93% Leo

How much do you match your zodiac sign?

| 12:50 AM

You Are A Fun Friend

You're the one who keeps your group laughing And you've always got an idea for something fun to do The party's not complete without you And you wouldn't miss it for the world

What Kind of Friend Are You?

| 12:35 AM

Your Deadly Sins

Envy: 80%

Pride: 80%

Gluttony: 40%

Greed: 40%

Lust: 40%

Sloth: 40%

Wrath: 0%

Chance You'll Go to Hell: 46%

You will die at the hands of a jealous lover. How ironic.

How Sinful Are You?

Thursday, June 16, 2005 | 7:43 PM

OK.. its been like days since I last blogged. I have been mugging. God.. tell me abt attention span. I can last less than a page now.. Its nt distractions. Its the darn soul of mine tt refuses to stay put. Kept trying to distract myself while mugging. Tt's really weird.. XD And the time fr each mugging 'session' is like 4hrs? I know its short.. but I only spent 2 hrs at the desk. And I've only mugged fr 2 days.. so tell me maybe I shld nt even hv bothered studying. Aftall its only 10% of the promos when mst other JCs hv it at as high as 40%. Awww.. man! Why did I even bother?! =p

Check out how much I hv nt touched..
GP: hmwk (essay, 1100 words and I think there's compre.. is there?) Wahahs..
Bio: Transport and Cell sturcture
Chem: EVERYTHING
Math: EVERYTHING
MT: do I ever touch MT? lols..

Hahas. so anyone can see tt this person's out to fail the CT. YAWNS.

Went TM today w/ Adeline and some of her peeps.. aft 'trying to mug'. Wanted to go back but realised its already 5 when we left. Lunch @ tt pathetic fd court is so ex. 3 bucks fr some shit. And to think tt its nt even filling. Saw Derick and his gf at there. God.. tell me I'm envious k. I think I totally suck w/ all these stuff. Maybe I'll go get a bk on 100tips on asking a gal out. Even then.. maybe I shld go fr some nip and tuck. XD

The back of my shoulders is aching like shit. You know the searing pure white hot pain? Yea` Asked Kes and Crystal.. hahas.. I guess all the trackers are suffering frm it. Thanks to Mr Chew's mad gym trg. The bloody pump machine.. and tt fooking leg weights. Hahas.. if I'm injured I won't even hv to think of walking.. XD Talk abt sprinting..

Oh yea` my Maxonline is finally here. FINALLY. Aft a light year.. Hahs! And mum was nagging at the many wires frm the router. C'mon.. its Starhub.. fr smth budget. These few wires are worth it.

The hols are so ending soon. Its like one more wk? The first day is already the CT. But the gd things' that the CT only stretch over a wk. And Friday.. cant be considered as a CT day. XD There's like only listening compre? Just ensure ur legs are ear-wax free. Wahahs...

I missed Charmed ytd. no thanks to mum and her 3hrs nagging. Nvm.. I'm so super used to it. I've gt anti-virus pluged in me. So any bugs or trojan horses will nt get past my ears. If it does, it won't reach my central CPU (the brain, DUH). =p

Yay.. managed to ask her out fr Cultural nite and Band concert.. but man, I gotta beg Gen and Crys to come along.. but its worth it yea`.. lols

Sunday, June 12, 2005 | 11:48 PM

God cannot be seen.. so?

Went fr religious class. I wonder who was it who told me tt I can't wear jeans there. Ended up in my sec sch long pants. I must have looked like a clown. Anyway. Saw loads of ppl there. Yea` so the typical Qns when ppl see you are:

1. Where u studying now?
2. How is it there?
3. Stressful or not?
4. What combi u taking?
5. What cca?
6. Now holidays right? (DUH~!)

Hahas... the really usual Qns.. Zzzz. Hmm.. saw tt Chinese High dude. Seriously, he don't have to ask me abt JC life larr.. I mean.. man.. he'll be in HCI next yr.. wth. I feel so small compared to them. Hahas.. and tt RI guy.. ZZZZZZZZZZZ. Why are al these ppl in the integrated prog. Nxt yr RJC already.. dun ask me abt sch wk!! GeeZ~.

Today's lesson was ok. They preached abt the usual stuff. But I guess I needed it. Cos I hv so much wrongdoings yea? DUH~.. Oh ya.. they mentioned smth true today.. Some ppl dun believe in God as they claim they can't see God.. but can you see Love? So there is no love? Lols.. Pretty logical to me.

