Sunday, June 20, 2004 | 9:37 PM

Happy and disappointed...

I spent nearly the whole day running round Suntec City...
In the morning I woke up at 10 plus and I just sat there like a nerd. At around 1 plus I started to panic as I don't know how to go to Marina Promenade which is actually next to the Esplanade. I almost fainted by the time I reached there. I can't believe I walked thorough the City Link then through he Esplanade before reaching Marina. I waited for an hour before Daniel Zhang finally appeared from the backstage. Woah, the girls in front of me practically screamed their voice boxes out! I almost become deaf and come to think of it I was standing pretty far from them! Since it's the first time I went to such idol scenes, I never expected pple to be so excited although I was also damn excited! He sang four songs but I can't remember them except the one called 'Si Maio' which is my favourite! He then sang the rapping part and I wonder if his tongue ever got tied at that rate of rapping. It was so darn fast! I didn't know he wasn't going to do signing there... I just stood there and saw him dancing along with the 'xin jing' rap. He shook hands with those madly happy girls and I guess their hair must have stood upright on their skin.
After that I went to Suntec City tower 5 to see him where he will be performing in accordance to the 'Ren Ci' charity event. The whole Fan Club just swept their way into the streets and hop their way to Suntec from Marina in happy moods. When I reached Suntec, the first place I visit is Carrefour where I scanned for the section 'Disposable Cameras'. You should know how big that Carrefour is... I spent almost 20 mins searching for it... I was almost late for his show! When I reach there he was again rapping along and the organisers were giving away posters only to 3 person who can rap the 'xin jing' rap. I can't believe it... The whole fan club was rapping along as though its ABC... SO fast and so cool! I guess I am the only pathetic fan who doesn't know his songs well enough to sing along with them... Sigh! Guess what... I am m the only male teen fan there, other guys who were there are either there to accompany their girlfriends or just to accompany their sisters... Its not that I'm homo, but everyone has the right to have an idol right? Don't tell me girls after Jolin or Cyndi are Lesbians?! They're not! Oh yeah, by the way... I really cannot imagine myself being such a fool to forget to bring his album there!!! I ended up going home disappointed as I couldn't get his signature as they only allow signatures to go onto his album... not even his CD... I wonder what's wrong with EQmusic! I must be a ltedown to forget the most important thing when I go for his 'Qian Chang Hui' but I must again say its the 1st time I went after an idol! Gotta blast! Bye!