Thursday, February 17, 2005 | 5:50 PM

Tired. That feeling strikes again...

No PE today but I'm still tired. No CCA but I'm still tired. I'm wiped out. How many times do I have to remind myself to sleep early?! >.<''' Bio today was strating to get complicated as we get deeper into Proteins. But the lecturer was gr8 cos I didn't fall asleep at all. She's able to get all our attention, I don't know how but she jus did it. Proteins are complex molecules. So are the Bio lectures. Its getting complex. Starting enzymes soon but I don't even know what Proteins are... what R-groups?! Getting a bit flustered when she keeps repeating R group cos' I totally hv no idea wad tt is. During GP we had this current affairs test where I got 6/15. Nt bad considering e fact I didn't read e newspapers fr 2 whole weeks! PW was presented by some creeps frm DBS bank. I slept when e 2nd speaker came up. Then its Math tutorial but I pon and sat dwn to read up on Proteins. Its like e 1st time I actually up. Can't really say read up cos I'm reading smth which she taught ages ago. During Bio tutorial I slept again. =X I'm so sry fr Ms Leo. She didn't scold me which I'm so grateful. She just said I'm nt oaying attention... Surprisingly I'm nt tired during CL where we were supposed to write an essay of 500 words. >.<''' Then e day is over lor. Wanted to play Tennis but nv see MArisa or Chiam or Claudine ard so I went home. Its like soooo long since e last time I came back early. Mst of e time I hv track till like 6+ and its 7 when I'm home.

Sighs~ I slept so much in class... I wonder what she thinks... I'm some lazy pig yea? -.-

There's track tmr again. I've decided to tag along e Long D. Cos' my legs are still unable to w/stand e pressure frm sprinting. Plus my stamina is like shit so I gotta pump out more. Yea... PE is so ez... those ppl running pace is damn slack. In track I look like I'm e one slacking... Read Cry's blog and I agree tt we do have like 3 more trgs together b4 the dreaded results are out. YIKES. I don't want to get e results. Reason being:

1. I don't think I'll be up to standard
2. I know there'll be ppl I know who'll be leaving aft e results are out
3. I fear to be forced to leave TPJC
4. I know there MIGHT be pple I don't want to hv coming into TPJC
5. No more slacking aft JAE
6. Don't know if I shld stay in Track
7. Life might be a dreading bore aft JAE
8. I'm addicted to being a slack
9. I still hv this 'nobody' feeling in TPJC
10. I might nt be able to blog everyday aft JAE
11. I miss all e pple here and I fear losing anyone esp *her
12. TIME will be like shit aft JAE

Got this nobody feeling striking and booming in me again. I hate it. Its like being pushed here and there. Erm.. like I'm some non-existing drifting soul tt nobody bothers? This feeling sux. I'm getting a bit pissed w/ certain pple (nt anyone one frm my dear 05s09). Its very COLD. And like no expression. Like so unwanted... and like I'm some freak. =.=''' *sighs* Mayb I'll blog again. But I'm so tired now. me nobody... jus nobody.