Ate gr8 fd there. And I ate like a pig. I took 4 times the servings of others. Talk abt preaching.. XD Trg tmr.. woohooo~ 2 reasons to be happy. 1st. running is my passion.. (ok maybe nt long D) 2nd. AHEM AHEM. =p My legs hurt man.. has to be the 2.4 I did on Friday.. Zzzz. But I promised to give my 100% during trg so tt I can beat my personal best timing. You know.. its nt easy fr sprinters to cut dwn tt pathetic timing..

Saturday, June 11, 2005 | 10:56 PM

Ok, I'm so nt in the mood to blog. Practically slept the whole day away. Ain't much of the holidays left.. I'm feeling lathargic. Wanted to go dwn to Bukit Gombak stadium to watch the sprinters tt qualified fr the finals. I've gt lots to learn frm them.. Also wanted to support Amir and Chai Yun.. but ended up slping at home cos it was so late already. -.- Asked her to go.. but then she had church.. hmm.. yea` tt's why I'm slping at home. Hahas... Woke up at 9pm.. ate dinner and recieved her sms. =p Ok.. I'm on cloud9. Wahahahs.. Besides this.. there's nth much worth blogging.. XD Hmmm.. is cultural nite a gd time to ask her out.. =/

Friday, June 10, 2005 | 11:58 PM

A day wasted..

Slacked whole day.
Stupid..
Woke up late, no thanks to headache.
So I didn't go fr trg. Which is like my 1st time?
Hahas.. slept till 12pm.
I hv no idea how I spent my aftnoon tho.
Met up w/ James @ 7.
Wanted to go Tamp stadium to run.
When we reached there.. we realised there's a soccer match gg on..
so had to make a detour to MJC to run instead.
Alighted at the wrong freaking stop.
So had to walk a long distance before reaching the track.
Did 2.4km under 11mins. Almost 11mins.. hahas.. Damn sucky.
Did sprint drills and sprinted 2x100m.
Tt was in return fr missing today's sprints trg.
Sighs.
Anyway.. me and James waited @ e busstop waiting fr 358. Aft 15mins.. we realised there's no 358 there. LOLS
How blur can we be man..
Went w/ him to DTE to get his dinner.
I drank Ice milo.
Its always my favourite.. when its sweet enough, that is..
Went home and had a lil chat w/ Captain on MSN.
Hmm... ok I change my perspective of looking at the jumpers..
And I look up to her fr her track spirit despite those horrid chronic back pains.
yup~ now I understand..
And I know our track rocks. =p

| 12:02 AM

WINGS~ weee.. lols

Woke up early. Went online. Slacked the whole morning away. Was suppose to meet e rest of the trackers at Tamp MRT @ 2pm. But I myself was late again. wth! Went Bukit Gombak alone on e MRT. Stood thru out the journey like a block. In my mind I was darn worried I'll be last fr my race..

Anyway.. saw this AJC dude. He looked scary enough. As in tough looking. I guess he's a sprinter altho i didn't bother to look out fr him during Wings sprints event. Bought myself two milo bars which I guess weren't useful at all.. lols. Aft all its only 100m... When we were there, we realised tt we're under man's opens. OMG. But nvm.. its like all other jcs also in opens. My race was at 6.10pm And I was pretty not on form. Hmm, dunno why. Whenever someone beside me run too near my pace I'll panic and slow down. wtf. Sighs. Oh yea` I gt 6th out of 7 lar. Pathetic! Cld hv beaten tt TJ dude. But man.. my starts were ok today. (like only once larr.. lols!) I gotta wk on other stuff. I need to train harder. Anyway, the ppl in my heats were damn nice! We were wishing each other all the best and gd luck and such. So we're like the only race tt was smooth w/o false starts or 'stand up' case. Hahas! And aft the race we still tell each other 'job well done' (even tho I'm like 6th!) But nvm.. its my 1st time in a race. I shall improve w/ more trg. =p Fabian made a new record fr our sch. He's the high jumps record holder! With 1.85m.. cool huh? I can kow tow to him.. so high larr! I'm 1.82m tall leh~ How does he do e jumps?! WL and Cheng Wei weren't too bad either.. w/ 1.75m clearance. Hahas.. can see the grins all over Cheng Wei larr.. he's so happy abt it. Which is gd since he trained fr like 7 months only? ZX cleared the 1st rounds of throws but Kenny didn't. But its ok. Kenny is still new to track. Just like me! =p

