Saturday, October 15, 2005 | 12:31 AM

Sighs. I'm beginning to believe tt I was a draft amongst God's mass creations.
LATE again. Went to sch aft GP. Was told Ms Leow took photos w/ the class. fuck. I missed my chance to pose w/one of the best looking tchrs in sch. Ok cancel pose. I can't do tt.

Spent a gd long time w/ tk, derick and wm in the lib during math. Yea, I'm very guity fr skipping the most math lessons in a yr than any other student. But I seriously dun understand it and fuck wldn't it be pointless to attend a lecture which I have no clue on. And the fear tt creeps within me concerning the promotions and the hopefully-never-possible departure of 3 good buddies.

Ms Loh briefed us on the promos results. She commented tt she's glad tt at least there's large improvement seen. No chem lesson proper was held. Jus talking and crapping as usual. And Elyn is stupid enough to believe that I don't know what's up her sleeve with that dumb trick of hers. ahhas!

I find cell and nuclear division a total crap. Its gg to be a long time before I understand wth is gg on in bio. And the phenols stuff. omfg. OMFG. I'm in deep shit. And I heard tt under conditional promotion, one will hv to pass ALL the subjects during the fac test. knn. I can't complete the entire math syllabus in 2 months ye. wtf is wrong w/ the sch. ok, I really need the sch to be nice. Give me another A pass. maybe I wun be late in future? muahahas. tt's crap.

Trg today w/ crystal, kes, bertina, weison and qixiang. Ran frm sch all e way to the park near white sands. Its ard 3km according to weison. I was very shacked. aching all over. sighs. I feel so incompetent when I'm w/ the long D ppl. but I'll still need to train fr the fitness. fitness don't jus come like tt yea. unfortuanaetly tho.