Thursday, February 03, 2005 | 8:15 PM

Shld I return?

Yeh, I've been pondering. A long time. Shld I return to track? My passion is all there... to run and run and run. But I fear the trg. I admit I'm not the kind of strong-willed peron that dun give up ezly... face their fears and stuff. But I feel guilty if I dun run. And my mind wouldn't rest until I've done my best which I know I've yet to be. The track field seems so tempting. I'm serious (sirius)... So now its passion VS fear. And I haven't made up my mind...

Had boring periods of tutorials. Was told by my Math teacher tt I can actually drop Math and take Econs. But I've nv heard of such cases before... but the consequence is tt I can only take Medicine in the U... erm which is exactly what I want (duh). hahax... But this will all apply only if I make it aft Os la... Results coming out soon.. *scary* Anyway, had 2 damn periods of MT which I found myself a nice seat beside the door at the back. Almost all e dudes in e back row slept. INCLUDING me. Except the fact tt I hid behind my file with my earphones plugged in and slept. Wahahax... I think e teacher understands tt his lesson is so damn boring so he didn't really stop us. Cool! Was very tired thruout e lectures and tutorials. So BORING.

But aft sch... I went to e library with Bong and Jin Rong. Was lazing ard when I ran into Chiam, Jeffery and Amanda. YEah... So we went to the tennis court and wacked the tennis balls. Literally.. me and Jeff are aliens on the Tennis court. Chaim and Amanda are like *woah* compared to us. And I totally can't believe tt I served like shit. Hahax... then Claudine and Marisa came... along with some other ppl... Me and Jeff went to squash court and he taught me some squash thingy... Ok la.. I wld say I better in squash... cos in less than 10mins I got hold of the game and was still alive. But I really want to join Tennis la... Mayb if I play more w/ Chaim, Marisa and Claudine in fututre... I might get in thru e trials during 2nd intake. Tt sounds pretty impossible. My gd 'ol peeps sms me today for Mahjong... hahax... (I actually know how to play) but was having Tennis la... So can't go join them... awww...

Very bored today... still got test tmr. BIOLOGY... wth! I haven't even study la... And I'm like here blogging?! And I'm prepared to flung it lor. Cos its like on WATER... and we hv no notes provided!? How to study? And I'm so lazy to make my own notes due to preparation fr road run which happened to be a disappointment all thanks to my ego and some serious shit mistakes... And yep.. I hv yet to get an MP3 player... bringing discman to sch is such a pain... The discman so big and so bulky... and it doesn't fit into a pocket!!! Guess I'll hv to stick w/ e this lame discman for e time being... *sighs*

And yeh.. my OGLs Aloy and Hong Peng did well in the road run. CONGRATS! Qi Xiang, Patrick, Crystal and Chai Yun... yep! Well done ppl. So sad I can only clap for u all la... Hahax... but this is psychological support isn't it?! Nxt yr's road run won'y hv e seniors ard... and I'll miss all of em' lor. Ai ya... this blog getting more crappy. Gotta blast! BYE!