Saw Chai Yun there. She's gg to run 1 mile on Saturday. I guess I'll be gg dwn to Sat. To support Amir, to support Chai Yun.. and also to see how the elite sprinters run. Man! They're scary. Aft the events.. we went to Woodlands fr dinner. Ate at Yoshinoya.. and I had cheese fries w/ whipped potato frm KFC. Awww.. I love cheese. I love yogurt. I love chocs! =p Crapped a lot. And I received sms-es frm her.. Awww... so damn nice. My heart melted. XD OK.. tt's jus a joke. I didn't melt. Just swelled. XD Went home w/ Jolene, Jeremy, Cheng Wei and haihui then alighted w/ CW and HH. Me and CW took same bus. I was pretty quiet larr. Didn't talk to him. Feeling bad now.. But I was reflecting on my lousy sprints today. i know I cld hv pushed more if I haven't panic.. Seems like I gotta train myself to get used to pressure. Oh yea` we got our track suit. It looks darn nice. W/ tt blue and black. We sure looked like a strong team.. LOLS! Hope Elfi can get us smth in Nationals. We really need a better profile.

Damn tired today. There's trg tmr. 8am!! But I have Bio makeup fr what I didn't come fr today.. and its like frm 8+ alle way till 12pm!! FOOK the bloody balls. Zzz. I want to train.. I dun wanna miss trg larr. Kaoz~ So tired.. I shld slp soon. Will update soon. Cya~

thank ya fr ur support.. u're my everything.. =p

Wednesday, June 08, 2005 | 8:05 PM

Mugging days beginning? LOLS..

No way. Mugging has barely started. Can't even last fr more than 5 pgs larr. All thanks to all e late night slps.. YAWNS.

Went fr GP lecture late w/ Tmo. Hahas.. watched this show called Osama. Its on the talibans. Pretty interesting. But I dun really get the show larr.. aft all I only watchched the last 2/3s of the show.. zzzzzz!

Skipped Math lecture to go fr trg. I hv to cos I promised Mr Yazid and I requested to train block starts fr the sake of the upcoming Wings. NOT that I'm gg to win or what larr... its just tt I don't want to embarass our sch's face. All e pro sprinters (altho nt best) there, they sure spot my mistake when I do starts. Sighs. And god, I do have a few things to correct! Anyway, we got this free spike nails given by e sch.. kaoz~ its really time they give us more. I mean.. the performing arts are more well-funded than us larr.. wth? Its not like the hurdles are brand-new or all our jerseys subsidised... Zzzzz. But when I reached home I fixed on the new spike nails on found out one of 'em has a problem. Its too conical! The can hardly grip it to screw it in. SCREW. Sounds so crude... =p So I gotta find someone to lend me one of those nails then.. -.- AGAIN.. its nt like I'll win anything. But even if I come in last.. I must make sure I am not too far frm the 2nd last right? LOLS. Nah~ I'm nt intending to be last larr.. but its also not up to my choice.. -.-'''

Went home fr lunch. Went back to sch to mug. Nt say very effective. But at least I didn't fall aslp. wahahas. At 4, me and tmo gt free food frm the staff.. was damn hungry so I ate like everything? Tt explains why I'm still nt having dinner at this time. =p Aft tt went home. On e way out of sch. Saw the GP cher Ms Patricia Koh. ONCE AGAIN.. another person commented tt I look like tmo. Hahas.. must be our common practice to be late.. LOLS. And the thing is Ms Koh asked if we're twins.. Hahas.. I didn't know we have such a close resemblance. Oh yea` I also saw some ppl w/ his ahem studying tog.. WAHAHAS..

Oh tonight's not so boring yea`? I'm looking frward to watching Nip/Tuck. The last episode I watched was ages ago.. and there's CHARMED later. woohoooo~! Wah~ so much fr trying to mug. And yeatmr's the Wings already. If I don't make it pass the heats at least... I'll be like damn upset larr.. I know I'm nt like those fantastic sprinter.. and am soo noob in sprints.. but I suppose I'll have to give it my best shot yea? Its like my only chance to sprint fr anything besides sports meet which is dominated by our own trackers. XD

So do check the local newspaper tmr. If u see someone by the name David has committed suicide.. u know who it is.. kk, jus jk~.

