Monday, April 11, 2005 | 11:53 PM

Self esteem is back

Had SPE 1st thing in e morning. COOL. Guys came in 2nd fr 12by100 and 4by100 and gals came in 1st fr 12by100. Hahas.. so unexpected. Esp when I saw Shirlene run. scary~ Looks like she's aft someone and e baton act as a dagger. XD Nt very happy w/ my performance for 4by100m. I took e last 100m and I didn't manage to overtake e last runner of lane 3. Reached the finishing line right aft he reached. wtf. Was this close to being first. But felt much better when Adeline and e peeps in 05s09 said I ran well. *phew* If I don;t run well.. then I might as well quit track lo~ Plus e fact tt every1's wearing e PE shirt and I'me only extra wearng track tee. So its like only one white shirt among a sea of greens. Hahas. So if I run like a snail.. ppl frm e stands can see lo. XD Luckily we came in 2nd at least. But don't think we'll be good against e j2s. Heard they're really good and our class only hv 2 true sprinters. Me and Jonathan who's been in track in his VS yrs. I'm a newbie in sprints. Still got loads to master. Like my starts~! Hahas..

Went fr Bio. I MUST READ UP ON MYSELF. Ms Chan is mad. She's teaching as tho we're gifted students in some IP. had chem where I'm so lucky lo. Sit beside Daryl so when he kena called up e whole audi turned and sitting beside him.. hahas... e feeling is weird. Suddenly e audi staring at you... yea~ Bio prac was more or less 1st 3 mths stuff. So I fell asleep. =p Mrs Gay woke me and and asked if I'm unwell. XD But sh did tt aft e lesson which is so damn shiok. Cos I gt enuff slp what. XD Went fr GP.. every1 was like slping. But surprisingly I didn;t slp (cos I gt enuff of it at Bio rmbr?) XD Its abt education. And ya.. its quite interesting. Except e part on S'pore's education cos we already know abt tt. Aft sch went TM to look ard fr a book but can't find it. Saw Ashraf and went to Popular w/ him. Then went back to sch fr track. Almost postphoned our trg to Tuesday but we did gym work. And yea~ e reason almost postphoned is bcos of e soccer tourney. Damn on la.. so many ppl there. We beat TJ FLAT. =p 3-NIL lo. *claps* Can't wait to see Thursday's match. Go TP go. =) Was damn tired aft trg cos its damn harsh la e gym work. I can't really fufil e 6 pieces thingy fr my leg swing thing. Sad~ Perhaps aft more trg I'll be able to sprint faster? Cos currently w/o weak legs I'm facing loads of prob when I do trg as I wear out ezly. Yea~ gtg cya. *poof*