Thursday, February 10, 2005 | 1:00 PM

I want you and your beautiful soul

2nd day of CNY. Didn't go out ytd. Only my relatives came. Sort of bored. I'ld rather go out then wait for ppl to come. Cos' it makes me feel like my hse's a display panel. Siriusly didn't recieve much Hongbao cos also nt that much ppl came to my hse. Erm at least nt as much as the usual bunch. Can't wait to go out l8r... Following my relatives to all other peeps houses. But again... what can I do w/ em'? Mayb this year I'll play mahjong since I learnt like a few months ago... or mayb poker cards? Was online till 4am but nobody to chat w/ except lx and Kozaw but both of 'em wanna watch soccer so I went to watch lor but I fell asleep l8r... I think even before a first goal was scored? I can't rmbr. I didn't get enough sleep... But I dun give a damn.

Oh yeah... Valentine's Day is getting really close... 4 more days only!!! I still haven't confess to *her*. I dun want her to think tt I'm asking her be'cos ppl hv a date and I dun... But heard frm her friend tt she's nt +ve abt love and others wooing her too...!? Mayb I shld give up? Its like so out of reach... How on earth am I suppose to approach her? We don't even know each other well enough... I dun want to make situations awkward... *arghz*

I want you and your beautiful soul