Anyway, Mum has known how to access my PC. So its like time to be more careful of what stuff I hv in it yup? LOLS.. ok.. tt's seriously kidding.. I dun hide anything tt's nt right fr my age. But what's nt right at this age man, yea?

Monday, June 06, 2005 | 11:58 PM

Math tchr rox

Went sch at 10.10am. Ok.. was supposed to. But was late as usual. Reached sch to find out tt Math tchr didn't turn up. LOLS. So me, Shirlene, TMO, Paul, Derick, TK, Pei Jun, Melissa, Hui Ning, Alvin and Xue Yun went to Mac. =) I had Triple cheeseburger! Cos I can't take the beef so I took special order fr more cheese instead. Niceee`

Aft tt went ard walking w/ TK and Derick. Saw loads of TPJcians. It seems tt TM and century Square is really our area. Bought the Fila shoebag. Thanks to TK loan of $$. I forget to bring enough again. Ate w/ them at fd court. Had the taoshuan which I find damn nice. Hahas..

Went back sch fr trg. Did the usual stuff. Did 6x60m and 3x150m. Quite happy w/ my performance. Managed to beat Joel. Ok.. I know mst prob he is nt 100%. Yawns. But still running ahead of him is a gd feeling. Even tho its fake. LOLS. Gatorade is simply horrible. I hate it. I rather hv sprite in future. Hahas.. took bus home w/ Qi Lun, Cheng Wei and Haihui. I think QiLun is a really nice dude. Hahas.. and I didn;t know he live near me. Hahas. And Cheng Wei talks! LOLS. I always thot he doesn't.

Wings 100m is on Thursday. Saw last yr's timing. Damn gd larr.. I can't even smell their fart. The timing was like 12.02s fr e worst. And tt's under 17 mind you. Damn. I really gotta make myself do 12s. But how... as if I can like that. Even if I get thrashed, I dun wanna be the last few larr.. tt'll be so ZZZZZZZ.

Didn't talk to her during trg today. Hmm.. maybe I shld be more approaching? Hahas..

| 1:32 AM

A bulletin frm Friendster.. Damn touching..

my mom only had one eye.
i hated her... she was such an embarressment..
my mom ran a small shop at a fleamarket.
she collected little weeds and such to sell...
anything for the money we needed
she was such an embarressment.
there was this one day during elementary
school..it was field day, and my mom came.
i was so embarressed. how could she dothis tome? i threw her a hateful look and ran out.
the next day at school...
"your mom only has one eye?!?!" ..and they taunted me.
i wished that my mom would just
dissappear from
this world
so i said to my mom,"mom.. why dont you have the othereye?!
if you're only gonna make me a
laughingstock,why dont you just die?!!!"my mom did not respond..
i guess i felt a little bad, but at the sametime, it
felt good to think that i had said what i'dwanted tosay all this time..
maybe it was because my mom hadnt
punishedme,but i didnt think that i had hurt her
feelings very badly.that night...i woke up, and went to the kitchen to get
a glass of water.
my mom was crying there, so quietly, as if
shewas afraid that she might wake me.
i took a look at her, then turned away.
because of the thing i had said to her
earlier, therewas something pinching at me in the
corner of my heart.even so, i hated my mother who was
crying out of her one eye. so i told myself that i would
grow up and become successful.
cause i hated my one-eyed mom and our
desperate poverty..then i studied real hard.
i left my mother and came to Seoul and
studied,and got accepted in the Seoul University
with allthe confidence i had.then, i got married.
i bought a house of my own.then i had kids, too..now i'm living happily as a successful
man.i like it here because it's a place thatdoesntremind me of my mom.this happiness was getting bigger and bigger,when..
what?!who's this?!...it was my mother.....still with her one eye.
it felt as if the whole sky was falling apart on me.
my little girl ran away, scared of my
mom's eye.and i asked her,"who are you?!""i dont know you!!!" as if trying to make
that real. i screamed at her," how dare you come to
my house and scare my daughter!""GET OUT OF HERE! NOW!!!"and to this, my mother quietly answered,"oh, i'm so sorry. i may have gotten the
wrong address,"and she dissappeared out of sight.
thank good ness... she doesnt recognizeme..
i was quite relieved.
i told myself that i wasnt going to care, or
think about this for the rest of my life.
then a wave of relief came upon me...one day, a letter regarding a school
reunion cameto my house. so, lying to my wife that i
was goingon a business trip, i went.
after the reunion, i went down to the oldshack,
that i used to call a house...just out of
curiositythere, i found my mother fallen on the
cold ground.but i did not shed a single tear.
she had a piece of paper in her hand.... itwas a
letter to me.
my son...i think my life has been long enough
now..and... i wont visit Seoul anymore...but would it be too much to ask if i
wanted you to come visit me once in a while?i miss you so much.. and i was so glad
when i heard you were coming for the reunion.
but i decided not to go to the school....for you...
and i'm sorry that i only have one eye,
and i was an embarressment for you.
you see, when you were very little, you got into an accident, and lost your eye.
as a mom, i couldntstand watching you having to grow up
with only one eye... so i gave you mine...i was so proud of my son that was seeing
a whole new world for me, in my place, with that
eye. i was never upset at you for anything you did..
the couple times that you were angry with
me,.. ithought to myself, 'it's because he loves me..'my son... oh, my son...i dont want you to cry for me, because of
my death.

