rain on me
Wednesday, May 04, 2005 | 11:59 PM

I'll move on...

Thanks ppl. REALLY. Ppl like Ryan, Haihui, my cousins.. and all others who know about it yea~? I've decided to give up. I've been slacking like s snail b'cos of this. And I see no worth. You're nt worth my time. Perhaps some day I'll prove to you tt u're yet another mediocre thing tt nv existed in my mind. Perhaps.

So much fr small talk on UNIMPORTANT things. Sch was boring today. Wasn't late. managed to get on e bus where James and Alex take. And tt means I'm not late. =) A gd start fr a day. But I fell aslp during Bio. =X And Mrs Gay falred up today fr the 1st time in her life. =X I'm sry Mrs Gay... I didn't mean it. But I just keep falling aslp. And yea~ small talk did cause it to happen. But it will never happen again cos e nxt time I slp late will nt be fr u.. It'll be fr my sch wk. =)

Went outta sch today during the free period before break w/ Joanne, Shu Jing and Timothy. Went for Prata at e coffee shop. Had a lil' talk. I guess it'll be one of the last talks we have.. ='/ Cos Shu Jing has officially withdrawn frm sch. Sad yea~? Poor Eng Han... =p And Joanne!!! How dare you u try to quit sch. Wad's wrong w/ sch. We all enjoy the track times and all yea~? Don't quit! =) Seeing u ppl go one by one.. it just hurts a lot doesn't it? I bet TMO thinks e same. =/ When there's a will.. there's a way right? =) Went back fr Chem in LT cos e Audi's aircon RAWKS~ Bleah.. its spoiled larr... wth. Aft Chem went fr 'lunch' w/ Jon and went fr GP and MT. Yawns. I fell aslp trying to do the compre on Gender. wtf. And why did I fall aslp.. bcos of.. sighs.. forget it man...

Aft MT, went off fr track. =) Tt's e only thing tt can brighten up my day~ =) Nt everyone trained tho. Andrei, Jon and Kenny didnt train altho they were there fr a while.. tsk tsk.. Anyway.. did few 100m. Pathetic. The mst I can go is 5th fr finals. Sighs. Even w/ spikes my cinfidence level was low. And my starts seems to have flaws. REALLY terrible flaws. -.- I ran like a duck. Suddenly I don't feel like running fr sports day. Cos I have to come in e finish line behind ppl like Elfi, YawVwee, Shafiq, Joel and maybe Jeremy. Sighs. Aft track went home. =) DUH~ Slacked till now.

I heard things. I don't care if its significant. Its already over. Altho there was nv a beginning anyway...