Sunday, February 06, 2005 | 3:45 AM

What the heck...

I was dc at like 1 plus?! And that was like when I'm chatting with Lx and Crystal?! And then f*** came the stupid virus. What on earth got my PC got to do w/ u viruses?! I've been attacked like dunno how many f***-ing times. I wonder which web pg it was tt I went to... It can't be the music tt I download cos I'm super careful when I do such 'legal' stuff. Or is it my bro!? He's like downloading more stuff than me at such a young age! (yep I think I've influenced him a way lot) Now is like few more minutes to 4am. WTH!!! When I got the virus I sms-ed Crys and Lx immediately saying I'll get back asap. And so now I'm typing my blog. I dun hv to say why right? Its so obvious... They've had enuff... Hahax! They're in their sweet dreams already... And I'm here alone online!? NO.. I dun balme anyone... I blame the bloody virus! I'm going to get a filthy good anti-virus software! (I'm aware tt filthy and good doesn't come together) =] Wahaha! But I'm really pissed! I've got this PC formatted for e 3rd time w/in a week!!! *sighs*

And yep... I was jus thinking.. wad if I'm rejected by *her*? Wad if she has someone else in her eyes/mind? What if she leaves aft e 3 mths? Wad if she finds me boring? Wad if I'm unable to shower her w/ gifts like mst rich guys do all e time? Wad if I'm jus making a fool of myself? Erm tt's a lot of 'wad if'! Oh well... I dun want to get mushy but I seriously love ya... mayb time has got to warm things up a lil'? I guess the reason I dare to type this out is tt u're offline and its in e morning and my brains are a bit off... I hv this feeling tt u cld hv stumbled on my blog... I dunno... wad if u've been reading and u noticed u're the one? Awww... I hope u won't faint... XD Gr8 I've still got my sense of humour... WahahahaZ! I gotta get some sleep so tt if any of e soccer peeps call me out tmr (or rather today) I'll be prepared to get the hell outta my hse... YEP! Bye!