Isn't this so sad.

Sunday, June 05, 2005 | 2:33 AM

Its a boring morning.. came across these stuff on Aloy's blog. Tried it out. Hahas.. Pretty true? I guess so.

| 12:55 AM

Loneliness Quotient: 35%

Your Personalized Assessment Report:

Your LQ score could be better, but you are certainly not in an unhealthy zone. You should take care, however, to resolve some of the issues that prevent you from achieving a lower score. You are okay in your relations with your friends. This is good. Additionally, your family situation is not causing you any troubles. A positive family situation is definitely helpful. Things look much more bleak in your romantic life. Making improvements here by finding a good girl can drastically cut your level of loneliness. Thankfully you do not have a problem with shyness, so pursuing romantic leads will not be as difficult for you. On a final note, there seem to be some insecurity issues that you need to work through. Improving self-esteem will aid you in lowering your LQ.

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| 12:27 AM

Your dating personality profile: Athletic - Physical fitness is one of your priorities. You find the time to work athletic pursuits into your schedule. You enjoy being active. Wealthy/Ambitious - You know what your goals are and you pursue them vigourously. Achieving success is important to you. Adventurous - Just sitting around the house is not something that appeals to you. You love to be out trying new things and really experiencing life.

Your date match profile: Athletic - You aren't looking for a couch potato. You seek someone who is active and who keeps her body in top shape. Funny - You consider a good sense of humor a major necessity in a date. If her jokes make you laugh, she has won your heart. Sensual - You aren't looking for someone who is sexually repressed. You want someone who is adventurous under the covers.

Your Top Ten Traits 1. Athletic 2. Wealthy/Ambitious 3. Adventurous 4. Big-Hearted 5. Outgoing 6. Religious 7. Sensual 8. Funny 9. Romantic 10. Liberal

Your Top Ten Match Traits 1. Athletic 2. Funny 3. Sensual 4. Religious 5. Wealthy/Ambitious 6. Traditional 7. Adventurous 8. Intellectual 9. Stylish 10. Big-Hearted

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Saturday, June 04, 2005 | 1:43 PM

ma` track rox

Gotta type this fast cos I'm falling aslp soon. FATIGUE!! All thanks to our track spirit.. =p I guess like only a few slept thru the night. Most of us either watch movies, play monopoly.. oh yes mahjong.. and eat our way thru the night. XD

1st day:
Reached sch EARLY. See that? E-A-R-L-Y. Man.. I'm impressed w/ myself. Had trg. Damn it. Jon puked cos he had a terrible hangover frm the cocolatte party of this guy called Alex's b'day. I seriously shld hv gone. Then I wld not rot at home. Hahas.. anyway did e usual pre-trg stuff. i.e warmups+stretch+drills. 300m twice. I sux at distances more than 200m. I guess the vids wld be up soon. And you'll be able to see Tun Gene running ahead of me like 2m? Zzzzz. Then did relays passes. Ok, Jon and I handled it pretty well. Coach said its gd. So it HAVE TO BE. =] *grins. Aft trg. THE CAMP STARTS. And man it rocks. R-O-C-K-S. We started w/... Mr Vincent Lee lecturing us.. -.- He and his 'too dangerous' crap. Everything's too dangerous to him yea? Anyway went to one of e classrooms fr briefing on the 'rules and regulations' that are super bent QiLun. *claps. LOLS. Had our gorupings. No named grps like orienations. Just 1 to 4. And I'm in grp 2 w/ SiYa(captain), Prathiba, Jolene, Justin, Weison and Claudia. =) MY GRP ROCKS. (altho it doesn't hv the person I want)

