rain on me
Thursday, February 17, 2005 | 10:28 PM

Lots of commotion...

Yeh... LOADS of commotion abt Os results release date and this stupid letter frm MOE. Some pple said tt if u recieve it means tt ur Os got a mean score of 17pts and abv. Its very lame. Altho I was shoked at 1st too. Its weird tho. I can't face my results. I'm really scared now. Dun wanna think abt it already. Its giving me e creeps. And my minid keeps telling me tt wad's my backup plan if anything dun go smoothly. Cos I dun hv a backup plan right now. And certain things are simply unpredictable. *cross-fingers*

Yea... I think I've been such a jerk recently... e way I chat and pester ppl... I seem to forget tt I'm nt the PRCS david anymore.. I'm nt as 'popular' and my language may nt be accepted socially... I think I gave Aloy and Lx e creeps cos I'm like freaking them out w/ all e pestering. Liek I'm some childish J1 student. I'm really sry man... cos its like 1st 3 mths and I'm definitely slacking like nobody's business... So I apologise fr calling you a stalker yea? I don't mean it, u shld know... *sighs* This is wierd. I am wierd. I'm nt positive abt things now. Sometimes its gd to see tag being flooded... *sighs* wadeva... jus let it be... nobody tag nobody lor. Jus let things be. James wanna pass me e cash fr the 4/6 class tee so I can pass to Crys but I'm like so busy in sch esp w/ track which I dun even know e time.

And e weekend coming. I dun wanna bother and pester them count me in cos I've got this feeling that I'm an EXTRA. And I agree tt somethings cannot be done my way. I'm a nobody so jus let things be in e meanwhile. I'm tired. *sighs~*