Sunday, April 10, 2005 | 7:13 PM

GO AWAY

Went out w/ Pillai today. Its like a wk since e last time we saw each other. Ever since he went to NYJ. Bleah~ Went Raffles City. Shopped. Ok.. nt exactly shopped more like window-shopped. Now I hv more things on my list aft all tt looking ard. -.- We were at this Jason (or is it Jackson?) supermarket. And I went mad. Hahas.. all e cheese and yogurt. I'm a cheese-craze. But its damn exp so I settled on yogurt instead. Budget what.. =p

Slurped up yogurt in less than 3mins. Then we saw esprit displaying their models w/ eir latest wear. Hahas.. Pillai kept whining at how he wished he had those abs. XD Hey~ who won't want e nice 6 abs? Anyway.. we went home and office to get some foolscap. Saw YuQi at the CD-rama. Er.. e 1st thing she commented to me was I'm tall. XD Hahas.. can't expect me to grow shorter yea~? =) talked a lot w/ Pillai. Feels gr8. At least its makes me feel better and load my mind of tt person.

Heard tt e syllabus at NYJ fr Chem is slower than us and Bio's faster. But he shld be able to cope lahs.. Went OCK to get e yam pie. Damn nice cos e yam paste just flow into my mouth and yea~ its damn nice la.. don;t know how to put it in words. *lips smack* =p Aft tt went home to settle some feud w/ mr bro. He managed to hack pass my PW and got onto my com. Bloody f***. But nvm. The new pw is damn long.. think I'll need 20s to type it each time I turn on e PC. And yea~ I embarrassed Pillai in e public cos Mom called to inform tt bro hacked onto e com so I lost ctrl and shouted all kinda *beep* at my bro ifo a large crowd in e shopping centre. Pillai hv to pull me away to a corner then. XD wtf.. I shall watch my language in e future.

Came home. Took bath. And woke up.. frm daydreaming. I realised.. I'm nt worth. She's nt there. Her mind's somewhere else. And I nv existed so yea~ just go away. Frm my mind my sight my life. Wadeva.. I sound sadistic.. but yea~ u'll eventually go away frm my mind. AWAY. *poof*