Friday, February 04, 2005 | 10:13 PM

Still-burning-passion...

Yep yep! Had Track trg or u call it running... Finally! I'm nt last in short D! Btw... the relief 'coach' told us to call it 'sprints' erm so I'm a sprinter?! Sounds so cool... wahahax! Had sort-of-intensive-er trg today. Was totally shag aft trg. We ran like 10x of 120m... then 4x of 150m... It sounds so much esp for sprinters but I think our warm-up was so intensive so we were a lil more prepared during the runs... Hahax... I didn't come in last lor! I wasn't first either cos I saved up my 'energy' so I can maintain thruout our not-so-friendly trg. I really felt like giving up towards the end cos I was really nt gd enuff for long sprints cos I can't maintain tt long. Fast I am but nt for long... *sigh*

But when I saw e soccer dudes ar.. I suddenly felt u know... so small... And their trg is like way more tougher? I don't know abt intensity but I think its as bad la. Then saw the seasports ppl trg also lor. They doing long runs as usual... its harsh at seasports la.. run le still nt enuff... got all kinds of wired workouts. *phew* I quit in time. I can't do much than runs and racket games only... aft Tracks took bus home w/ Patrick and Qi Xiang. On e bus jus crap ard... can't rmbr wad we said also... then went to interchange to get my concession card activated again. Strolled in WS ALONE... so sad... Actually NO... I'm nt feeling lonely.. jus tt I had lots of tots running thru my mind (as usual). Saw Shi Han and Alex Lee... but they were across the other side so I too lazy to walk up to them. Just waved and cont sipping on my drink.

Toking abt drinks... Everytime track is over I'll spend more than $3 on drinks... Cos I can't stop! So damn thristy! And what pushes me so hard during the trg is my mind thinking of WATER!!! So I just kept running and running! Geez... My blog got lots of linkage... Tokin' abt WATER... I jus tot of today's Bio test. I was saying I'm going to flung it ytd... and YES! I offcially announce tt I'm flung-ing it! WTH! The asked such a dumb Qn: Newspaper helps to dry e wet floor quickly or smth liddat de la... I left that entire Qn BLANK... 4marks return to Mrs Gay. Hope she wun faint when she sees my paper. I wrote only like less than 100 words in the whole Bio test which has 8m and 4m Qns... Hahax. Hope I wun be e last in class! I did study la. Last night I studied btwn 11.30 to 12.00.. erm actually I only highlighted some papers on WATER before I started feeling tired and slept. Wahahax... okay CUT! Nth abt test.. can't stand it!

I was feeling sort of bad.. sort of extra.. sort of feared... Cos I think I'm disturbing my OGLs and many peeps when I chat w/ them almost every evening... Don't know why.. but I can sense tt I'm nt so welcomed? Or am I over-sensitive again? I feel like I'm some freak whose got nth better to do (dun u agree?). Well, I'm expanding my circle of friends but maybe its not such a gd idea la. Or my way is wrong? Don't know... But seriously wanna know u peeps feedback... cos I know u can't tell it into my face 'GET LOST! We dun want u poking into our bzness!' Who will do tt? Hahax... (ok nt funny) If I'm ever so disturbing or harrasing I beg ur forgiveness yeh? Tt's abt all.. I'l blog soon again lor.. ciao!