Friday, March 04, 2005 | 11:59 AM

Wad's wrong w/ me..

yea~ confirm staying at TPJC le. Dunno abt track tho cos I sux at sprinting 200m and abv. I think e only gd thing abt my sprinting is tt I accelerate w/in a short time.. XD tt's like a small thing la.. altho its impt fr 100m.. bleah~

Had Chem prac where Ms Loh actually went thru some thing in e prac wksheet. I was sleeping when she was teaching. Too tired... Had Bio lecture.. where I again paid gd attention to.. (wow) XD. Them chem lecture was on Mass spec which I until now still dun understand despite the fact that she has already completed e syllabus of e chapter.. woah~! Skipped Bio tutorials so wonder how I'm gg to catch up w/ e lessons.. But who cares... XD last few wks to slack le. Aft tt I think I hv to piang thru till e As. Life will be quite a drag by then.. Think I'll fall asleep even more often in class... XD

Had Tennis game fr such a short while. Wasn't really playing.. more like picking balls.. I hope do play more tennis so tt I'll at least hv some hope fr e trials during 2nd intake... or at least dun embarass myself.. hahax.. Erm.. track trg was pretty shag la.. But I was slacking.. Ran 3 rounds of 200m/120m... I was last fr e 3rd round due to my joints and stitches.. so wne tot buy drinks and paid e toilet a visit lor.. hahax.. L8r towards e end I joined the long D fr striding/sprinting fr 100m. I must say today I'm running like a weirdo la.. my arms are swinging like some freak.. and I didn't get in 1st despite running w/ non-sprinters. Bleah~!!! How can I call myself a sprinter.. BUt I guess its bcos we were told to do striding fr 1st 50m which is why I'm nt fast cos I'm suppose to take off and accelerate faster than them.. nvm.. I feel tt its all excuses la. Will wk harder fr track trg on Monday. But my legs are giving me e shit now la.. sighs~

Aft track went to Bubble tea. Drank Lemon ice blended. Think tt I've got a serious pbm la.. Cos aft drinking bbt while walking to e bus stop.. I actually heart pains. Its like my heart is being clenched.. yikes. I was panicking la.. thought tt I'll jus faint on e street. XD But it went away aft some time. Phew~ Think I gonna go fr a check up to see if my heart is normal or smth. Afft tt met up w/Pillai to go TM. I went there in PE shirt la. So many ppl giving me e stares.. aft all PRCS nv had students roaming ard liddat.. hahax.. Then we slack at TM. Saw Mrs Chan and Karmun, Haziq, Eugene. Also saw Daniel and Kozaw... hahax.. at e key shop la.. I was laughing aft I talk to them cos I'm impressed as I don't see ppl like our age gg to such shops wad.. XD Then we drank at Orange Julius b4 heading home.

So gald tt my Dad actually told me I'm getting darker each day. Wahahax.. nt each day la.. jus tt today I stood under e sun fr Tennis game and Track.. so wad do u expect? And btw... I saw Aloy running fr 2.4km la.. I understood le.. very scary.. He ran like nobody's business.. and looked like constipated liddat.. some lungs he have la.. Think I gotta put in some effort or else my 2.4 will be like shit.. bleah~ Hmmm... wkend is here again. Wanna catch movie.. Think it'll be Hitch since I heard white noise is such a stupid movie. Hahax.. but soccer clique like so busy every wkend and dun dare to ask them le.. cos I feel tt I'm disturbing them liddat.. wahahx.. nvm..

SIGHS~ I'm e only one w/o someone... wad kinda a life am I leading... no motivation and no commitment.. bleah~ *poof*