Saturday, August 06, 2005 | 7:24 PM

Zzz..

Ytd was a bad day.. did the GP compre and skipped Math lec cos its Mrs Tay teaching. There’s seriously no pt going to her lec cos its just too fast. Headed to the library instead. Fell aslp while reading some bks abt track. Then Chem was on prac evaluation which was a waste of time cos Ms Low went on and on abt e same thing over and over. Bio lecture was very bad. But Ms Leo did her best in gg slow. We needed that. Cos there’s this big chunk of new words in respiration.. fr example Oxaloacetate. It was like wtf? Then had Math test during tutorial. Almost handed in blank piece of paper but decided to just jot dwn a few stuff which I thot is totally rubbish. Had extra lesson w/ Mr Wong cos I missed mst of e bridging courses.. in fact all of them. Aft tt had waffle in e sch and waited fr Crystal and Leroy before gg fr track trg.

Played frisbee. We thot it wld be no kick as its just throwing and catching but it isn’t. And Coach actually put those in ankle weights together as a team. And we had only 4 ppl compared to other team w/o ankle weights w/ 5 ppl plus coach himself! Wtf? The score is super shit. 7 vs 1. There was this Temasek sec dude who joined us fr trg. Heard frm him his 400m is 56s. Nt bad compared to me I mean I really suck in 400m. REALLY. And his 100m is 0.1s off me and my event is suppose to be 100m And he’s a sec student. I mean c’mon.. its time I improve by a big margin. Or else I’m seriously hopeless. Heard frm Leroy tt Tuesday’s class PE Mr Samad will be taken over by Coach and he’ll be doing track w/ us. OMG~ Tuesdays will be hell fr me in future.. Did 250m and 350m w/ weights. Then Masturah fainted although she didn’t train w/ us but I guess its e heat frm the frisbee. So coach told us to stop but the guys did one last 250m sprints w/o weights. And although I’m suppose to go faster.. somehow I felt I’m dragging myself. That is like shit. Its e feeling tt I’m nt pushing to e max. And I head footsteps frm the 2nd runner which really freaked me out. Sighs. After tt had drinks in canteen w/ Leroy, Joanne, Jie Yi and Genever. Crapped a while before gg home. The vending machine cheated my money!! Fuck it. Almost 2 bucks went just fr a pack of p.chips.

Met up w/ ZJ, Stef, Cheng H and Kenny fr badminton. The fucking wind was so strong it blew everything off. I wasn’t in e mood fr badminton anyway. Went to Kenny’s hse. Had some lunch but I was only given a piece of biscuit cos there’s no fd fr me. -.- Hahas. Caught up loads w/ them. Poly life seem so much less stressful. CH can get 27/30 fr a test. I don’t even thinkI can hit 17 in sch. Now I really miss sec sch days where even browsing thru e textbk allows u to get at least a pass. I’m getting stressed up up. The pile of things I hv to complete. Its killing me..

How long can I escape frm myself. I hate you fr all this..I hope all my anger directed at u wld aid me to forget you but scars wld still remain no matter what..