Went fr games on the stage in the hall. Some thinking kinda games. Hmm.. loads of teamwrk? I suppose. And Justin helped us damn much. We won 2 out of 3 games. Woohoo~ And then we played Captain's ball where we came in 2nd. Thanks to my long hands. Which failed to work in e last match. And which guy threw the ball at my glasses?! Its in a bad shape larr.. But I got it fixed. Then went back to holding area at the classes to take our hp and wallets cos we're playing this game 'cross roads' or is it 'cross junctions'? LOLS. Nvm it still rocks. And oh ya, Saw Aloy and Lx in sch. And there's no orgy inside larrr! XD Ok back to the game. The game was damn shiok larr. Cos we get to go to TM as a grp and eat the food. And fyi, e fd we chose fr the game is our dinner! Check out what my grp had fr dinner: Nasi Lemak, Macaroni, Ice cream, Moji(some kinda ice cream) bubble tea ice blend, milk tea and chicken rice. So much fr being trackers! We're suppose to be health-conscious athlethes? *grins. Oh and we ended with grp3 with us on the same bus. Then in order to win, we ran off once we alighted. Imagine 13 ppl running at top speed dwn the road. The whole bus was like staring us. We must have looked like some enthu maniacs. And as a sprinter, I'm such a disgrace. I didn't bother to sprint. Cos I had too much ice-cream in the body. Justin kicked dwn the dustbin so we came in 2nd. Woohoo~ And btw, thru this game I found the softer side of the captain. Hmm.. ok, she isn't as bad as I thot. So I still hv due respect fr her yup. But still the jumper domination is soooo... zzzz.

Bathed and then played the game called Who wants to be a millionaire. LOLS. 1st.. no $$ involved. And the Qns asked are damn weird and lame. Like: 'How old is Mr Yazid?' 'How old is Mrs Lim?' What car does Mrs Lim drive to sch everyday?' 'Who is the darkest chinese gal in our track?' And tt Qn's options only have one gal. XD And the Qn on Justin and Genever.. Tsktsk.. scandalous. Then we went fr some supper? And its cookies and milo and cup noodles. So much fr being healthy. Hahas. Then watched a movie called American Pie 4. Frm HOWARD. wtf! The part where they showed the gal licking the banana as tho its the penis is soooo... ! But it contains certain homo elements which sent all of us shivers dwn the spine. YUCKS. Then we're suppose to go to bed. But Mr Chew and Coach is so nice. They didn't scold us when we stayed up all night. =) Played monopoly and ate loads of cookies. Ate one cup noodle. Then I went to bed. But we crapped a lot. And tt monopoly game w/ Siya is jus sad larr. She like ate up all our money?! Hahas. She's gd at it. But she went jail thru out the game. IN and out like every alternate rounds. Tired at 5.30am. I went to slp. Under the fan. Freezing cold.

2nd morning:
Woken up by hell of a many ppl calling my name. Its like 6.20? I barely had an hr of slp. So tired. Sighs. Went to do morning exercise. Pretty shag fr a walking dead like me. All of us were complaining how tired we are. LOLS. Did the 5bx thingy and ran 4 rounds. Lloyd and QiLun oought 50 pratas frm the shop outside sch. LOLS. 50! And they didn't take enough curry. But was really nice of them to get us pratas. I was damn hungry and refused to take any more cookies. I cld feel the heatiness in me. Like I'm getting fever any moment.. Then we played the final challenge. Dog and bone. Where I got my beautiful scratch. And the telematch. OVERALL WINNER of the day is none other than MY group. Hahas. But we gt quite pathetic prizes. TOILET ROLL. Chunky chocs. This jelly thingy and Lays. But still nt bad yea`? I mean the camp rocks. We had this fantastic bonding session and I managed to talk to senior tt I've nv talked to before. Like Elfi, Justin, Lloyd, Joel and Howard. Lols. And of cos the j1s were great. This camp is fantastic. I wld want another one. But this time w/o Mr Vincent ard. Hahas. Ok, I'm getting slpy. Am gg fr choir concert tonite. Didn't ask her to go. I didn't hv e courage to. What if the same scenario repeats...

