Thursday, October 13, 2005 | 8:53 PM

Life's miseries. Things coming and going beyond our control. The truth is out and didn't it hurt. All the papers are out. I manage to pass both AO subjects GP and MT. That's a relief. Both were close to the borderline. Totally devastated by GP essay and MT was way fucking pathetic. The marks hv gone down as compared to CT. I know it really isn't the time fr me to bark at my results when there's other ppl who awaits their hopes to get promoted. Nt tt I'm promotable tho. I just stand higher chances of promoting w/ tt ONE Apass. I know its a fugly E. Heard frm Jieyi they'll moderate Chem. I sure hope they do. The paper wasn't tough. I didn't mug enough. Yea, I ain't fr last min wk. It gets me nowhere and this time its really some miracle doing its work.

I know you 3 dudes are feeling damn dwn now. But just wait till nxt wed. When the final verdict is issued aft all possible moderation. (: wm, you can't just leave like tt. I know this sounds totally gay and all. urgh. but rmbr I need you fr nxt yr's sports day 4by100m. I can't list dwn other reasons but you know we guys don't get mushy w/ another dude. It will seriously sound very wrong, yea? And you haven't attended a single of my track's trg. Ages ago u've been giving the empty claims. What is this? Derick, you have nt taught me dota. I have nt even started. Tk, who am I gg to sms in the morning whenever I'm late. W/o u guys, break and lunch time wld be so boring. Lectures and tutorials wld be so quiet. You get the picture?

I sound so depressed.

Too many trackers did badly fr the promos. I want to move on to j2 w/ the rest. Yea everyone feels the same too. The cruel fate will decide and we'll know nxt week yea. To those who didn't fair too well fr the promos, be patient and wait ye.

So, overall I manage to get 1A3AO. I seriously need them to moderate chem to get the 2A2AO. Altho Ms Loh did say t I'll mst prob be able to make it thru. I'm still worried. Fr myself and the class as a whole. And to the gals of s09, don't get upset. Its nt the end of the world. (: