Wednesday, April 13, 2005 | 11:11 PM

X-country.. relfections

Was late again. Damn it. Imagine 2 buses tt u can take to sch jus zoom past u... wtf a feeling is that. And I didn't wear my collar pin sia.. so had to get one at e bkshop. Fortunately tt bkshop lady didn't PMS ard. Or else...

The usual lectures and tutorials.. Blah blah. Nth much to talk abt. Boring. Except e fact tt I skipped MT ytd. So Mr Low was asking fr my wksheet tt they did during lecture. I wasnt there so how e hell am I gg to hand it in. I told him a lie: tt I didn't finish it so its at home. wth. He wants me to hand in by tmr. Crazy fella. I think I'll tell him str8into his face tt I didn't go cos I went home to take my aftnoon nap. =p

Aft sch went to foyer. And I'm clearly pissed by smone. I dun hv to elaborate lo. Trackers shld kknow who I meant. Anyway... went on e bus and headed to turf city. Plugge din mp3 and tried to read some bio which was to no avail. I fell asleep b4 I reached the end of tt one page. SAD CASE arh~ woke up and alighted. Saw hell of a many schs there. Pri sch sec sch and of cos JCs. All e ppl there are elites and they seem scary enough when they're nt running. I guessed I fainted when I saw them do e x-country. XD Saw Zoe. She's in her TJ jersey. wth. We're both frm Choir.. but how come she can make this far fr sports. My stamina sux. And tt's a fact. A very sad fact. XD And I'm nt a gr8 sprinter. Less than mediocre. Sighs~

Pity someone. Read his blog. Seems pretty dwn. Yea~ I agree. Smtimes certain things are nt appreciated. And there are always misjudgements and underestimations. But wad to do.. we don't decide such stuff... L must say tt Ming Faye has done us proud. =) 27th out of alle elites frm diff schs.. ranging frm Singapore Sports Sch to CJ.. St Nicholas Girls.. VJ, TJ and RJ.. blah blah.. scary.. but she did well.. beating Durga which has nv happened b4 even in trgs or roadrun. I suppose she slack a lot during those times. Treated her to coke.. hahas.. damn cheapskate la me.. I bot her those can-drink type which can hardly quench her thirst.. XD Anyway. The spirit there was damn high. Can't help feeling envious cos e distance runners usually gets e mst support. And e screaming and shouting usually last longest compared to other events. Was whining and whining to keith abt how lil' attention is given to sprints events. Mrs Lim dun seem to even bother abt our trg at all. We do our own. At our own pace. And she nv notices if i disappear frm trg. -.- Nt that i want her to catch me or what but yea~ I feel tt as a sprinter, we're nt given much attention. We're like some loose ppl tt run like mad and in a few secs. We're gone. Sighs~ seems insignificant. I know its nt e case but just can't help feeling this way when i was at turf today... It seems tt every1 is agglomerated at this event jus fr e sake of distance stamina and consistency. Bleah~ made me feel like sprinters are nt taken seriusly. I'm nt blamiing anyone. Perhaps sprinters can hardly train to improve our speeds. IN that short burst of push e mst we can cut dwn is like a few 0.01secs. And its nt ez to even cut dwn 0.05secs. 100m used to be what i thought nt my event cos I cant accelerate fast enuff since my starts are always shitty. =X But cmoe to think of it. i dun hv e energy to last at top notch speeds fr 200m either. So I'm neither here nor there. And I cant do long D cos of my cheap stamina. And I am ever so lazy to train my stamina. 400m. Needless to say. Tt event is Tun gene's cup of tea. I'm like 5secs behind hmi and tt's lousy considering e fact tt its a sprinting event. =/ But I kept telling myself to push on. Yea~ mayb someday I'll be taken more seriously instead of 'just another member' kinda attitude... and yup~ e first step is to make a break through in e sch heats coming up. Still thinking if I shld bother taking up 400m. Tun gene will be there.. and e really gd j2s will 100% thrash me. So ya.. c 1st la.. a step at a time ya? hahas.. till then.. will update again.. cya. *poof*