Monday, January 31, 2005 | 10:08 PM

Wah liao... I sissy meh!?

WTF... was abt to go for Track at ECP when this gal said I look familiar... then I was like OG Sirius? She didn't reply tt Qn but jus said tt she rmbr me as someone sissy. WTF! I was so f***ed up lor... My 1st impression really so terrible mehz!? Seriously, I was worse last time in sec sch lor... But she so str8 forward sia.. Make my confidence so low liao... Sometimes I feel really lost lor. Its like I dunno where I stand.. where I belong. Or do I even exist?! *sighs*

And today's run at ECP is like S***. I started off fine la... then at e turning point I feel very tired liao... then the leg like want to cramp liddat. And I can feel diarrhoea coming aft me. So in the end I spent some time walking... My timing is so pathetic lor... I'm not going to announce it here la. Later ppl laugh until their computer screen shatter lor. Hahax... Its really bad! SERIOUS!

On a lighter note (doesn't this sound so ever familiar?) I was so surprised to find (Raffles) Qi Xiang frm Track frm my primary sch! OMG! We're even frm the same class... wad a small wld we live in! Hahax! Can't believe it... he's so lucky to get into RI... Today's a slack day w/ a slack timetable... and tt's a gd thing. 12.50 sch end lor. SO SHIOK! I'm so lazy during Math.. cos until now I still dun understand a single thing on Binomial thm. Was tokin during Math cos there's no nid to listen to the teacher when I totally dun noe the basics lahs.. But then I think I'll go find the cher soon la. SOON is like dunno how long... HAHAx...

All in all.. today was an ok day... and yeh was staring at her lo... But she didn't notice it. I don't know if I shld take the next step... I dun feel I'm up to her standards... *sighs* =X