Monday, May 09, 2005 | 10:15 PM

I'm nt good enough..

Late again. But wasn't very late. Made it on time fr the 1st lesson. SPE. grreat.. XD Can't rmbr the tchr's name. But we're doing volleyball. And the conclusion is tt I hv no ball sense. Can't ctrl the ball fr longer than 20s. -.- She made us run fr 20mins! Which I don't exactly mind. But I preferred sprinting so asked her if its alright if I sprint 400m then cont w/ 2 rounds jog repititively.It's ok w/ her so me and Jon did that. But was pretty slack larr.. I bet 400m sprints was like way more than a minute.

Had Bio lecture. Was ok w/ it. Except tt I didn't bother to read up on all e cells thingy. What golgi complex.. lysosomes.. blah~ Had chem. Fr once aft so loong.. I understood what is taught during chem. Perhaps cos its smth I learnt in sec sch b4. But I'm satisfied w/ e chem lesson. Cos its really nt tt bad till I can't catch up at all. =) Did Bio practical. On some spring onion kinda thing. It stinks. And e person tt used the petri dish b4 me didn't wash it so there's the sticky feeling frm the sucrose solutions. Yucks. GP lecture was interesting today. Its on Advertisments, cencorship and mass media. I agree that Adverts are just there to arrest man of our intelligence to think. We're always blinded by adverts and guying useless stuff. Hmmm.. yea~ tt includes me.

Aft sch went w/ Joanne, Jamie and TMO to waffle shop then accompany Jo to eat her prata. GeeZ~ we're trackers man... we shld watch our diet.. tt was so fatty larr.. tsktsk. XD Then Shu Jing appeared outta nowhere.. hahas... went back to sch. Headed fr library. Shu Jing was wearing home clothes cos she w/drew frm sch already.. but Jo and Jamie tried to smuggle her into the library. Nt an ethical idea. Its pretty obvious larrr.. jeans and all.. Hahas.. they got chased out by tt woman inside. And Jo said I pang seh her.. wt! I was w/ Ming Faye and Desmond larr! tsktsk.. And I was copying some sprinting prog frm my overdue book. Ming faye and Des said i shld be captain cos I even bothered to write dwn the stuff fr track. XD Pls larrr.. I'm nt fit to be one. And if I'm ever elected then smth must be wrong. Trg was nt usual. UNUSUAL. Ppl like Kenny and Eng Han did jumps. Hairianto did sprints and some didn't bother to really train. Zi Xiang can't do throws so I got hiim to join us fr sprints. Des also trained sprints and some mid D. XD Everyone nt doing their events. Only me. I'm e only one sprinting like some kuku. I'm gald i did my sprint drills and sprints proper today. Perhaps towards the end? yea~ I dun hv the endurance to last long. That's why my 400m sux. Sad~ Hahas.. But anyway.. I'm glad we J1s came fr trg today. The sch was damn quiet w/ only us the only cca trg. I suppose other ccas cant function w/o j2s? =X I dun wanna be bashed when I go to sch tmr. XD Altho some of us wanted to play this lame game called catching.. and I turned tt idea off.. I'm sry yea?

Heard tt soccer drew 2-0 w/ NJ. Feel pretty bad cos I again didn't msg them. I didn't even at least msg the captain gd luck. Sighs~ how blur can I be. =/ Sry guys!

I hate you. I still hate you. GeeZ~ why.. blah...