At least we talk.. I'm so glad we did and will do. =)

Thursday, June 02, 2005 | 9:12 PM

Woohooo~ Track camp tmr..

Woke up early today. Early fr a day w/o trg. Lols. 11am isn't too late yup? You don't have to agree w/ me tho. Hahas.. Ok I did my overdue reading logs. Not bad considering the fact there's like 3 to do? Erm... maybe its not too gd either. Bah.. wadeva.

Pillai came in e aftnoon to do his test on the NYJC webby. His poor internet is down. And what's the reason.. LOST HIS PASSWORD. wth! Anyway I terminated my singnet 512k. Damn slow. And too exp. Starhub Maxonline 2000 is coming on 15 June. Tt's long. Ok, back to Pillai. His stay here wasn't too nice. I mean as a host, I'm nt doing much. And he was distracted by me. Lols. So much fr completing his test. XD

James called l8r. We're suppose to meet up tog and feast our eyes on the PC show at Expo. I'm late again. (I'm getting sick of being late all the time) LOLS. Anyway, saw Zarifah and Nurul. Woot. Nurul's getting hotter yea? Hahas.. =X But I'm serious. Her red glasses made her so.. hot. Zarifah made a comment. Hahas.. I shall nt be thick skinned to put it dwn. But I was swelling secretly when she said it. =p James got his thumb drive aft searching the whole of hall 6.. and Pillai complained abt the crowd. C'mon I love crowds. You get to feast your eyes on like everything. Nt just the products.. the ppl too... =p

Tmr's track camp. Hahas.. I hope smth gd turn out of it man. Like... lols. Those who know will get what I mean yea? And its gg to be a bonding session I guess. A gd one. The j1s are pretty bonded yea? Hahas.. nah~ anyone can see tt frm our sentosa trip.. But the j2s.. er... dun really talk to them.. esp Lloyd, QiLun, Cheng Wei and Yirun. But there're stepping dwn aft Nationals.. so much fr bonding.. =/ Still, I'm looking forward to it. Wonder what kinda prank there'll be. I'm game fr anything.. except walking on the roof of any building.. geeZ~ I fear heights. Darkness? Its ok w/ me..

Wednesday, June 01, 2005 | 4:39 PM

I hate this domination idea

I hate it. Its always..

"Jumpers.. come do warm-ups.."
"Jumpers.. come do stretching together.."
"Fabian/Jeremy/(today) Alvin will lead e stretching.."
"Jumpers do drills tog.."

Captain.. u're really getting on my nerves. What do u think will happen to your jumpers aft u step dwn? I hold no grudge against Fabian/Jeremy or Alvin.. Its just tt I can't stand this 'jumper donmination' thing. Seriously, all of us can see tt she's trying to put up the qualities of her jumpers.. perhaps to make up her loss fr the next captain. Zzz. Today QL got annoyed. He questioned her when is e last time sprints or distance runners led e stretching. This, I believe is to hint her tt we're aware of what she's trying to do. Anyway, who cares if we're nt the ones leading. Its just her actions which I wld say, scheming. I just gotta keep my breath till e Nationals are over. Once its over. Syonara. HAHAS.

Ok, I'm evil. But I'm sick of this. What to do..

Trg today. Almost late. But NOT LATE. =p Did the usual stuff. Arm swing, drills, strides. Andrei joined sprints today. Used starting blocks again. But I felt damn uneasy today. I hv a feeling my blocks are adjusted wrongly. =X I need the masking tape's guidance.. Lols. Sounds like a kid. And I viewed e last trg and today's trg on our track webby. I still run in a stupid looking way. And I still have stupid actions each time during trg. Zzz.. I'm supposed to be doing hmwk now.. Jon already started revising. Hmm.. I guess one of us has to start so e other guys will be pushed to do so too. Yawns. I'm feeling slacky.

Tonight's showtime. LOLS. As in tv. I wanna catch Charmed. Its back. Hahas.. yea` the 3 sizzling hot ladies. Erm.. ok, maybe only two of them. Can't wait to see how the storyline's like. Its been almost 1/2 a yr since the last season's which was during the Os..? Hmm.. why was I watching tv then.. XD Wadeva..

p.s. that was nice of you.. but it doesn't mean anything, does it?