Thursday, February 10, 2005 | 7:58 PM

Another CNY... another experience

Angbao collection has ended w/ a beautiful note... or u wld put it as NOTES... Dollar notes that is. =] U shld see my $$$ face when I got e red packets... my parents said tt my face actually glowed. ROFL. Not tt I want to glow... its just that there's really A LOT of $$$ esp frm my damn rich cousins and uncles/aunties. Went to my cousin's hse, Waterplace. Its like e 2nd time... and I'm still dazzled by the amenities there. Its simply a SPLASH and a POOL of facilities there! My nephews/nieces are all so cute! I didn't visit my Aussie cuz cos we hv too many places to visit. Or rather too many places to collect RP frm. Wahhahax! Yes yes.. a bit of Mahjong here, a bit of poker cards there... I won $$$ fr e first time... Whahahx! The feeling is great!

When I was at my first aunt's place. My eldest cuz came to ask me where I'm studying now. And I must say I'm nt pleased w/ her rxn. She asked me wad combi I taking and asked me what I intend to take up in the U. I told her medicine and she OPENED her eyes and glared at me. WTF are e 3 letters in my mind. She told me off saying tt I wld hv to take triple science and also S paper in at least 2 of the sciences to get in since I'm nt frm e TOP 5 JCs. And she said I'll hv to get all As for my sci. I was pretty pissed la. I'm a neighbourhood sec sch sia.. wad u expect me to go? BTW she has graduated w/ a degree... I wonder if all grads behave like her. Study until mad le is it? *roll eyes* Besides this, life is still rocking me and this CNY has definitely gave me an experience altogether diff frm e past years'.

Anyway. I've finally learnt smth which I simply dun get into my mind this yr. That is to be more independent... I guess I hv to be. Forced into such envt I can only surender my usual status and live up e ordinary lifestyle unlike sec sch days... Its like I'm a nobody here in JC... No matter how hard I try to make an impression (gd ones) it simply never work. I know that social acceptance is very impt to my heart/mind/soul/body but perhaps its time fr a change? No more pestering or being noisy/nosy... I'll jus hv to be more quiet now. Maybe LIFE will become EVEN better this way? Its worth a try. I don't know... *sighs*