Friday, January 28, 2005 | 11:45 PM

LOST

Lose-Losing-Lost
Lousy-Lousying-Lousied
Sad-Saddening-Saddened
Dwon-Downing-Downed
Out-Outting-Outted
Off-Offing-Offed
Reject-Rejecting-Rejected
Break-Breaking-Brooken
Slow-Slowing-Slowed
Die-Dying-Died-Died-ED

I actually wrote this blog during Bio lecture. Yeh, I admit I wasn't paying any attention at all. I was jus well.. LOST. Witnessed Matt being 'b'dae-bashed' by his clique of friends. Erm.. I won't say its dirty or sticky to have those creamy thingy all over u. But seriously, when its one's b'dae... U won't mind. AT ALL.

Sigh.. I'm still ME. I had hardly changed much. Except tt I'm not so... u know...
But life's just ain't fair.
Maybe my efforts are all fake hope.
I feel like an angel in HELL.
I want to escape. I can't.
I want to run. I can't
I want heaven but its never here. I
'm still like stuck in hell.
Life is never fair. NEVER.
I feel like an drifting soul. Aimless.
Nobody sees me. I'm a nobody.
Jus feel like running forever.
Until I break dwn and die. DIE.
Dun feel like smiling at all.
Dun feel like living.
Dun feel like myself and dun wanna ponder abt it. S
uddenly all hopes seem to w/draw themselves 2 leaps bkward...
All's gone. LOST.